Saturday, April 29, 2006
mushroom head no more!
went to the salon to get my hair cut yesterday.
Summer's birthday celebration part II
Went to wheelocks place to have dinner...
Decided to have it at BigO since NYDC was more crowded.
9 of us turned up...
the birthday girl, gina, janice, dalene, cherie, audrey, eunice, yiquan and i
4 of us had Bacon wrapped in Chicken Leg
while 3 of them had Fish and Chips.
the food wasn't that good...
but the whole girls company made everything fun...
i know you have been waiting for this...
PICTURES again!
After dinner... we wanted to give our dear girl a surprise.
but the silly waiter took the cake out from the refridgerator
and put it on our table at the wrong time. sorry girl.
In the end.. we had the cake cutting at Wisma outside Bebe.
4 of us, as usual, summer, gina, janice and i set off for momo at 12am.
the music was good initially...
but the crowd was disturbingly bad.
The music wasn't good after 2am...
we got so bored...
our mood dropped to zero.
So i left the club around three...
which was a wise decision for me.
5:39 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Finally out partying after 3 long weeks...
couldn't wait any longer...
the club misses us we know...
and we miss the times...
like what summer wrote no clubbing = no meet ups
and for me no clubbing = FAT...
because i would always refrain myself from eating on clubbing days
moreover, dancing = exercising, so no dancing = less exercise.
Anyway, back to it...
it was SUMMER'S NIGHT...
her 21st birthday celebration part I...
Surprised her with a big bag of gifts...
A pair of heels to dance gracefully...
Loads of beauty products to stay forever 21.
Hope u like the pressies, babe.
Are you feeling better now?
Shan't let u drink so much on friday.
Someone hugged me tight and said...
"i miss you so much"...
with a lovely peck on my head...
awwwwwww... so sweettt_ttt
(i miss you too... but was afraid to let u know)
He made me smile.
Tell me what's with zouk...
everyone's going back there...
my calls were flooded with ZOUKZOUKANDZOUK.
I mean i love zouk too...
but my lovely pals don't enjoy zouk-ing.
Of course, that's not the only reason why i stick to Momo..
there's something more...
the heat and passion of dance...
not from anyone else...
but from him.
Time for some grumbles...
Went for SMU interview yesterday...
I so felt like killing myself on the spot...
"Just let me die" words were hanging in my head...
there were 8 of us in the group...
3 of which were CHINA people.
Now i'm really against CHINA people
I wished i had a gun to shoot them down.
The first part was an article,
entitled "China's GDP grow by 10%".
when i saw that... i was like "OH GOD.. save me please"...
my economics... where are you????
"FRANSCAWEE!! You are an econs dictinction student!"
and you actually screwed up the whole interview.
After reading the article...
we were brought to a lecture hall where two professors were waiting for us...
in there, we were supposed to participate in the discussion of the article...
to see how class active we are among the 8 of us...
and so the THREE CHINA PEOPLE kept talking non-stop...
and i don't know WHAT THE HELL they were trying to say
with that bloody strong chinese accent ..."CHHINN-NA"
and so the rest of us kept looking at each other and laugh...
because we were trying so damn hard to make out their words...
in the end i only hear bits and pieces of it...
i got so fed-up... I didn't say a word at all...
WELLDONE fransca... you failed the entire process...
i remember i used to respond quite alot during economics lesson...
and of course the best-looking lecturer i've ever seen...
Mr Patrick Chin... I love economics.
Anyway the second part of the interview was...
Answer either Question A or B... (45 minutes)
A. Describe your favourite shopping centre
B. Write an essay in no more than 500 words on consummerism.
Oh my god... what is the exact meaning of consumerism
I stared blankly at the paper for a long time...
No way i'm gonna choose Question A...
it only shows how shallow am i...
and so i wrote 2 pages on consumerism...
i guessed i wrote rubbish.
Taken from dictionary.com...
CONSUMERISM means:
- The movement seeking to protect and inform consumers by requiring such practices as honest packaging and advertising, product guarantees, and improved safety standards.
