Fransca's Love Diary

Saturday, June 30, 2007

i fainted during the event yesterday :(
had to reached grand hyatt at 8am...
most likely because i didn't have a good sleep...
and didn't have time for breakfast and even a glass of water.
i was damn scared... not because i fainted...
but because of what the in-charge would think...
so once i gained consciousness...
i quickly tried to enter into the conference...
but before i could... i blackout the second time.
this time the people at the reception asked if i was ok...
and my in-charge came to check on me...
gave me water and a tiny piece of cake to eat.
right after that... i continued working...
was feeling really bad... couldn't wait for the event to end.

after the event,
joreen, i and mingsui went to far east for lunch.
joreen accompanied me to shop around for a while.
bought a dress and a belt from far east.
after she left... i went to Tangs to shop...
ended burning a hole in my pocket there...
i bought my Dior Play Lip Gloss...

and a $180 Fishnet and Lace Up Corselet from Xotic.

lol... i said i wanted to save my this week events' money for PSP...
in the end used up for all these *hmpf!*

met up with madeline for work at 6pm plus...
headed to fort canning The Legend...
worked at The BillardBar.
after work... dear came back to meet me...
then we went over to The Cathay...
had dinner at Billy Bombers...
and caught Transformers!

6:29 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Thursday, June 28, 2007

this evening... went to town...
met up with edward, pat, julian, edmund, jules, rica, joanne and sherri...
for rica's farewell dinner
she's returning back to Hokkaido, Japan.
Anyway the dinner was at east ocean restaurant
pat ordered lots of good food...
peking duck... one abalone each for everyone.... cold crab... etc.
will ask mummy to try there next time :)

after the dinner...
met up with dear at the pub...
then we went to cineleisure at1.30am...
caught Fantastic 4.
Transformers start screening tml!!!

i want to buy PSP!!!
got kinda addicted to julian's PSP. lol.
hmmm... will try to buy if i got extra cash after my trip...
erm actually if i work just 3 times...
can buy already... hee.
but then i want to get a new digi cam also!!!
arghhh... maybe this week's events pay will be saved for PSP.

ahhhh... one more thing caught my eyes today!!!
XXXX's limited edition Dice lip gloss... $80...
bling bling... I WANT! I MUST HAVE.
okie dokie... i decided already...
either tmr or friday will go and get *lovelove*

ohmygoodness... wanna buy so many things...
hurrrrr... tml go and chase for all my $$$.

obaby.... lovelove

4:45 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

this afternoon... went all the way to tampines for a photoshoot...
don't really like all the pics...
but don't really care... as long as i'm being paid for it :)
after the shoot... headed to sembawang country club for work.
by then... was dead tired... fell asleep on the cab...
luckily... work was pretty good today :)
supposed to work from 7-11pm.
but event only started at 8 and ended at 9.45pm.
heehee. so only worked for 1hr45mins.
Event ended early :) So in-charge let us off early.
whahaaa... damn shiok...
my cabfares today all sponsored...
from cck to tampines...
tampines to sembawang...
sembawang to cck.

hee... my working momentum is back...
have been quite hardworking...

last week:
tues - marina golf course
wed- casting
fri - C* roving
sat - johnnie walker at chevrons

mon - photoshoot, sembawang country club

waiting for $$$ to roll in...
but $$$ will start to roll out next week :(

flying off to hk next tues :)
mummy already prepared for the worst...
planning to use air freight services...
send our shopping stuff back...
so we don't have to bring so much luggages back...
and don't have to worry about the weight limit issue.

1:50 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

was working at marina golf course with jiali today...
the VIPs were the same customers i served at OCC...
particularly the one that challenged me to the one bottle within 10 mins...
they recognised me :)...
and jokingly asked if i wanna drink whisky...
i shook my head vigorously...
the smell of whisky haunts me now...
at least for a week.
went to @karaoke pub after work to meet up with law.

two more weeks...
and i'll be back in HK for shopping...
this is my 5th shopping trip to HK...
and i'm never gonna get sick of it:)

((once a treasure, then a rubbish...
if only i could turn back time...
to feel that love which was once so strong...))

