Tuesday, November 30, 2004
wOooH... it's early in the morning... hahaa... was late today. I couldn't find my yellow slippers to match my skirt... I missed the shuttle bus and 307! June came early to reserve seats... abit typical Singaporean rite... but no choice... ppl here are so selfish... they want the com to themselves for the entire stopover period. Had a conflict with 2 stopover mates oredi... cuz they say where they sit if we sit where they sat yst. I was so f*cking pissed... as usual... I juz say watever that comes to my mind... "Yst we sat there with no com... dun expect us to sit somewhere without a com everyday rite?"... den 1 of the ger say "If u sit there, den where are they going to sit"... I replied "MUST TAKE TURNS MAH!".. hahaa... opps... June was so afraid that I will say stupid things. But who cares abt them! So we juz stuck our ass here n refused to go cuz we were nearly bored to death till 6pm yst. No one cares abt whether we have a com! Damn... wat kind of nonsense is this!
Anyway... reached home rather late yst... so didn't update my blog. Went to watch Bridget Jones Diary at PS with dearie after tep... rather funnie. Enjoyed watching with dear dear. We headed to Pastamania... ate inferno pizza. Went home after shopping in Carrefour.
On the way home, receive 3 nuisance calls saying that they chat to me on IRC in #sex channel. Have been receiving so many of such calls for the past 1 week. What the f*ck! Had enuff of these calls... dunno which childish idiotic brainless piece of shit freak did all these... gave my name number and even address to those despos n perverts frm the channel. Have checked the IP address of the person... and gonna report to police. Whoever u are... u will get ur retribution... hope u will be arrest... good luck IDIOT!
9:47 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004

My nEw hAiRstYLe!!!
9:42 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
I'm so bored now... nothing to do... have been posting pictures into the blog. Dearie left my house abt 2 hours ago... have to go for the Floorball exhibition at Suntec. No one accompany me now. Lonely Lonely Lonely. Went to the dentist early in the morning... hahaa... I was 40 minutes early. Dearie didn't go along with me... cuz he was sleeping like a pig... couldn't get up. Waited quite some time b4 my turn. My teeth still hurtz.
After dental... took a bus to Jurong East interchange... happen to meet mr chua on the bus... such a concidence. He was with another girl on the bus... wondering if it's his new gf.
Anyway, alighted at JE and headed home. When I reached home, dearie was still sleeping. So i edited the photo.
Sigh... dunno wat's the prob with my mom... extremely sensitive with words and she's has been scolding me unreasonably. Hope this will end soon.
Lastly, dearie... juz wanna tell u I'm reallie sorri...
Dearie...
I'm sorry abt yesterday.
Really didn't mean to hurt u in anyway...
and really didn't have the intention to hide it from u.
I alwayz wanted to tell u... but i dunno how to get the words out of my mouth.
Each time I planned to tell... I faltered...
the only word that could come out was 'DEAR'.
When i finally had the courage...
I noe it's too late... still I did not want to keep it from u.
But i didn't noe that u'll be so affected. Please dun take it to heart.
I cross my heart and promise u that there will neva be a second time.
U mean the world to me... I can neva bear to hurt u in any way.
I dun wanna lose you... but I am afraid of losing u.
I can't help but keep thinking that I am not good enough for u.
I will try my best to change that habit and stop crying coz it's all for u.
I Love You.
6:33 PM

HuiHui's 18th BiRtHdaY... oN 28th OcT. Taken in NYDC at Wheelocks Place.
HuiHui's 18th BiRthDaY on 28th OcT. Taken in NYDC at Wheelocks Place. FroM LeFt... WeiLiaNg : JiaRui : KeNnEtH : RoyStoN : HuiHui: MooNiE : FraNsCa : JaNe
6:31 PM

CraZzziE giRLs... LooK! JiaRui atTeMptEd 2 kiLL mE... sHe wAs foRciNg tHe fOrK iNtO mY moUtH...
6:20 PM

=== 2004 Beauty Pageant ===
6:18 PM
Taken at Cineleisure on 22nd November.

