Monday, January 30, 2006
Was at granny's place (mum's side) yst...
my cousins were all there...
i suggested clubbing together...
so xxxxx agreed with it...
since we always have common friends...
<<-- for some reasons, i have to censor his name-->>
we tried asking another cousin...
but he said it wasn't his cup of tea.
The others were either too young...
or obviously unconnected to the clubbing scene.
In the end... left only the both of us...
we decided to head down to zouk
since he's a member there.
Besides, i want rnb while he wants trance...
so we can always switch between phuture and zouk.
For the first time... a bouncer looked at my IC for 2 minutes...
comparing my face to the photo again and again...
then he asked me if i have another identification card...
so i showed him my student ezlink card...
and he compared both for another minute before letting me in.
xxxxx called one of his friend along.
Most of the time... we were at phuture.
We left at 4... when the lights came on...
and headed back home together.
We had fun clubbing together for the first time.
Paul van dyk @ zouk tonite...
((carebear's bestie's favourite))
Something kept flashing through my mind...
making me feeling uneasy,
at the same time... a strong sense of guilt.
I'm starting to miss someone...
i miss being around him...
i miss talking to him...
i miss being jealous...
i hate missing him so much.
[[faith and thaniel]]
my lil' cousins -dad's side-
Have you ever wish you can stay that innocent and young forever?
No worries... no stress... no heartbreaks...
Perhaps... the only things that are important are eat and sleep
I want... I want to be that littlegirl who only knows what is love...
for mummy and daddy...
*//L i t t l e g a l//*
9:03 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Taken in China... 
12:57 AM
Taken in china... i can't rmb the exact place... ((mum.sis.me and my 3 aunts)
12:52 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
It was another nite at momo...
Perhaps that d first place that comes to our mind on wed fri sat
We've gotten so used to the place...
((janice said that we can close our eyes and walk there))
that we 're reluctant to club elsewhere...
or rather it feels more 'homely' at momo.
So janice and i were there last nite.
Met a couple of friends over there.
Happen to bump into Humbert n Jack...
Janice said it's always nice to have Humbert around...
protecting us from those who dance as if there is no one else around.
He gave me a belated birthday treat...
1 jug of long island and 2 Lamborghinis...
just these... it's $118
felt rather bad... we really didn't want to take him for granted.
Someone bought me roses...
i didn't know what to do with it...
wanted to throw into the bin so much...
but i couldn't... i looked stupid carrying it.
Hope the person doesn't read this.
Janice left the club at 2 and headed to her lil' paradise...
Hope she enjoyed herself after all the hardwork she had done.
I remained at momo...
hanging around with a few different cliques of friends...
left the club at 5.30am.
Well... i did enjoy d nite.
12:33 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
More clothes and lingerie.
janice and gina spoilt me with my favourites...
gina bought me a mini skirt
and janice bought me 3 of the undies (pink, red, black with 3 words"I am horny")
kylie got me a brown accessory
thanks girls.
I got my new baby... birkenstock!
7:43 PM
Thanks dear gals... mucks!
7:33 PM
12:47 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
this year's birthday is not a happy one at all...
when the clock struck 12midnite...
i was studying for my IB test which will be tested today...
(and i'm still studying... taking a short break to type this)
wed is suppose to be a "off-day" from school...
but of all wednesdays... i have to be in sch tomorrow...
9.30 to 11 am - IB seminar
5.30 to 6.30pm - IB makeup test
which means that from 11am to 5.30am...
i'll be in sch alone studying for the test...
cuz everyone else has taken theirs.
last thurs,
i received the worse gift i could ever wished for...
still pondering upon it...
yesterday,
//my 2-week-old phone screen cracked *heart pain*
//i almost got into the worse group for effective writing project
there's no reason for me to celebrate this year's birthday =(
as i'm typing this... tears keep rolling down
*//Littlegal is sad//*
12:51 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
f*ck! I'm getting fatter...
3:50 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
Sigh... I dreamt of you again...
I've been trying hard...
Trying to club till i forget...
Trying to shop till i drop...
Trying to play as hard as i can...
But in the process of everything...
you're still stuck in my mind.
///Went to red club and momo on Fri...
with Janice, Michelle and Kylie...
back home at 6am.
///On sat, went shopping till 9 plus...
happened to see Gary in town...
so we went play pool till 12...
wanted to meet up Michelle and Stella...
but some things crop up...
in d end... all of us stayed home.
