Sunday, November 27, 2005
Haven't been blogging regularly lately...
Simply because i dunno what i should blog about...
or rather what i CAN write about...
Projects and tests have started...
but my mind is seemingly not tune to the right channel...
On thurs... it was a bad day in school...
got pretty upset because of some ignorant people
if u wanna see or bitch abt it... do it openly...
it hurts so badly to know that people who were once ur closest friends...
actually hid d mag in d jacket and went out to gossip abt it.
Well... 4get abt it... dun really wanna think bout such stuff...
Thanks to him who made my day a better one.
Went to a ktv pub at prinsep st...
but it turned out as a wrong decision...
so in d end we "escaped" from d pub and headed to taboo.
Went to Maxwell fer supper...
Without doubt... i had d sweetest, tastiest, most luscious "xiao wan mian" ever.
Went to work on fri nite at d yacht club...
as usual for tiger beer...
at d annual charity golf tournament function...
d club was a nice place to hang out at.
Went home after that... cuz Janice wasn't prepared to club.
Shortly after i stepped into d house...
received a msg from c u t i e...
undeniably... i was elated.
So at 2 plus... i decided to make my way to devils to meet cutie.
Had pretty much to catch up with cutie n found out dat he was in brunei fer 3 weeks.
On sat nite... had to work at d nus members' nite at d nus guildhouse...
i think it was d easiest job i hav worked fer APB...
just had to stationed at the beer drinking table
and pour d beer into the 1 litre tall glass...
for those who wanted to participate in the beer drinking contest...
and there were not much people who took part.
Off worked at 9 plus... and took a cab down to Momo to meet Janice and Gina.
As usual... both of them left early...
and i went back to d podium with d rest of my guy friends.
Surpprisingly... i knew everyone on d main podium and d walkway podium...
i knew them all before yst nite... though all of them do not know each other.
Went to Maxwell with Leslie fer supper...
and he sent me to my gate.
I have been drinking and I have been saying i will stop...
I know very well that excessive drinking will turn me from ( ) to ( )...
but i can't find other ways to get tipsy without having those sinful liquid down into my stomach...
*// Littlegal is happy... cuz she noes that she's not forgotten... //*
2:45 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I forced him to wear his cheekok specs... but ain't he cute with it?
11:28 PM
Once again... d ugly one...
11:22 PM
Fat pig on d beach...
11:21 PM
I look like an idiot in d pic......
11:14 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
I can't believe myself...
5 kg extra on d weighing scale...
after i stopped d pills...
what should i do...
Really panicking now...
I dun wanna see myself growing fatter.
I guess i hav no choice but to take d pills again.
If i can choose d path i wanna take from d beginning again...
Will i still choose this path...
Yes... I will...
Definitely...
Because it brought her joy and laughters...
But it pains her heart to know d special one is drained out from d mess
*//Cutie cutie... Littlegal miss you loads...//*
4:19 AM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Fransca and Adeline at Sentosa
5:08 AM
Adeline.Fransca.Stella
5:07 AM
Don't say anymore sorries...
Cus i chose my own path
-Xiao Qi Gui-
I've been special to someone
And someone has been to me
But then I find myself
In chains where I cannot set free
*//Where's Littlegal's medicine... coming back soon?//*
2:05 AM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Horrible bad day...
Everythin went so wrong...
Overslept and was not in time for class...
Made my way to school just to hand in d IPP report...
Found out that there was a nail in my boots...
it bloody hell cut my toe d second time and bled
I rushed down to OCS in d stupid red cab...
Reached d guardhouse at 5.30pm...
and sat there alone till 6.45pm.
No one could even understand how frustrated i felt...
1 hr 15 mins of waiting...
Put urself in my shoes...
you wasted $18 on d cab fare...
and waited alone for 1hr 15 mins.
Yes i noe, i admit i made pretty much fuss abt it...
but if it was you... wouldn't you?
Think twice before you answer.
i being a very cab person... already felt cheated...
if you are not one and one who refuse to even take cab for a short distance...