To take your hand into mine
Would skip my heart a beat,
To hold you in my arms again
Would make my heart complete.
To gaze into your gorgeous eyes
Would be my heart's desire,
To slowly kiss your soft lips
Would set my heart on fire.
To look at you and know your love
Would always stay with me
To hold me through my darkest days
Would set my wild heart free.
To be with you now and always
And to never, ever part
Would show this love I feel for you,
A love straight from my heart.
1:39 PM
Self-obsession... but i like the pic!!! 
1:05 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Today had to go to school for TEP orientation early in the morning. Dearie actually woke up for me... so touched. Tott orientation will only end at 6pm and trainings for 2 more daes. But so happy... ended at 11am today and no more trainings. Hee. Realised that my stopover quite slack and interesting. June and me super happy. Whahahaa.
After that, came to dearie's house. Dearie cooked eggs and rice for lunch... den took a long nap. Had a bad dream... dreamt that dearie's ex gf came to his house... he was still seeing his ex... n he still likes his ex. Woke up feeling so sad. Couldn't went back to sleep...
Nothing 2 do... so did tis...

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Can u find... 'e butterfly? 'e rabbit? my dearie & I?
7:22 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Haven been updating my blog regularly... juz came back from Japan. Went on a holiday with my family to Hokkaido for a week... a rather pleasant trip. Beautiful scenaries... snowed heavily there.... so sooooo cold. Miss my dearie lotz when i was in Hokkaido... couldn't wait to see him. Finally saw him yesterday... sooo happy... went to watch movie in Cineleisure... watched "Taxi". I'm broke... no more money to shop. Think i gotta look for a part time job. Now in dearie house... stayed overnite yst. Sigh... tmr have to go back to school for tep briefing oredi... not much time left to enjoy. Den when tep really starts... got less time for dear dear le. Sad sad. But no matter what... will still make time for dearie.
Haiz... got posted to the ulu stopover.... so little ppl i noe... only June and Carolyn... so pathetic. Moon... weiliang... jiarui... got events...argggghhhh... y they so lucky... sob. Me and hui hui so poor thing... hahaa... but Huihui got Jane... and alot of "nice" people. Gonna be so bored there. Hopefully the ppl will be nice there.
Oh yah... Ee-Kjan's birthday todae... Happy birthday to you..
5:05 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Dearie & I was in Bangkok. This was taken in dearie's hse... see... he was watching TV... so couldn't be bothered to take pictures with me... *SOB*... see his "willing" face... hee 
1:01 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Yeah... finally i can leave something in my blog. Have been trying to create a new post... this damn com keep hanging. I'm still in Bangkok with my dearie. Starting to miss the air of Singapore oredi. OooOo I miss my bed... but it's okie... got dear dear here with me every nite. Keep spending money over here. And worse of all... I put on weight... my dear fatten me up with all the beef and pork here everyday. I miss the gym soooooo much. Dearies.... (Rui,Moon,Hui,Jane,Weiliang) I miss u all!!! So much things 2 write... but got not much time left.. have to eat dinner soon... going to Oishi to eat... japanese "BUFFET" again! Whahahaaa... dearies dun be envious k... will see u all soon. Anyway... today went to MBK again... bought a couple of things... 2 bags (1 for me and 1 for mummy... hee suppose 2 get 1 onli for my mama)... something for my dear annabelle and jolene... 3 pacs of cashew nuts... and Adam's R/L polo tee for Moonie. hahaa still got time to type a couple of things...
27 October Left Singapore... fly to Bangkok… Dearie’s friends came to the airport to pick us up cuz his dad had to attend company dinner.. And we have our first dinner in Thailand with his friends at a Thai restaurant where they serve bbq hotplates..
28 October Went to MBK