Adelene msged me at 3am plus...
asking me to join her at momo...
but i was in dreamland by then...
///On sun, went shopping till 9pm again.
goodnite.
2:16 AM
Wanna make a guess how many new minis i bought... before counting? Some of d stuffs i've bought for lunar new year... love them all... but i haven buy anything matching for top and bottom. I need to buy pretty lingerie... accessories and more shoes and bags (Notice something? Lots of black tops? For Clubbing or Chi New Yr?)
1:11 AM
Red Club . 22th January 2006 . Michelle . Fransca . Janice
1:04 AM
I love them sooooo much... [[Michelle.Fransca.Janice]]
1:02 AM
Wanna know my sexy baby?
........................................................................................................
sorry she taken by me =p...
12:57 AM
Pretty Michelle and Ugly Me
12:55 AM
SNAG covergirl of d month + Envious me
12:53 AM
kylie aka summer and fransca. ain't she "hot = sexy + super red"
Michelle and Janice kept saying that i was horny...
12:51 AM
21st jan 2006
12:46 AM
vodka cranberry + vodka orange [21st Jan 06]
12:42 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I fell down.
Deeeeepdown
Senseless as i was, when i made up my mind instantly to give SNAG's event a miss at momo, just to see him tonite. I chose to put aside fame because all i wanted was him. But never did i expect that this would be d last day. The words that he said left me more than a little shaken. A moment before that, everything was fine, laughters were heard over the phone as i multitasked, looking into the mirror as i put on my makeup while conversing with him.
But... it was a complete opposite the next moment. I sunk into my bed as i listened to the words that rended my heart... leaving me in a state of dilemma... struggling to shove everything to the back of my head out of incomplexity, only to realized thereafter that the cold, brutal hard facts lingered on and spiralled into a voice constantly echoed at the back of my head.
My dear girl who was also suppose to be at the event tonite had the same fate as me...
So i said this to her...
"Lets go for the party and just have fun till we forget"...
And so she replied...
"So what if we can forget it tonight?"... "When we wake up tmr... everything will still be there in our mind."
Undeniably, it's true hard fact, but all i really wanted was to numb myself for the night. I don't want to stay home and keep fighting against myself, pretending i'm alright.
I asked her this...
"Why are we giving up something that we can actually get 100 times more attention than what they are giving us?"
... and the question continues to linger in my mind...
But strength, I lack. I hate the way I miss you and the times when you're not around. And I hate the way I think of you... wishing you're thinking of me. I hate the way I'm happy as soon as I hear the specially assigned ringtone sounding from my phone. And I hate the way I feel for you, it's like I just don't have a choice. But what i hate most is the fact that i can't bring myself to hate you. Tears rolled down profusely on the train on my way to school. No matter how hard i tried to hold back my tears, they just couldn't rolled back.
I knew well from the beginning that this will not bring us to anywhere. I told myself that i can't fall into this. But as time went by, the more i repressed my feelings, the deeper i fell. Today, i realised there is one thing hiding in the midst of my emotions.
A best friend of mine cared. Dear sweetie... i tried... i really did. I tried so hard to put him behind me... but i just can't. I'll try to be more sensible and open my eyes wider the next time.
She tried to persuade me not to be so upset... but i did not know how... so she taught me a way...
"Go and try the facial mask that i gave you...
Go polish your nails... and stick plenty of diamonds... and make yourself pretty.
Go wax your legs... and give them a good scrub...
Go run on the treadmill and sweat it all out... so that you do not have any more water to tear."
Perhaps, all these will work, to keep myself real busy thoughout the day. But when nightfalls, when i'm all alone in my room, when i dream, i know memories and images will start to recur. Who will hug me tight when i sleep? No one.
*//Littlegal miss the someone who makes her smile no matter what happens... are u there?
Will you bring her to chill out at boat quay... eat roti prate with salt? She miss those nights.//*
7:35 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
My throat hurts badly...
went to the doc yst...
in the end...
he prescribed so many medicines.
I feel so darn guilty...
Consultation plus medicines
cost 50 over bucks
My mum paid for it.
after that...
she bought honey
and barley to make barley drink for me...
Hopefully i can lose some weight...
but i doubt so.
12:14 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
*// "Littlegal" was given by someone she treasured //*
4:07 PM
My vivid visions of your face,
Keep me awake at night,
Imagine your sweet embrace,
My lusting heart, you ignite.