I bet anyone would have jump at it when given my situation.
So before scolding me... put urself in my shoes... I didn't mean to blow my top.
The fact is i could have him beside me for another hour.
But in d end... it was those army boys at d guardhouse smiling and talking to me.
I noe i was partly at fault...
I trusted you as my dearest friend so much...
but in d end...
you should know wat i meant...
I am not referring to d msg...
but just to let you know...
I overheard what you told her...
because she accidentally answered one of my calls unknowingly.
Feeling hurt within...
I chose to hide it beneath d surface...
and apologised when i noe it wasn't my fault entirely.
Simply because you mean alot to me... and I mean it with all my heart.
During work... happen to meet Andy who was serving ns there.
I guess he was kinda surprised why i worked there.
I lost my ezlink card today also.
Couldn't make it to Momo.
Zouky Zouky Zouk fer Wednesday nite...
Along with 5 hot babes...
I got drunk that nite.
Come to think about it...
I realised I'm always unglam there...
- Fell down on d dance floor and stepped by d bouncer...
- Trip and fell at d hole outside Zouk
- Someone vomitted on my legs in Phuture
- Pissed drunk right outside phuture's toilet
Oh gawd... think i better ban myself from there...
before i look stupid another time.
***
She asked herself why...
is this d life she really wants...
d answer is clearly no...
but why give her another dead choice...
must she share d closet...
how long can she bear...
or should she just let go...
12:47 AM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Back to school!
d feeling was different d moment i step into d school compound...
I felt so grown up all of a sudden...
It was a different me...
After all d things i have been through fer d past few months...
I've certainly changed my perception towards many things in life.
I've learnt to accept reality...
and handle my emotions at a more mature level.
Looking back... i'm really thankful fer d pain someone has inflicted on me...
which marked a turning point in my life...
fer d past 7 months...
I have come to realise that i can actually lead a different life happily...
and it made me know how lucky i am to have so many wonderful friends around me.
d pain made me stronger than before...
but at d same time... i've become more skeptical about relationships.
After my lessons...
Met up with Jerry at Bishan...
We had lunch at Ding Tai Feng
Caught a movie... Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo
Went to cafe cartel for drinks...
He sent me home after that...
Really enjoyed his company.
Went to d gym today...
so tired now..
I wanna sleep soon....
Falling asleep
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
Go to bed...
Gdnite =)
*// Lil' girl send u a gdnite kiss... mucks//*
2:26 AM
Monday, November 07, 2005
Back from hong kong on friday nite...
Happily chatting and showing my mum d things i bought till 4 am...
I tried to stay awake as hard as i could...
Worked at d rugby event d next morning till 6 pm...
Went home to dress up for partytime...
d moment i've been waitin for when i was in hk.
Clubbing at momo last nite with Janice and Gina
The crowd seem to have change so much...
guys are getting shorter and girls are dancing "violently".
Left at 3am and headed to Taboo to meet up with Jerry.
I love their uniform... so pinky...
A nice place to hang out... though it's a gay club.
After Taboo closed,
the staff and i headed to Living Room at Marriot Hotel...
I was supposed to work today from 8am to 6pm...
I only realised i was still outside partying at 6.30am.
How was i gonna reach padang by 7.45pm...
I was totally not sober....
I couldn't find any replacement at d last minute...
I had no choice but to call my in-charge and said i wasn't feeling well.
Headed to William's place to chill out...
Really enjoyed being with them...
Had much fun hanging out with them...
I must say they all look good.
12:36 AM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
2 more days left to shop...
damn... i've spent away d extra 300 bucks my mum deposited today...
i still haven go to Nu Ren Jie (Ladies Market)...
just hope d damn machine allows me to withdraw money.
i dunno what d hell is wrong with d atm machine.
d stupid transaction slips states that it deducts HK200
without dispensing any cash...
and d stupid internet banking sucks...
i can't even login... my username is inactivated again.