2:11 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Monday, June 18, 2007

friday... johnnie walker assignment at OCC...
i got really drunk in the end...
customer challenged me to finish one bottle within 10 mins...
and he will buy another 10 bottles...
no commission... so why should i bother...
but the sickening bartender and china manager was pressurizing me.
i know it's not possible because i already drank a lot...
and worse... i was having whisky and beer at the same time with an empty stomach.
but still i had no choice but to try drink as much as i could.
supposed to meet summer at vdragon after work...
one of the customers drove me there...
but i was too drunk to get out of the car...
called summer and told her i couldn't make it cus i'm too drunk...
really really feel guilty about it... i'm really sorry my dear.
received 10 missed calls from dearie...
he was going to break the good news to me...
called me the moment he won the darts competition...
but the silly drunk me uttered rubbish to him...
he told me he won $$$$ and a trip to las vegas...
instead of 'congrats'... i told him 'good luck'...
so he replied... 'What are u talking? I ALREADY WON!'...
and i think i kept saying... 'i very xinku... i want to die already'... lol.
poor dear.. got really angry and worried.
hee... luckily he was in a good mood =p (hoh dear?)
anyway... i never really got a chance to congratulate you...
and i think i kept acting like it's no big deal...
instead of supporting you... i kept saying things to make u feel angry...
just wanna tell u deep down... i'm really proud of you...
i know you can do it... so just try your best at las vegas...
i'll give you all my support, i promise ;)

on saturday evening... we went to Sentosa...
couldn't make it for the 'songs of the sea' show at the musical fountain...
tickets were all sold out by the time we reached :(
ha. but we didn't planned to watch that...
just that the poster and 'full house' sign make it seemed to be a MUST watch thing.
so we walked along the beach which was my main motive of the trip...
it started to drizzle when we crossed the bridge...
took shelter at the tower till the rain stopped
and we continued walking :)
the rain spoilt the fun :(
everywhere was dirty... the sand was damp...
so we left sentosa at 1am and went to the pub to meet up with his friends...
left at 4am... and headed to cineleisure hoping that we can still catch a movie...
but there wasn't anymore movie screenings...
so we ended up having supper at the Hong Kong Cafe.

2:22 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Friday, June 15, 2007

Last Friday... after work...
met up with gary and his girl...
managed to sneak the both of them, who were still underage, into vdragon...

on wednesday...
accompanied my mum, bro and maid to the supermart...
walked from cck to bukit panjang...
using the path next to the big canal...
i was making alot of noise...
cus it was quite difficult to walk...
and my maid even offered to carry me... lol.
but of course i'm not that mean...
so she held my hand.
my god... i didn't know shengsong got so much things...
by 15 minutes... our trolley was already overflowing with items...
and we started carrying baskets...
hee... it's always fun to go supermart with mummy...
cus we get to take whatever we want...
and pile the trolley as high as we want... lol.

thursday... work at Tekong was quite fun...
never thought that i would ever get a chance to visit tekong...
cus i seriously doubt i'll ever have a bf that have yet enlist into ns.
anyway... was working with zeta...
then we were quite surprised by how developed tekong is...
before this... i imagined tekong to be cluttered with dirty white and grey buildings...

on the ferry... heading to tekong...

tada!... first sight of tekong...

o... so blue sea so blue sky...
yea i know it sound rubbish...
but wait... the "sea" in sg is usually green...

ferry terminal at tekong...

on the way back...
this time we took the speed boat back...

the sun was blazing hot...
could hardly keep my eyes open...
and the wind was really strong...

bye tekong...

after that... met up with janice at bugis just to buy a dress...
then we headed to town and shopped at wisma...
janice controlled me and prevented me from spending money...
and kept reminding me that i'm going to hk soon.
8 pm plus... went to centrepoint Osim to look for terrence...
hee... meanwhile enjoyed iPilot, iGallop and iSqueeze...
i want to get iSqueeze!!!...
my poor feet always suffer from work and party :(
waited for law to off work at 11 pm plus...
then we went to cineleisure to catch "Ocean 13"...
i was dead tired by then...
fell asleep during the show =(
what a long day...

2:51 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Monday, June 11, 2007

4:33 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Saturday, June 09, 2007

iknowistillloveyou...