2:44 PM
If only for tonight,
I want my desires to create a picture,
for my love to be the paint,
and you to be my easel.
2:41 PM
*[[if only de feeling was "so loved" in reality]]*
9:55 AM
god... this is crazie...
i lost my voice totally...
and i really meant TOTALLY...
i didn't realise i became voiceless TOTALLY...
till i called starhub customer svc...
when the agent asked how can he help me...
i opened my mouth... but no words came out...
then i forced a "s o r r y" out of my mouth...
and tried sogoddamnhard to explain my DV prob...
i guess he was freaked out...
when he said he needed to transfer my call to another department...
my mind flashed three words "Oh My God"... i had to repeat...
i wanted to put down d phone soooo badly...
but i couldn't... if not it will be so rude of me...
after that call... i called janice and sillybaby...
but gave up talking to both...
they couldn't figure out what i was trying to say...
Thanks to mantiz who bought me the big box of strepsils few months back...
it's so gonna help save my throat...
i actually forgotten where i put this box of stepsils...
until only a few days back i saw it in my personal fridge...
godknows i'm gonna have sucha terrible throat...
*//goodnite... u are missed by Littlegal...//*
1:21 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
Finally have d time to design a new blogskin...
kinda irriated though...
it's not what i really wanted...
but i just can't get some things right
actually the prob lies with the different browsers...
d appearance differ a little in both browsers (mozilla firefox & IExplore 6.0)
when it looks perfect in either one... d other one will not be...
but i guess it's better on IE now.
can't be bothered by it already...
spent 2 full days doing it...
Down with fever, sore throat and cough again...
who will take care of me?
think abt this...
a) someone who loves u deeply and is willing to take care of you eternally...
but doesn't even have the basic calibre that you desire...
you are not really interested in him though he shower you with loads of care and concern
b) someone who is boring but pampers you
he is rich and can buy you anything that you want...
diamond rings... high-class restaurant... gucci, LV
he loves you not because of your inner beauty... and you do not love him at all...
c) someone that can bring you laughter and joy...
though you know that this relationship will bring both of you no where...
you are happy to have him by your side...
but you know he's not totally yours and you can't have him forever
which one will u choose?
1:37 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
///friday'e13th.ineffaceablescar.13thmay2005.mylifecrumbled
///fridaynite.homealone.clubbing.momo.preventivereasons
///=)day.hugsnkisses.eyebrowshaping
///goodger.hugrabbit2sleep.waitfercall
///onebirthdaywish.material.onliyouknow
///littlegal.missingrotiprata+salt
12:27 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
Following my tears.
Tracing back my footsteps.
Remembering the past.
Wondering about the future.
Wondering if he'll be in it.
Remembering all the good times.
Tracing back my steps to see the wrongs i did.
Following my tears to see if it would lead me back to him.
Sillybaby... I'm sorry once again.
2:14 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
phooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwweeee...
spent d entire day clearing up my room...
now d room is back to all white and clean...
cuz i abandoned all my soft toys...
wanna see and smell my room?
over this two months...
my parents spent alot on me...
my gym corner... new stuffs in my room... d trip...
feel quite bad... but again...
my mum is over delighted when i threw away so many clothes toys boxes n papers...
what's next...
getting digital voice this week... my 2nd private line...
so can get rid of the phone cable behind my bed to the table.
i want wireless keyboard and mouse now...
don't like the wire connecting to the cpu....
and maybe i should put some plants at d balcony outside my window.
time to start on my project...
lalalaaa...
Sillybaby...
I dunno what to say...
but i'm sorrie... reallie...
i dun want u to misunderstand me.
I'll try my best to gain back ur confidence in me.
*//Wanna see and smell Littlegal's new room?//*
5:20 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
I can't stop editing pics...
and i'll never stop....
for this will go on and on and on...
more pics will be posted...
Coming up next: 2 crazy besties... Agnes & Fransca
Met up with my lovely Agnes yesterday...
Miss the times when we would shop like nobody's business...
As if our fathers were millionaires...
As if we'll never run out of money (now I'm running out of $)...
As if our starhub job was paying us $10k a month...
Well... I wished.
Loads of shopping bags at d end of each shopping spree.
Yes... i'm always d evil one... tempting her to spend with me.
Right baby?
Chinese New Year --> New clothes, new bags, news shoes...
When will be our next shopping trip?