BLOODY HELL...
my blood is boiling like mad after talking to d UOB CSO.
she can't reactivate my username... and say i have to go back to sg to do it at d atm...
but her colleague told me that she can reactivate my pw before transferring the line to her
can't she understand i need to check my account urgently.
if not why i would waste 20 minutes on a overseas call.
UOB sucks... lucky i'm not staying here for work...
if not if i key in my password wrongly... den i have to buy an airticket just to fly back to reactivate my internet banking password.
this just doesn't make any sense.
stupid system... asking her to reactivate my username and not my password...
i know my username and password...
so does it make sense to tell me for security reason
when i'm not asking for d username or password
anyway... shopped d entire day today again...
went to Mongkok... and bought lots of stuff
finally decided to get that Abercrombie and Fitch jacket after days of consideration...
and bought a ridiculously expensive cap from there too...
damn just this 2 items... it caused a big hole in my pocket...
at least i know it's worth it... cuz the sales assistant was really sweet and nice..
my shopping bags were getting too many and heavy till i gave up shopping.
Took the bus... and there was this couple sitting right in front of me...
omg... d guy was simply disgusting...
his face has to stick to d girl while toking to her face to face... thoughout the entire journey.
(p/s: my bus journey was 1 1/2 hours)
it was obvious that d girl wasn't comfortable at all... she kept moving away from him...
ok ok enough of grumbles...
went to Lan Kwai Fong yst.. d place was really nice...
wanted to club actually...
but it was a tuesday...
only d C Club is happening...
but it plays salsa every tuesday.
and the door bitch didn't allow me in cuz she say i look too young
minimum age is 21...
but she say if i go today... she'll let in cuz it's ladies night...
in d end... went to 3 different pubs...
and the concepts were all very impressive...
cool place to chill out...
much much better den boat quay i guarantee...
looking forward to chill out with all my dear friends here one day.
tomorrow will be my last shopping day...
hope i can find everything i want...
or rather hope i'll have enough money to buy everything that i want.
see ya peeps soon...
*//Lil' girl thinking of you//*
8:52 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Quick quick..
I need more money...
I've spent every single cent that i brought...
almost SGD$1k gone within 3 shopping days.
i still have 4 more days here...
just called mummy to deposit more money into my account...
feeling rather guilty...
she was so nice when i called to tell her that i've ran out of money...
and she paid for my trip...
and i know that we are gonna be quite tight financially...
she's gonna pay for my driving lessons...
and the shanghai trip for d entire family at the end of the year is gonna cost a lot.
I better get something really nice for her.
I haven buy loads of pressies... and i dunno what to buy.
Guess i dun have money to spend on myself anymore.
Anyway... went to Mongkok to shop today...
I really hate looking for money changers...
when i need it... i can't seem to find any...
and when i don't need it...
i see all d "MONEY EXCHANGE" signs everywhere.
Bought cosmetics from TheFaceShop...
the salesgirl was really nice...
she treated me like a princess...
that was y i was willing to spend so much in there
though d stuffs are not very cheap as compared to d other cosmetic stores.
pretty impressed by the service.
Went to a shopping mall with loads of stuffs...
I found my hello kitty stuffs...
bought so many chains...
soooooo happy...
i want d Abercrombie and Fitch jacket...
super comfortable but it's quite ex...
dunno if i should get it.
I'll wait till my shopping trip to the Ladies' Market b4 deciding...
to see if i have any $$ left for it.
Went to a Les ktv pub yesterday...
it was rather fun..
a pub with all "girls"...
some of them are really cute.
Wait... dun get me wrong...
dun worri... i'm still STRAIGHT.
Should i stay home or go out tomorrow???
I can't decide.
Time to do some research on where to shop.
I'm missing out all d fun on this Halloween night...
I want to go out and have fun...
Went to Lan Kwai Fong where d Hong Kong nightlife is...
but it was over-crowded.
At d end... went to eat a bowl of wanton noodle and headed back home.
Well... i'll end here for now...
Goodnite peeps...
Miss ya all loads.
Lastly... Happy Halloween...
Enjoy this night in your awesome costumes!
