Tuesday, August 28, 2007
School just started 2 weeks ago...
readings and assignments have started piling up :(
begin to feel the stress again.
sigh... going through a whole load of mental distress...
i just hate school...
or probably i HATE everything in life :(
Lessons started at 8am and ended at 8pm today...
i'm so tired...
but i still have to complete 4 weeks of readings...
watch a movie "Wag the Dog" for the assignment...
and draft out my essay before i can tuck in to bed :(
By the way... for those who have not watched the movie before...

"Wag the Dog” is about a Washington spin doctor (Robert De Niro) who distracts the electorate from a presidential sex scandal, this in the final stages of a presidential election, by hiring a Hollywood producer (Dustin Hoffman) to create a fake war.
it's an intelligent movie...
that examines the blurred lines between politics, the media and show business...
it explores the manipulation of mass media and public opinion.
try watching it... you'll gain some knowledge from it!
Anyway, stranger from school dropped me an email today...
i don't know how the hell he got my name and contacts.
i remembered a guy sitting at the computer next to me...
but i'm pretty sure he couldn't see my computer monitor...
cus the computers are positioned 50 degrees angle from each other.
anyway he emailed me thrice...
first email
I didn't check my mail, which means I couldn't possibly reply.
So he emailed me the second time...
explaining where he saw me and why he email me...
second email
sigh... but that's not what i've been waiting for all day long...
where are you? :'(
i don't want anyone else...
The pain I feel deep inside... the broken heart I try to hide...
10:22 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
went on retail, beauty and food therapy today...
i guess for those who understands me need not me to explain why...
anyway... bought a couple of things...
and went for manicure...
i must say i was quite satisfied with the person who did it for me...
she saved my ugly nails :)
which suffered horrendous damage from the pretty uv gel nails which i did during the last manicure.
this time i tried the nail parlour next to GUESS at ngee ann city...
will visit there again!
after that, met up with janice and kylie at AMK hub...
we had dinner at newyork newyork...
followed by shopping again :)
somehow... i feel blessed that i still have my lovelie girls...
thanks dear girls...
Rip me open slowly,
You like to hear me shout,
Sit back and baby,
Watch my blood flow out,
Smile your beautiful smile,
As your dagger tears through me,
The pain in my eyes arouses you,
I'm where you want me to be...
11:59 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
happy times never last for long...
but i truly treasure those...
now it's time to say goodbye...
goodbye love...
9:54 PM
12:41 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
last friday...
pat held his birthday celebration at vd...

birthday pressie from us :)

such a
cute and round ass!!!
hee... it was solely my naughty idea...
i designed and requested the cake to be custom-made...
from
Pine Garden's Cake...
where i got my 21st birthday cake from :)
anyway, i chose
lychee martini flavour for the cake...
just to complement the theme of the cake... and it tasted quite good :)

with lily... she's hot.

jonathan poked that candle into the butt crack.

pat was still surprised with the idea.
and he suspected it was my idea =p
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO OUR DEAREST PATRICK!
5:05 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
!@#$%^& my irritating phone...
storage card auto reset again...
this happened for the 3rd time...
good thing is i always transfer my photos to my com...
but just when i wanted to transfer three new pics to my com today...
i realised the photos were all gone... *clench fist*
my lunchbox photos!!!!!!
went to vivocity with gary yesterday during the long break...
ended up buying one whole set of the SMILEY :) lunch box...
you know the cute cute kind little kids bring to school?...
i bought...
- a lunch box for the main
- two small ones for the sides
- a fork
- a band to secure the lunch box
- a cotton bag to keep everything inside
- and a bag to carry.
i wanted to buy the water bottle... but couldn't find the similar character :(
anyway... i was feeling happy after buying those...
can't wait to make 愛 心 早餐 for my chubby boyfriend... *pinch cheeks*
went back to school for an hour lecture...
after which i went to the supermarket at LOT 1 to buy the groceries.
i woke up at 5.30 this morning and was determined to make breakfast for dearie...
i got prepared and went down to cook.
packed all the food nicely...
took a cab to dearie's place and gave him a surprise :)
anyway i had to wake up especially early because dearie would leave the house at 7.30am for work.
he sent me home before heading to work today.
//x-lovelove-x//
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i bid for Bahasa Indonesia and got it as one of my modules this semester...
because i intend to drop 'Digital Photography and Imaging' module...
the school only provide 4 SLR cameras for more than 40 students...
every week we have to submit an assignment which will be graded...
how is it feasible?
4 SLRs to be shared among >40 students within 5 days
i can imagine the quality of work done.
on top of that, we are required to frame up our assignments,
which is of course on our own expense...
the final project will be a photo exhibition.
Thus the expenditure for this module, as warned by the lecture repeatedly,
would be higher than that for other modules.
i'm still considering...
because i know based on my character...
i'll get so frustrated that i might buy a SLR camera on impulse...
even when i know i shouldn't waste money on that bulky ugly camera which i can't possibly bring around.
ihateschool
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ismay asked me to join her on board to Authur Tay's Azimut 116 megayacht tomorrow...
just the few of us... royston, authur, edmund lee, LKY nephew and some big bosses...
and some other girls...
this yacht was featured on ChannelNewsAsia yesterday...
and on the cover of this month's Prestige magazine issue.
28 million euros yacht... first in Asia.
anyway... the plan is...
the yacht will be heading to tioman...
we'll stay at the best resort there...
the guys will be going for diving...
while we girls can go for spa...
and head back to sg on next monday...
which means a 5-day trip.
sigh... think i'm giving it a miss.
cus pat's birthday celebration is on friday...
and it wouldn't be nice if i don't attend...
since he has been treating me really nice.
furthermore, the birthday cake will be delivered to my place on Friday...
and his present we bought that day is with me.
And i have work assignments on friday and saturday.
hmpf... a part of me really wants to go.
But the other part of me do not want to go...
guess dearie won't be happy if i keep traveling at this rate...
keeps disappearing from Singapore...
and i want to be in sg because weekends is the only time i have with him.
Should i or should i not?
Such a pretty yacht...
so classy... i love.
*gorgeous*
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2:48 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
that four words that cut right deep through my heart...
it hurts so much...
1:12 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
friday night... went to vd with my dear girls...
it has been quite sometime since i last clubbed with janice and gina...
they are both tied up with work... and happily inlove...
miss those times when we used to club together in four as often as we could.