29 October Went to Pratunam with dearie and his brother. Only bought a belt. After that, went to meet up with dear dear's parents and his aunt that also came to Thailand from Singapore for dinner at a Thai Restaurant at Soi Thong Lo.
30 October Went to Chatuchak. Dearie was in a bad mood at Chatuchak cuz it was so hot there. Didn't buy much things. After Chatuchak, dearie brought me to Central Laprao. Had my manicure done there... 300 baht. We only realised it was overprice after that. Hahaa.
31 October REST day 4 dearie... Stay at dearie's house
Can't reallie recall this period [1st to 4th November]… hahahaa…
SUMMARY for this period…
Watched Anaconda with dearie, his brother and his aunt(step-mom). After the show, we walked through Ramkhamheang towards home. lots of things... but didn't buy anything.
Went to see house... den ate dinner... nice ambience. Got swing!!! Dearie had his short massage in the gents... so loud. Hahaa. After dinner... we headed to Patpong. Didn't buy anything there. But dearie manage to get the pills he wanted.
5 November Went to MBK to send dearie's x-box to modify. After that went to dye my hair... hahaa... no more golden hair...
6 November Results out... sigh... my results drop terribly. Something terrible happen that day... Dearie and me had the worse quarrel ever. Ended with a big hole in the wall. Both of us did not know what to tell his parents about the hole. Dearie came up with a funnie story... slipped and fell... and elbowed the wall. Made me laughed non-stop. Nevertheless, the idea worked out. We went to eat buffet at Shabushi... got Sushi and steamboat on a conveyor belt. After that, we went to a catch a movie... "Cellular".
7 November Went to MBK again... collect dearie's X-box and bought nail thingy. Bought a bag for mama.... 2 things accomplished. Oh yeah, we had our late lunch at Daidomon, which is a Japanese DIY bbq buffet..
8 November Went to FBT to get sandals for my brother den went to Siam Discovery Centre and MBK. Bought quite alot of things today. Bought my ADIDAS bag... tibits... got the bear bear mould from Loft... *SOB*... my photo thingy NO MORE.
9 November [Today] Went to Siam Discovery and MBK for last shopping. Then meet Dearie's parent and his brother at Oishi for the Japanese buffet... All of us ate so much making the money paid worthwhile.. hahaha
10 November Fly back to Singapore
8:16 PM
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
wOooH... it's early in the morning... hahaa... was late today. I couldn't find my yellow slippers to match my skirt... I missed the shuttle bus and 307! June came early to reserve seats... abit typical Singaporean rite... but no choice... ppl here are so selfish... they want the com to themselves for the entire stopover period. Had a conflict with 2 stopover mates oredi... cuz they say where they sit if we sit where they sat yst. I was so f*cking pissed... as usual... I juz say watever that comes to my mind... "Yst we sat there with no com... dun expect us to sit somewhere without a com everyday rite?"... den 1 of the ger say "If u sit there, den where are they going to sit"... I replied "MUST TAKE TURNS MAH!".. hahaa... opps... June was so afraid that I will say stupid things. But who cares abt them! So we juz stuck our ass here n refused to go cuz we were nearly bored to death till 6pm yst. No one cares abt whether we have a com! Damn... wat kind of nonsense is this!
Anyway... reached home rather late yst... so didn't update my blog. Went to watch Bridget Jones Diary at PS with dearie after tep... rather funnie. Enjoyed watching with dear dear. We headed to Pastamania... ate inferno pizza. Went home after shopping in Carrefour.
On the way home, receive 3 nuisance calls saying that they chat to me on IRC in #sex channel. Have been receiving so many of such calls for the past 1 week. What the f*ck! Had enuff of these calls... dunno which childish idiotic brainless piece of shit freak did all these... gave my name number and even address to those despos n perverts frm the channel. Have checked the IP address of the person... and gonna report to police. Whoever u are... u will get ur retribution... hope u will be arrest... good luck IDIOT!
9:47 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004