1:24 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Haven't been blogging regularly lately...
Simply because i dunno what i should blog about...
or rather what i CAN write about...
Projects and tests have started...
but my mind is seemingly not tune to the right channel...
On thurs... it was a bad day in school...
got pretty upset because of some ignorant people
if u wanna see or bitch abt it... do it openly...
it hurts so badly to know that people who were once ur closest friends...
actually hid d mag in d jacket and went out to gossip abt it.
Well... 4get abt it... dun really wanna think bout such stuff...
Thanks to him who made my day a better one.
Went to a ktv pub at prinsep st...
but it turned out as a wrong decision...
so in d end we "escaped" from d pub and headed to taboo.
Went to Maxwell fer supper...
Without doubt... i had d sweetest, tastiest, most luscious "xiao wan mian" ever.
Went to work on fri nite at d yacht club...
as usual for tiger beer...
at d annual charity golf tournament function...
d club was a nice place to hang out at.
Went home after that... cuz Janice wasn't prepared to club.
Shortly after i stepped into d house...
received a msg from c u t i e...
undeniably... i was elated.
So at 2 plus... i decided to make my way to devils to meet cutie.
Had pretty much to catch up with cutie n found out dat he was in brunei fer 3 weeks.
On sat nite... had to work at d nus members' nite at d nus guildhouse...
i think it was d easiest job i hav worked fer APB...
just had to stationed at the beer drinking table
and pour d beer into the 1 litre tall glass...
for those who wanted to participate in the beer drinking contest...
and there were not much people who took part.
Off worked at 9 plus... and took a cab down to Momo to meet Janice and Gina.
As usual... both of them left early...
and i went back to d podium with d rest of my guy friends.
Surpprisingly... i knew everyone on d main podium and d walkway podium...
i knew them all before yst nite... though all of them do not know each other.
Went to Maxwell with Leslie fer supper...
and he sent me to my gate.
I have been drinking and I have been saying i will stop...
I know very well that excessive drinking will turn me from ( ) to ( )...
but i can't find other ways to get tipsy without having those sinful liquid down into my stomach...
*// Littlegal is happy... cuz she noes that she's not forgotten... //*
2:45 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I forced him to wear his cheekok specs... but ain't he cute with it?
11:28 PM
Once again... d ugly one...
11:22 PM
Fat pig on d beach...
11:21 PM
I look like an idiot in d pic......
11:14 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
I can't believe myself...
5 kg extra on d weighing scale...
after i stopped d pills...
what should i do...
Really panicking now...
I dun wanna see myself growing fatter.
I guess i hav no choice but to take d pills again.
If i can choose d path i wanna take from d beginning again...
Will i still choose this path...
Yes... I will...
Definitely...
Because it brought her joy and laughters...
But it pains her heart to know d special one is drained out from d mess
*//Cutie cutie... Littlegal miss you loads...//*
4:19 AM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Fransca and Adeline at Sentosa
5:08 AM
Adeline.Fransca.Stella
5:07 AM
Don't say anymore sorries...
Cus i chose my own path
-Xiao Qi Gui-
I've been special to someone
And someone has been to me
But then I find myself
In chains where I cannot set free
*//Where's Littlegal's medicine... coming back soon?//*
2:05 AM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Horrible bad day...
Everythin went so wrong...
Overslept and was not in time for class...
Made my way to school just to hand in d IPP report...
Found out that there was a nail in my boots...
it bloody hell cut my toe d second time and bled
I rushed down to OCS in d stupid red cab...
Reached d guardhouse at 5.30pm...
and sat there alone till 6.45pm.
No one could even understand how frustrated i felt...
1 hr 15 mins of waiting...
Put urself in my shoes...
you wasted $18 on d cab fare...
and waited alone for 1hr 15 mins.
Yes i noe, i admit i made pretty much fuss abt it...
but if it was you... wouldn't you?
Think twice before you answer.
i being a very cab person... already felt cheated...
if you are not one and one who refuse to even take cab for a short distance...