4:46 AM

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Friday, June 08, 2007

one and a half year ago...
i suffered from insomnia...
that's probably the reason why i can't understand
people could sleep for more than 10 hours...
3 hours was more than enough for me.
and i guess because of that...
i couldn't understand why all my exs can sleep till afternoon...
which drives me real angry...
but i guess none of them really knew and understood my frustration...

today... my insomnia is back and worser than before...
for the past 2 months... i have been sleeping only at 5am...
perhaps... my waiting for someone's call has gradually affected it...
i can barely sleep more than 1 hour every night for the past one week...
it takes 3 hours for me to toss and turn in bed before i fall asleep...

and wake up every 30 mins subsequently.

last night.. the thought of drinking wine before i tuck in came...
i was quite certain that i would fall asleep after that...
so i opened a bottle of red wine and finished it...
even after i finished the whole bottle... i was still wide awake...
i lie on my bed at 2am...
only managed to fall asleep at 5am...
woke up at 5.30am... my dog's bark made it worse...
after i managed to quieten him down...
came back to my room and tried to sleep...
but again no matter how hard i try...
i just couldn't...
so i resorted to drawing (previous post)...
thinking it will make me tired after staring at the screen drawing for so long...
BUT I STILL CAN'T SLEEP...
DAMNIT!
i'm going to the doctor to get sleeping pills.

i want to go shopping later...
i have to work tonight...
i want to club tonight...
I NEED TO SLEEP NOW!

sigh... the heartbreak yesterday is going to make my nights worse...

can you believe i even prayed to give me peace at heart to sleep?

10:29 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

((我搞不懂　我們到底怎麼了誠實的背後　是否　住著傷口
我想不通　我們的愛怎麼了雨下過以後　是否　能讓什麼　復活))

9:14 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I think it's time for me to clear my wardrobe again...
loads of brand new clothes not worn before...
and tons of them which i have only wore once...
i guess most of you know that i don't really repeat my clothes...
and i don't have any more wardrobe space in my room =(
so i'm gonna start selling my stuff away on yahoo auctions...
shared account with agnes and her cousin...
check out our yahoo auction...
will keep posting more stuff.

i haven't shopped for quite sometime...
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!

oh god... i've got a new obsession...
i want more blingbling watches.

Can't wait for my trip to Hongkong again!

((I can't feel that love baby))

12:45 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

met up with kayvern, pegan and joseph this evening...
for dinner as well as to settle some costing for the visual comm module...
then we realised we spent more than $300 just for the final project...
phew~ thank god my parents stopped me from pursuing my design dream.

But then again... i have been asking myself...
if i could turn back time...
would i choose what i originally was determined to do...
or would i still choose business over design?
for the fact that visual comm has by far been my strongest module
among all the others i've taken in uni...
and for those who don't know...
initially... my only choice was interior/fashion/visual comm design...
which i managed to get through the exam and was given a place in both TP and SP.
But later... due to constant persuasion from my parents and aunt...
they managed to convince me to apply for business.

Till today... i'm still unsure if i have made the right choice...
but there's something i'm certain about...
is that i really enjoyed my days in nyp..
made great friends, people who truly knows how to enjoy life...
unlike people in uni..
i don't know if what i'm gonna say will be violently disagreed...
but everyone in uni is extremely thrifty...
they have to calculate every single cent they spend...
which i don't exactly understand why they are doing it to the extreme...
so don't expect them to initiate things like... let's play pool...
let's go to the ktv... let's go and chill... let's go to fish & co. ...
it's likely that you will hear stuff like...
eh... how much will be the pokka drink ah...
wah that food court damn expensive...
i'm not exaggerating... but i've met people like this!!!
And many of the girls there actually still have curfew...
they have to report home by 9pm!!!
is this the norm in JC?

... maybe i'm just negatively biased towards uni...
I HATE UNIVERSITY LIFE!