My nEw hAiRstYLe!!!
9:42 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
I'm so bored now... nothing to do... have been posting pictures into the blog. Dearie left my house abt 2 hours ago... have to go for the Floorball exhibition at Suntec. No one accompany me now. Lonely Lonely Lonely. Went to the dentist early in the morning... hahaa... I was 40 minutes early. Dearie didn't go along with me... cuz he was sleeping like a pig... couldn't get up. Waited quite some time b4 my turn. My teeth still hurtz.
After dental... took a bus to Jurong East interchange... happen to meet mr chua on the bus... such a concidence. He was with another girl on the bus... wondering if it's his new gf.
Anyway, alighted at JE and headed home. When I reached home, dearie was still sleeping. So i edited the photo.
Sigh... dunno wat's the prob with my mom... extremely sensitive with words and she's has been scolding me unreasonably. Hope this will end soon.
Lastly, dearie... juz wanna tell u I'm reallie sorri...
Dearie...
I'm sorry abt yesterday.
Really didn't mean to hurt u in anyway...
and really didn't have the intention to hide it from u.
I alwayz wanted to tell u... but i dunno how to get the words out of my mouth.
Each time I planned to tell... I faltered...
the only word that could come out was 'DEAR'.
When i finally had the courage...
I noe it's too late... still I did not want to keep it from u.
But i didn't noe that u'll be so affected. Please dun take it to heart.
I cross my heart and promise u that there will neva be a second time.
U mean the world to me... I can neva bear to hurt u in any way.
I dun wanna lose you... but I am afraid of losing u.
I can't help but keep thinking that I am not good enough for u.
I will try my best to change that habit and stop crying coz it's all for u.
I Love You.
6:33 PM

HuiHui's 18th BiRtHdaY... oN 28th OcT. Taken in NYDC at Wheelocks Place.
HuiHui's 18th BiRthDaY on 28th OcT. Taken in NYDC at Wheelocks Place. FroM LeFt... WeiLiaNg : JiaRui : KeNnEtH : RoyStoN : HuiHui: MooNiE : FraNsCa : JaNe
6:31 PM

CraZzziE giRLs... LooK! JiaRui atTeMptEd 2 kiLL mE... sHe wAs foRciNg tHe fOrK iNtO mY moUtH...
6:20 PM

=== 2004 Beauty Pageant ===
6:18 PM
Taken at Cineleisure on 22nd November.

To take your hand into mine
Would skip my heart a beat,
To hold you in my arms again
Would make my heart complete.
To gaze into your gorgeous eyes
Would be my heart's desire,
To slowly kiss your soft lips
Would set my heart on fire.
To look at you and know your love
Would always stay with me
To hold me through my darkest days
Would set my wild heart free.
To be with you now and always
And to never, ever part
Would show this love I feel for you,
A love straight from my heart.
1:39 PM
Self-obsession... but i like the pic!!! 
1:05 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Today had to go to school for TEP orientation early in the morning. Dearie actually woke up for me... so touched. Tott orientation will only end at 6pm and trainings for 2 more daes. But so happy... ended at 11am today and no more trainings. Hee. Realised that my stopover quite slack and interesting. June and me super happy. Whahahaa.
After that, came to dearie's house. Dearie cooked eggs and rice for lunch... den took a long nap. Had a bad dream... dreamt that dearie's ex gf came to his house... he was still seeing his ex... n he still likes his ex. Woke up feeling so sad. Couldn't went back to sleep...
Nothing 2 do... so did tis...