I bet anyone would have jump at it when given my situation.
So before scolding me... put urself in my shoes... I didn't mean to blow my top.
The fact is i could have him beside me for another hour.
But in d end... it was those army boys at d guardhouse smiling and talking to me.
I noe i was partly at fault...
I trusted you as my dearest friend so much...
but in d end...
you should know wat i meant...
I am not referring to d msg...
but just to let you know...
I overheard what you told her...
because she accidentally answered one of my calls unknowingly.
Feeling hurt within...
I chose to hide it beneath d surface...
and apologised when i noe it wasn't my fault entirely.
Simply because you mean alot to me... and I mean it with all my heart.
During work... happen to meet Andy who was serving ns there.
I guess he was kinda surprised why i worked there.
I lost my ezlink card today also.
Couldn't make it to Momo.
Zouky Zouky Zouk fer Wednesday nite...
Along with 5 hot babes...
I got drunk that nite.
Come to think about it...
I realised I'm always unglam there...
- Fell down on d dance floor and stepped by d bouncer...
- Trip and fell at d hole outside Zouk
- Someone vomitted on my legs in Phuture
- Pissed drunk right outside phuture's toilet
Oh gawd... think i better ban myself from there...
before i look stupid another time.
***
She asked herself why...
is this d life she really wants...
d answer is clearly no...
but why give her another dead choice...
must she share d closet...
how long can she bear...
or should she just let go...
12:47 AM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Back to school!
d feeling was different d moment i step into d school compound...
I felt so grown up all of a sudden...
It was a different me...
After all d things i have been through fer d past few months...
I've certainly changed my perception towards many things in life.
I've learnt to accept reality...
and handle my emotions at a more mature level.
Looking back... i'm really thankful fer d pain someone has inflicted on me...
which marked a turning point in my life...
fer d past 7 months...
I have come to realise that i can actually lead a different life happily...
and it made me know how lucky i am to have so many wonderful friends around me.
d pain made me stronger than before...
but at d same time... i've become more skeptical about relationships.
After my lessons...
Met up with Jerry at Bishan...
We had lunch at Ding Tai Feng
Caught a movie... Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo
Went to cafe cartel for drinks...
He sent me home after that...
Really enjoyed his company.
Went to d gym today...
so tired now..
I wanna sleep soon....
Falling asleep
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
Go to bed...
Gdnite =)
*// Lil' girl send u a gdnite kiss... mucks//*
2:26 AM
Monday, November 07, 2005
Back from hong kong on friday nite...
Happily chatting and showing my mum d things i bought till 4 am...
I tried to stay awake as hard as i could...
Worked at d rugby event d next morning till 6 pm...
Went home to dress up for partytime...
d moment i've been waitin for when i was in hk.
Clubbing at momo last nite with Janice and Gina
The crowd seem to have change so much...
guys are getting shorter and girls are dancing "violently".
Left at 3am and headed to Taboo to meet up with Jerry.
I love their uniform... so pinky...
A nice place to hang out... though it's a gay club.
After Taboo closed,
the staff and i headed to Living Room at Marriot Hotel...
I was supposed to work today from 8am to 6pm...
I only realised i was still outside partying at 6.30am.
How was i gonna reach padang by 7.45pm...
I was totally not sober....
I couldn't find any replacement at d last minute...
I had no choice but to call my in-charge and said i wasn't feeling well.
Headed to William's place to chill out...
Really enjoyed being with them...
Had much fun hanging out with them...
I must say they all look good.
12:36 AM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
2 more days left to shop...
damn... i've spent away d extra 300 bucks my mum deposited today...
i still haven go to Nu Ren Jie (Ladies Market)...
just hope d damn machine allows me to withdraw money.
i dunno what d hell is wrong with d atm machine.
d stupid transaction slips states that it deducts HK200
without dispensing any cash...
and d stupid internet banking sucks...
i can't even login... my username is inactivated again.