1:50 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Saturday, June 02, 2007

gosh... i've been clubbing my days away...
on wednesday...
joreen, zeta, jiali, janice, gina, summer and i,
together with the usual group of guys meet up at vdragon.
it has been a long time since we girls come out in a group :)
the night was quite fun...
except for the fact that i made hippo angry.

on vesak day, thursday,
hippo brought me out for shopping, dinner and movie...
we had dinner at Kuishin-Bo Authentic Japanese Buffet Restaurant
(#03-002, Suntec City Mall)

For a budget of around $50 per person,
Kushibo offers a wide range of Japanese delights.
the irritating but fun part about this restaurant is...
the seasonal offers which is announced by the Kuishinbo jingle every half an hour
offering a limited quantity of "specials" like baby lobsters with melted cheese...
everyone will start rushing to the counter to get them.
i won't say that the food is really fantastic...
but they had a relatively good variety like the japanese paper steamboat,
snow crabs, very fresh sashimi, sushi, tempuras, piping hot claypot noodles,
teppanyaki, cakes and desserts, etc.

after dinner... we shopped around suntec for awhile...
then we went to cineleisure to catch Pirates of the Caribbean

yesterday, was working for johnnie walker at OCC again...
drank quite a bit at work...
so was quite reluctant to head home...
went to orchard hotel to pick gina, summer and audrey up...
then we head to vdragon again...
john gave me the full membership :)

went to newton for supper...
after that marc's fren brought me to see the ghost mansion at hillview...
but couldn't see the house itself becus it's wayyyyy up at the hilltop...
only could see the rusty gate and the white path at the huge plot of land.
before reaching the gate... there's a 45 degrees steep slope...
so it's quite hard not to notice it...
really curious how's the house look like...
because everyone says it's really amazingly nice...
marc's fren have been in many times before but in big group.
he described how it looked like inside...
and the procedure of happenings.
quite interesting.
hmpf... dun dare to go in to explore...
so can only look for some photos of the mansion online...
and some reviews (1, 2) of it.

think i have one more thing to add to my list of "must dos" before i die...
"visit a haunted house/building"

3:41 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Saturday, June 30, 2007

and a $180 Fishnet and Lace Up Corselet from Xotic.

lol... i said i wanted to save my this week events' money for PSP...
in the end used up for all these *hmpf!*

6:29 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

after the dinner...
met up with dear at the pub...
then we went to cineleisure at1.30am...
caught Fantastic 4.
Transformers start screening tml!!!

ohmygoodness... wanna buy so many things...
hurrrrr... tml go and chase for all my $$$.

obaby.... lovelove

4:45 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

hee... my working momentum is back...
have been quite hardworking...

last week:
tues - marina golf course
wed- casting
fri - C* roving
sat - johnnie walker at chevrons

mon - photoshoot, sembawang country club

waiting for $$$ to roll in...
but $$$ will start to roll out next week :(

1:50 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

two more weeks...
and i'll be back in HK for shopping...
this is my 5th shopping trip to HK...
and i'm never gonna get sick of it:)

((once a treasure, then a rubbish...
if only i could turn back time...
to feel that love which was once so strong...))

2:11 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

2:22 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

Last Friday... after work...
met up with gary and his girl...
managed to sneak the both of them, who were still underage, into vdragon...

on the ferry... heading to tekong...

tada!... first sight of tekong...

o... so blue sea so blue sky...
yea i know it sound rubbish...
but wait... the "sea" in sg is usually green...

ferry terminal at tekong...

on the way back...
this time we took the speed boat back...

the sun was blazing hot...
could hardly keep my eyes open...
and the wind was really strong...

bye tekong...

2:51 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

4:33 AM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

iknowistillloveyou...

4:46 AM

Friday, June 08, 2007

i want to go shopping later...
i have to work tonight...
i want to club tonight...
I NEED TO SLEEP NOW!

sigh... the heartbreak yesterday is going to make my nights worse...

can you believe i even prayed to give me peace at heart to sleep?

10:29 AM

((我搞不懂　我們到底怎麼了誠實的背後　是否　住著傷口
我想不通　我們的愛怎麼了雨下過以後　是否　能讓什麼　復活))

9:14 AM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i haven't shopped for quite sometime...
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!

oh god... i've got a new obsession...
i want more blingbling watches.

Can't wait for my trip to Hongkong again!

((I can't feel that love baby))

12:45 AM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

... maybe i'm just negatively biased towards uni...
I HATE UNIVERSITY LIFE!

1:50 AM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

on vesak day, thursday,
hippo brought me out for shopping, dinner and movie...
we had dinner at Kuishin-Bo Authentic Japanese Buffet Restaurant
(#03-002, Suntec City Mall)

after dinner... we shopped around suntec for awhile...
then we went to cineleisure to catch Pirates of the Caribbean

think i have one more thing to add to my list of "must dos" before i die...
"visit a haunted house/building"

3:41 PM