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Can u find... 'e butterfly? 'e rabbit? my dearie & I?
7:22 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Haven been updating my blog regularly... juz came back from Japan. Went on a holiday with my family to Hokkaido for a week... a rather pleasant trip. Beautiful scenaries... snowed heavily there.... so sooooo cold. Miss my dearie lotz when i was in Hokkaido... couldn't wait to see him. Finally saw him yesterday... sooo happy... went to watch movie in Cineleisure... watched "Taxi". I'm broke... no more money to shop. Think i gotta look for a part time job. Now in dearie house... stayed overnite yst. Sigh... tmr have to go back to school for tep briefing oredi... not much time left to enjoy. Den when tep really starts... got less time for dear dear le. Sad sad. But no matter what... will still make time for dearie.
Haiz... got posted to the ulu stopover.... so little ppl i noe... only June and Carolyn... so pathetic. Moon... weiliang... jiarui... got events...argggghhhh... y they so lucky... sob. Me and hui hui so poor thing... hahaa... but Huihui got Jane... and alot of "nice" people. Gonna be so bored there. Hopefully the ppl will be nice there.
Oh yah... Ee-Kjan's birthday todae... Happy birthday to you..
5:05 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Dearie & I was in Bangkok. This was taken in dearie's hse... see... he was watching TV... so couldn't be bothered to take pictures with me... *SOB*... see his "willing" face... hee 
1:01 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Yeah... finally i can leave something in my blog. Have been trying to create a new post... this damn com keep hanging. I'm still in Bangkok with my dearie. Starting to miss the air of Singapore oredi. OooOo I miss my bed... but it's okie... got dear dear here with me every nite. Keep spending money over here. And worse of all... I put on weight... my dear fatten me up with all the beef and pork here everyday. I miss the gym soooooo much. Dearies.... (Rui,Moon,Hui,Jane,Weiliang) I miss u all!!! So much things 2 write... but got not much time left.. have to eat dinner soon... going to Oishi to eat... japanese "BUFFET" again! Whahahaaa... dearies dun be envious k... will see u all soon. Anyway... today went to MBK again... bought a couple of things... 2 bags (1 for me and 1 for mummy... hee suppose 2 get 1 onli for my mama)... something for my dear annabelle and jolene... 3 pacs of cashew nuts... and Adam's R/L polo tee for Moonie. hahaa still got time to type a couple of things...
27 October Left Singapore... fly to Bangkok… Dearie’s friends came to the airport to pick us up cuz his dad had to attend company dinner.. And we have our first dinner in Thailand with his friends at a Thai restaurant where they serve bbq hotplates..
28 October Went to MBK
29 October Went to Pratunam with dearie and his brother. Only bought a belt. After that, went to meet up with dear dear's parents and his aunt that also came to Thailand from Singapore for dinner at a Thai Restaurant at Soi Thong Lo.
30 October Went to Chatuchak. Dearie was in a bad mood at Chatuchak cuz it was so hot there. Didn't buy much things. After Chatuchak, dearie brought me to Central Laprao. Had my manicure done there... 300 baht. We only realised it was overprice after that. Hahaa.
31 October REST day 4 dearie... Stay at dearie's house
Can't reallie recall this period [1st to 4th November]… hahahaa…
SUMMARY for this period…
Watched Anaconda with dearie, his brother and his aunt(step-mom). After the show, we walked through Ramkhamheang towards home. lots of things... but didn't buy anything.
Went to see house... den ate dinner... nice ambience. Got swing!!! Dearie had his short massage in the gents... so loud. Hahaa. After dinner... we headed to Patpong. Didn't buy anything there. But dearie manage to get the pills he wanted.
5 November Went to MBK to send dearie's x-box to modify. After that went to dye my hair... hahaa... no more golden hair...
6 November Results out... sigh... my results drop terribly. Something terrible happen that day... Dearie and me had the worse quarrel ever. Ended with a big hole in the wall. Both of us did not know what to tell his parents about the hole. Dearie came up with a funnie story... slipped and fell... and elbowed the wall. Made me laughed non-stop. Nevertheless, the idea worked out. We went to eat buffet at Shabushi... got Sushi and steamboat on a conveyor belt. After that, we went to a catch a movie... "Cellular".
7 November Went to MBK again... collect dearie's X-box and bought nail thingy. Bought a bag for mama.... 2 things accomplished. Oh yeah, we had our late lunch at Daidomon, which is a Japanese DIY bbq buffet..
8 November Went to FBT to get sandals for my brother den went to Siam Discovery Centre and MBK. Bought quite alot of things today. Bought my ADIDAS bag... tibits... got the bear bear mould from Loft... *SOB*... my photo thingy NO MORE.
9 November [Today] Went to Siam Discovery and MBK for last shopping. Then meet Dearie's parent and his brother at Oishi for the Japanese buffet... All of us ate so much making the money paid worthwhile.. hahaha
10 November Fly back to Singapore
8:16 PM