BLOODY HELL...
my blood is boiling like mad after talking to d UOB CSO.
she can't reactivate my username... and say i have to go back to sg to do it at d atm...
but her colleague told me that she can reactivate my pw before transferring the line to her
can't she understand i need to check my account urgently.
if not why i would waste 20 minutes on a overseas call.
UOB sucks... lucky i'm not staying here for work...
if not if i key in my password wrongly... den i have to buy an airticket just to fly back to reactivate my internet banking password.
this just doesn't make any sense.
stupid system... asking her to reactivate my username and not my password...
i know my username and password...
so does it make sense to tell me for security reason
when i'm not asking for d username or password
anyway... shopped d entire day today again...
went to Mongkok... and bought lots of stuff
finally decided to get that Abercrombie and Fitch jacket after days of consideration...
and bought a ridiculously expensive cap from there too...
damn just this 2 items... it caused a big hole in my pocket...
at least i know it's worth it... cuz the sales assistant was really sweet and nice..
my shopping bags were getting too many and heavy till i gave up shopping.
Took the bus... and there was this couple sitting right in front of me...
omg... d guy was simply disgusting...
his face has to stick to d girl while toking to her face to face... thoughout the entire journey.
(p/s: my bus journey was 1 1/2 hours)
it was obvious that d girl wasn't comfortable at all... she kept moving away from him...
ok ok enough of grumbles...
went to Lan Kwai Fong yst.. d place was really nice...
wanted to club actually...
but it was a tuesday...
only d C Club is happening...
but it plays salsa every tuesday.
and the door bitch didn't allow me in cuz she say i look too young
minimum age is 21...
but she say if i go today... she'll let in cuz it's ladies night...
in d end... went to 3 different pubs...
and the concepts were all very impressive...
cool place to chill out...
much much better den boat quay i guarantee...
looking forward to chill out with all my dear friends here one day.
tomorrow will be my last shopping day...
hope i can find everything i want...
or rather hope i'll have enough money to buy everything that i want.
see ya peeps soon...
*//Lil' girl thinking of you//*
8:52 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Quick quick..
I need more money...
I've spent every single cent that i brought...
almost SGD$1k gone within 3 shopping days.
i still have 4 more days here...
just called mummy to deposit more money into my account...
feeling rather guilty...
she was so nice when i called to tell her that i've ran out of money...
and she paid for my trip...
and i know that we are gonna be quite tight financially...
she's gonna pay for my driving lessons...
and the shanghai trip for d entire family at the end of the year is gonna cost a lot.
I better get something really nice for her.
I haven buy loads of pressies... and i dunno what to buy.
Guess i dun have money to spend on myself anymore.
Anyway... went to Mongkok to shop today...
I really hate looking for money changers...
when i need it... i can't seem to find any...
and when i don't need it...
i see all d "MONEY EXCHANGE" signs everywhere.
Bought cosmetics from TheFaceShop...
the salesgirl was really nice...
she treated me like a princess...
that was y i was willing to spend so much in there
though d stuffs are not very cheap as compared to d other cosmetic stores.
pretty impressed by the service.
Went to a shopping mall with loads of stuffs...
I found my hello kitty stuffs...
bought so many chains...
soooooo happy...
i want d Abercrombie and Fitch jacket...
super comfortable but it's quite ex...
dunno if i should get it.
I'll wait till my shopping trip to the Ladies' Market b4 deciding...
to see if i have any $$ left for it.
Went to a Les ktv pub yesterday...
it was rather fun..
a pub with all "girls"...
some of them are really cute.
Wait... dun get me wrong...
dun worri... i'm still STRAIGHT.
Should i stay home or go out tomorrow???
I can't decide.
Time to do some research on where to shop.
I'm missing out all d fun on this Halloween night...
I want to go out and have fun...
Went to Lan Kwai Fong where d Hong Kong nightlife is...
but it was over-crowded.
At d end... went to eat a bowl of wanton noodle and headed back home.
Well... i'll end here for now...
Goodnite peeps...
Miss ya all loads.
Lastly... Happy Halloween...
Enjoy this night in your awesome costumes!
1:24 AM