on satuarday night...
went to jiali's birthday celebration at MOS...
i swear MOS has the worse VIP area...
it doesn't feel exclusive there at all...
simply because any ah mao ah gou can enter into the VIP area easily...
and act as if it's their territory.
headed to vd with joreen after that...
cus i could hardly breathe at mos...
was squashed like pancake at that enclosed vip area...
i swear it was that bad.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING JIALI :)
ohgawd... i have a tendency to derive pleasure when being scolded or controlled by my bf...
i always wish that my bf controls me to the extreme...
and if only law restricts my freedom a little more...
something like... scolds me whenever i say i want to club...
i think it somehow makes me happy.
but law allows me to club as much as i would love to :(
gawddd... is there something wrong with my brain?
11:28 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
i managed to get the NDP tics :) ...
so law and i went to watch...
just to enjoy that little bit of fun...





























after the parade...
the situation there was totally chaotic...
everyone was trying to make their way to the Cityhall station...
which appears to be the only way to get home...
there was no way you could take a cab or bus...
human jam in citylink...
hundreds of people trying to cross the road at the same time...
in the end... we walked to bugis...
had our dinner at ajisen...
we walked to princep st after that...
wanted to drop by @pub but was closed...
in the end took a cab at cathay and headed home.
sigh... my digi cam is dying :(
many of the images taken are spoilt...
need to save $$$ to buy a new cam.
school starting next week...
hmpf... i haven't had enough fun...
i dread school so much...
i think i suffer from Didaskaleinophobia (Fear of going to school)...
3:21 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
wednesday night...
law and i brought rufus out for a walk...

i miss that tiny cute little him...
can he shrink back to that size?
i want another puppy...
one that will stay small...
6:49 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
I cried today because I was too bored :'( ...
11:26 PM
it's the time of the year when i get extremely aggitated...
i'm still cracking my head at this hour... 2am...
deciding what shit module to take...
i can't get any of the business modules...
because of idiots who dump 6000 over points on one module...
i only have pathetic 812 points in my general account...
i managed to successfully bid for 4 CNM modules...
so i still have to bid for one more module...
i can't take the damn IT modules i want...
because all the lectures fall on wednesday on the particular timeslot which i die die must keep for another module tutorial.
i can't possibility take any engineering or science modules...
because i'll fail those modules for sure.
i don't want to attempt any other major modules from my faculty...
i'm feeling so irritated.... i don't have much choices at all...
sigh... think i probably might just do 4 modules per semester...
and forgo the benefit of being able to graduate 1/2 year earlier than the others.
what the hell is wrong with those people who created CORS?
what the hell is wrong with NUS...
we pay loads of money to study...
so can't they just f***ing give us whatever modules we want to study?
2:43 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
Back from Bangkok!
On the way to Bangkok on SQ978...

Arrived in Bangkok...
headed to Chin House... the service apartment where we were going to stay...
Royston booked the 2-bedroom suite...




my bedroom :) ...




after we left our luggage at the svc apt...
went to Lampini Night Bazzar
for shopping, dinner and traditional full body thai massage.
pleasant ambience with live band...

our first bowl of Tom Yum Kun...

during our third day...
after shopping at Chatuchak and MBK...
we went to
Healthland Spa and Massage...
i went for the Aromatherapy Body Massage...
and the Body Polish...
wanted the Tourmaline Sauna... but not available at that Branch :(
Healthland Sathorn...


the lady who attended to me...

private spa room... with shower...

the spa treatments were awesome...
though a little more expensive than the lower end ones...
but it was worth it... and still much cheaper than Singapore :)
will want to return there again!
royston, thanks for the treats...
went to That's It for dinner...
initially wanted to try Jim Thompson...
but was already closed for the day :(
but That's it wasn't a bad choice afterall...
good liveband music...

didn't really buy much during this trip...
bought a couple of dresses :) ...
tops and really short shorts...
and some accessories...



To ISMAY and ROYSTON...
thanks sooo much for trip...
i really had a good time :)
6:48 PM