5:54 PM
MOS 281205
5:41 PM
Monday, January 30, 2006
Was at granny's place (mum's side) yst...
my cousins were all there...
i suggested clubbing together...
so xxxxx agreed with it...
since we always have common friends...
<<-- for some reasons, i have to censor his name-->>
we tried asking another cousin...
but he said it wasn't his cup of tea.
The others were either too young...
or obviously unconnected to the clubbing scene.
In the end... left only the both of us...
we decided to head down to zouk
since he's a member there.
Besides, i want rnb while he wants trance...
so we can always switch between phuture and zouk.
For the first time... a bouncer looked at my IC for 2 minutes...
comparing my face to the photo again and again...
then he asked me if i have another identification card...
so i showed him my student ezlink card...
and he compared both for another minute before letting me in.
xxxxx called one of his friend along.
Most of the time... we were at phuture.
We left at 4... when the lights came on...
and headed back home together.
We had fun clubbing together for the first time.
Paul van dyk @ zouk tonite...
((carebear's bestie's favourite))
Something kept flashing through my mind...
making me feeling uneasy,
at the same time... a strong sense of guilt.
I'm starting to miss someone...
i miss being around him...
i miss talking to him...
i miss being jealous...
i hate missing him so much.
[[faith and thaniel]]
my lil' cousins -dad's side-
Have you ever wish you can stay that innocent and young forever?
No worries... no stress... no heartbreaks...
Perhaps... the only things that are important are eat and sleep
I want... I want to be that littlegirl who only knows what is love...
for mummy and daddy...
*//L i t t l e g a l//*
9:03 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Taken in China...
12:57 AM
Taken in china... i can't rmb the exact place... ((mum.sis.me and my 3 aunts)
12:52 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
It was another nite at momo...
Perhaps that d first place that comes to our mind on wed fri sat
We've gotten so used to the place...
((janice said that we can close our eyes and walk there))
that we 're reluctant to club elsewhere...
or rather it feels more 'homely' at momo.
So janice and i were there last nite.
Met a couple of friends over there.
Happen to bump into Humbert n Jack...
Janice said it's always nice to have Humbert around...
protecting us from those who dance as if there is no one else around.
He gave me a belated birthday treat...
1 jug of long island and 2 Lamborghinis...
just these... it's $118
felt rather bad... we really didn't want to take him for granted.
Someone bought me roses...
i didn't know what to do with it...
wanted to throw into the bin so much...
but i couldn't... i looked stupid carrying it.
Hope the person doesn't read this.
Janice left the club at 2 and headed to her lil' paradise...
Hope she enjoyed herself after all the hardwork she had done.
I remained at momo...
hanging around with a few different cliques of friends...
left the club at 5.30am.
Well... i did enjoy d nite.
12:33 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
More clothes and lingerie.
janice and gina spoilt me with my favourites...
gina bought me a mini skirt
and janice bought me 3 of the undies (pink, red, black with 3 words"I am horny")
kylie got me a brown accessory
thanks girls.
I got my new baby... birkenstock!
7:43 PM
Thanks dear gals... mucks!
7:33 PM
12:47 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
this year's birthday is not a happy one at all...
when the clock struck 12midnite...
i was studying for my IB test which will be tested today...
(and i'm still studying... taking a short break to type this)
wed is suppose to be a "off-day" from school...
but of all wednesdays... i have to be in sch tomorrow...
9.30 to 11 am - IB seminar
5.30 to 6.30pm - IB makeup test
which means that from 11am to 5.30am...
i'll be in sch alone studying for the test...
cuz everyone else has taken theirs.
last thurs,
i received the worse gift i could ever wished for...
still pondering upon it...
yesterday,
//my 2-week-old phone screen cracked *heart pain*
//i almost got into the worse group for effective writing project
there's no reason for me to celebrate this year's birthday =(
as i'm typing this... tears keep rolling down
*//Littlegal is sad//*
12:51 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
f*ck! I'm getting fatter...
3:50 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
Sigh... I dreamt of you again...
I've been trying hard...
Trying to club till i forget...
Trying to shop till i drop...
Trying to play as hard as i can...
But in the process of everything...
you're still stuck in my mind.
///Went to red club and momo on Fri...
with Janice, Michelle and Kylie...
back home at 6am.
///On sat, went shopping till 9 plus...
happened to see Gary in town...
so we went play pool till 12...
wanted to meet up Michelle and Stella...
but some things crop up...
in d end... all of us stayed home.