- The theory that a progressively greater consumption of goods is economically beneficial.
- Attachment to materialistic values or possessions: deplored the rampant consumerism of contemporary society.
I'm so dead...
there goes my chance.
Talking about CHINA people...
not that i want to underrate them...
but they do silly stuffs that make me dislike them...
In korea... when we were using the toilets...
the China people have a unforgiveable habit of knocking the door repeatedly...
don't they have common sense!!!
when the door is locked...
it means someone is in there using the toilet...
be it PEEing or SHITting.
i was so pissed...
it got to the point that i replied...
"MEI YOU REN" (nobody) whenever they come banging on the door.
It happened not once not twice...
but all the time... every single time.
My aunt got really pissed...
so much so that she wanted to write a big word "OCCUPIED" on a piece of paper...
and paste it onto the door whenever she enters the cubicle.
Stop knocking the doors people...
spend more time knocking some sense into your head.
12:18 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
A friend told me that he had found his best love but he didn't treasure her. He felt regretful after that. To him... it was the ultimate pain in the world. If God can give him another chance, he will tell her three words, "I LOVE YOU". If God wants to give him a time limit, he'll say the love will last 10 thousand years.
How touching. But do all guys only learn to treasure when they lose their love ones?
12:43 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
16th to 24th April - KOREA
Arrived at Incheon airport on 17 April. Afterwhich, we proceed to the National Folk Museum which houses an impressive collection of artifacts illustrating Korean history and culture. I went there my first trip to Korea. Took some pictures outside of the museum. Got to see cherry blossom this time...
Moo Mooo... the 3 cows.
Everyone in the group had Ginseng Chicken for lunch except poor me. I had a horrible plate of fried rice with egg... because i can't take Ginseng for these few months. Headed to Yong Pyong Ski Resort for a night stay... the fliming site of "Winter Sonata".
After having fun at Lotte World.. we decide to make a trip to Dongdaemun for shopping. The place is open till 5am daily. We took a train there but took a cab back. It was a total mistake to take the mpv cab... our cab fare amounted to 195, 000 won (S$331.50).. ridiculously expensive... the meter was jumping at 900 won (S$1.60) every second. Omg.. it was a heart attack ride back to the hotel. F.Y.I... the ride was approximately 15 minutes. Should have taken the smaller cab which only jumps at 100 won every second... but we only realised it the next day. The amount of money i spent at Dongdaemun is less than half of the cab fare... what a wasted trip.
On the 7th day which is the extended day... i fell so sick... almost felt like dying there. I was down with fever in the middle of my shopping trip at MyungDong... but forced myself to continue shopping till i nearly fainted. Couldn't take it anymore... tears just kept rolling out of my eyes. I wanted to crawl back to hotel so badly instead of walking. Had no choice but to return to the hotel... ate my medicine... both my aunts used cold towel on me the entire night.
I didn't want to waste my last shopping opportunity on the 8th day.. so i forced myself out of bed. Headed to MyungDong again... after hours of searching in vain for a store... i saw 3 big letters from a far "MLB"... i was so darn happy. FINALLY... i found it. Got whatever i wanted to get from there... and continued shopping... didn't buy much though. Went to Dongdaemun again... wanted to look for something for someone... but couldn't find that particular shop already... I was so sad. I picked up a cellphone... but silly me returned it to the rightful owner. Brought the cellphone back to the hotel... and got the hotel receptionist to call the person for me... the person came to Koreana hotel to take back his phone.
It wasn't a fruitful trip. I bought so little stuff... and i fell so ill... nobody cares anyway.
*//Littlegal wants to see you...//*
8:20 PM
2:37 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
5:02 AM
Spent 2 hours on this, wanted to include it in the blog layout...
but there ain't any space... so i gave up. Will find a solution when i return.
Flying off tommorrow...
I miss you...
*//Littlegal miss you loads... see ya soon kiez//*
1:35 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
He entered into my dreams last night.
It was so darn sweet...
A pretty convertible with white fur lining at the edge of windscreen...
there at the playground, he parked his car.