Adelene msged me at 3am plus...
asking me to join her at momo...
but i was in dreamland by then...
///On sun, went shopping till 9pm again.
goodnite.
2:16 AM
Wanna make a guess how many new minis i bought... before counting? Some of d stuffs i've bought for lunar new year... love them all... but i haven buy anything matching for top and bottom. I need to buy pretty lingerie... accessories and more shoes and bags (Notice something? Lots of black tops? For Clubbing or Chi New Yr?)
1:11 AM
Red Club . 22th January 2006 . Michelle . Fransca . Janice
1:04 AM
I love them sooooo much... [[Michelle.Fransca.Janice]]
1:02 AM
Wanna know my sexy baby?
........................................................................................................
sorry she taken by me =p...
12:57 AM
Pretty Michelle and Ugly Me
12:55 AM
SNAG covergirl of d month + Envious me
12:53 AM
kylie aka summer and fransca. ain't she "hot = sexy + super red"
Michelle and Janice kept saying that i was horny...
12:51 AM
21st jan 2006
12:46 AM
vodka cranberry + vodka orange [21st Jan 06]
12:42 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
I fell down.
Deeeeepdown
Senseless as i was, when i made up my mind instantly to give SNAG's event a miss at momo, just to see him tonite. I chose to put aside fame because all i wanted was him. But never did i expect that this would be d last day. The words that he said left me more than a little shaken. A moment before that, everything was fine, laughters were heard over the phone as i multitasked, looking into the mirror as i put on my makeup while conversing with him.
But... it was a complete opposite the next moment. I sunk into my bed as i listened to the words that rended my heart... leaving me in a state of dilemma... struggling to shove everything to the back of my head out of incomplexity, only to realized thereafter that the cold, brutal hard facts lingered on and spiralled into a voice constantly echoed at the back of my head.
My dear girl who was also suppose to be at the event tonite had the same fate as me...
So i said this to her...
"Lets go for the party and just have fun till we forget"...
And so she replied...
"So what if we can forget it tonight?"... "When we wake up tmr... everything will still be there in our mind."
Undeniably, it's true hard fact, but all i really wanted was to numb myself for the night. I don't want to stay home and keep fighting against myself, pretending i'm alright.
I asked her this...
"Why are we giving up something that we can actually get 100 times more attention than what they are giving us?"
... and the question continues to linger in my mind...
But strength, I lack. I hate the way I miss you and the times when you're not around. And I hate the way I think of you... wishing you're thinking of me. I hate the way I'm happy as soon as I hear the specially assigned ringtone sounding from my phone. And I hate the way I feel for you, it's like I just don't have a choice. But what i hate most is the fact that i can't bring myself to hate you. Tears rolled down profusely on the train on my way to school. No matter how hard i tried to hold back my tears, they just couldn't rolled back.
I knew well from the beginning that this will not bring us to anywhere. I told myself that i can't fall into this. But as time went by, the more i repressed my feelings, the deeper i fell. Today, i realised there is one thing hiding in the midst of my emotions.
A best friend of mine cared. Dear sweetie... i tried... i really did. I tried so hard to put him behind me... but i just can't. I'll try to be more sensible and open my eyes wider the next time.
She tried to persuade me not to be so upset... but i did not know how... so she taught me a way...
"Go and try the facial mask that i gave you...
Go polish your nails... and stick plenty of diamonds... and make yourself pretty.
Go wax your legs... and give them a good scrub...
Go run on the treadmill and sweat it all out... so that you do not have any more water to tear."
Perhaps, all these will work, to keep myself real busy thoughout the day. But when nightfalls, when i'm all alone in my room, when i dream, i know memories and images will start to recur. Who will hug me tight when i sleep? No one.
*//Littlegal miss the someone who makes her smile no matter what happens... are u there?
Will you bring her to chill out at boat quay... eat roti prate with salt? She miss those nights.//*
7:35 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
My throat hurts badly...
went to the doc yst...
in the end...
he prescribed so many medicines.
I feel so darn guilty...
Consultation plus medicines
cost 50 over bucks
My mum paid for it.
after that...
she bought honey
and barley to make barley drink for me...
Hopefully i can lose some weight...
but i doubt so.
12:14 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
*// "Littlegal" was given by someone she treasured //*
4:07 PM
My vivid visions of your face,
Keep me awake at night,
Imagine your sweet embrace,
My lusting heart, you ignite.
2:44 PM
If only for tonight,
I want my desires to create a picture,
for my love to be the paint,
and you to be my easel.
2:41 PM
*[[if only de feeling was "so loved" in reality]]*
9:55 AM
god... this is crazie...
i lost my voice totally...
and i really meant TOTALLY...
i didn't realise i became voiceless TOTALLY...
till i called starhub customer svc...
when the agent asked how can he help me...
i opened my mouth... but no words came out...
then i forced a "s o r r y" out of my mouth...
and tried sogoddamnhard to explain my DV prob...
i guess he was freaked out...
when he said he needed to transfer my call to another department...
my mind flashed three words "Oh My God"... i had to repeat...
i wanted to put down d phone soooo badly...
but i couldn't... if not it will be so rude of me...
after that call... i called janice and sillybaby...
but gave up talking to both...
they couldn't figure out what i was trying to say...
Thanks to mantiz who bought me the big box of strepsils few months back...
it's so gonna help save my throat...
i actually forgotten where i put this box of stepsils...
until only a few days back i saw it in my personal fridge...
godknows i'm gonna have sucha terrible throat...
*//goodnite... u are missed by Littlegal...//*
1:21 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
Finally have d time to design a new blogskin...
kinda irriated though...
it's not what i really wanted...
but i just can't get some things right
actually the prob lies with the different browsers...
d appearance differ a little in both browsers (mozilla firefox & IExplore 6.0)
when it looks perfect in either one... d other one will not be...
but i guess it's better on IE now.
can't be bothered by it already...
spent 2 full days doing it...
Down with fever, sore throat and cough again...
who will take care of me?
think abt this...
a) someone who loves u deeply and is willing to take care of you eternally...
but doesn't even have the basic calibre that you desire...
you are not really interested in him though he shower you with loads of care and concern
b) someone who is boring but pampers you
he is rich and can buy you anything that you want...
diamond rings... high-class restaurant... gucci, LV
he loves you not because of your inner beauty... and you do not love him at all...
c) someone that can bring you laughter and joy...
though you know that this relationship will bring both of you no where...
you are happy to have him by your side...
but you know he's not totally yours and you can't have him forever
which one will u choose?
1:37 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
///friday'e13th.ineffaceablescar.13thmay2005.mylifecrumbled
///fridaynite.homealone.clubbing.momo.preventivereasons
///=)day.hugsnkisses.eyebrowshaping
///goodger.hugrabbit2sleep.waitfercall
///onebirthdaywish.material.onliyouknow
///littlegal.missingrotiprata+salt
12:27 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
Following my tears.
Tracing back my footsteps.
Remembering the past.
Wondering about the future.
Wondering if he'll be in it.
Remembering all the good times.
Tracing back my steps to see the wrongs i did.
Following my tears to see if it would lead me back to him.
Sillybaby... I'm sorry once again.
2:14 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
phooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwweeee...
spent d entire day clearing up my room...
now d room is back to all white and clean...
cuz i abandoned all my soft toys...
wanna see and smell my room?
over this two months...
my parents spent alot on me...
my gym corner... new stuffs in my room... d trip...
feel quite bad... but again...
my mum is over delighted when i threw away so many clothes toys boxes n papers...
what's next...
getting digital voice this week... my 2nd private line...
so can get rid of the phone cable behind my bed to the table.
i want wireless keyboard and mouse now...
don't like the wire connecting to the cpu....
and maybe i should put some plants at d balcony outside my window.
time to start on my project...
lalalaaa...
Sillybaby...
I dunno what to say...
but i'm sorrie... reallie...
i dun want u to misunderstand me.
I'll try my best to gain back ur confidence in me.
*//Wanna see and smell Littlegal's new room?//*
5:20 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
I can't stop editing pics...
and i'll never stop....
for this will go on and on and on...
more pics will be posted...
Coming up next: 2 crazy besties... Agnes & Fransca
Met up with my lovely Agnes yesterday...
Miss the times when we would shop like nobody's business...
As if our fathers were millionaires...
As if we'll never run out of money (now I'm running out of $)...
As if our starhub job was paying us $10k a month...
Well... I wished.
Loads of shopping bags at d end of each shopping spree.
Yes... i'm always d evil one... tempting her to spend with me.
Right baby?
Chinese New Year --> New clothes, new bags, news shoes...
When will be our next shopping trip?
5:54 PM
MOS 281205
5:41 PM
Janice and Gina had a