Held hand in hand...
we walked..
to some place
only where dreams are real.
11:46 PM
"She is like me and i'm like her, can eat can sleep can play still not happy hah, must lie on bed can't move then happy ah?" as quoted from a friend in a msn conversation.
"She" refers to his girlfriend, who is one of my good friend.
Well, my friend called me today and asked for his girlfriend. But i have no idea where she is. They've encountered some problems in their relationship. So he asked me for a favour, to try persuade the girl, spend time and talk to her. His logic was that i'm a girl, so naturally she'll be more open towards me. HELLO!.. she's your girlfriend. No matter what, she'll still open up to you more. Nevermind. Anyway, the point is he hope that she'll change her mindset. Based on the fact that he has changed his thinking for her, he thinks it should be easy for her to change her mindset as well as attitude too.
One of the main ingredient in a relationship is "happiness". If both parties are unhappy, then what's the point of being together and forcing each other to change. So i asked him have he ever thought what is lacking in the relationship even though he has changed.
And so he replied the above.
The first thing that appear in my head was "WAKE UP!"
Think about it, if life is all about eat sleep and play, then everyone in this world will be happy. And perhaps, I would be the happiest person on earth. Let's face it, those are just basic needs. What truly makes people happy are wants. Wants that are being fulfilled. Like it or not, it's the reality. No one will be contented with just eat sleep and play. If the three elements are enough to make people feel satiated, then it makes no sense why people out there in the society strive so hard. Why would many go all the way to fulfil their aspirations and desires? Certainly, I would agree that needs are more important as compared to wants. But needs make up just the base level. It isn't good to be so complacent. Without dreams, you will just be leading a life aimlessly.
All the best, my dear friend.
12:00 AM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
"i'm not crazy about him"... that was i what exclaimed initially.
i thought i'll never be...
but not until i watched the entire concert with my own eyes repeatedly.
His sexy moves are awe-inspiring.
In a way or another, it reminded me of someone.
Couldn't find a good live concert version of "It's Raining" to post in here.
So i've decided to create one myself...
I bought rain's first live concert RAINYDAY when i was in HongKong.
It was rather expensive... SG$65...
but i got it anyway because it wasn't available in Singapore at that time.
After watching it... kinda love it soo much.
RAIN IS SOOOOOOO HOTT__TTTTTT!
So i've decided to share abit of it with you.
I did a video record from the monitor using my digi cam...
and have uploaded it.
Happy watching! ((wait for the clip to load completely before watching))
11:08 PM
5:57 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
*// 10 random things about me //*
- I have two younger sliblings, me being the eldest
- I am often associated with the word "vanity".
- I need 3 hours to doll myself up before leaving the house.
- I have close to 50 pairs of shoes.
- I gave my first kiss when i was in thirteen.
- I sleep alone on a queen-sized bed.
- I hug my rabbit to sleep.
- I am a little scared of the dark.
- I indulge in 6 hair products after i wash my hair.
- I am a crybaby.
*// 9 ways to win my heart //*
- Pleasant mannerism with a captivating smile
- Intelligent sense of humor
- Able to make me smile each i see you or read your messages
- Hot bod and possess mesmeric charm
- Be romantic and bring me to nice places i've never been before.
- Show me things that amaze me and tell me stuff i never know
- Get me all excited and drives me crazy.
- Never fail to be the centre of attraction in a crowd.
- Considered as a desirable aphrodiasiac and one who wear sexy thongs.
*// 8 things i carry/wear everyday //*
- My makeup case
- My diamond ring
- My contact lens
- My clorets
- My nokia 7370
- My POSB atm & UOB debit card
- My Echo David Duff perfume
- My house keys
*// 7 places i've visited //*
- Australia (Gold Coast, Sydney)
- New Zealand
- China (covered almost 20 provinces/cities: Beijing, Guangzhou, Hainan, Shanghai, Yunnan, Dali, Li Jiang, Hangzhou, Suzhou, Kunming, Nanjing, Wuxi, Xi'an, Tianjin, can't rmb the rest)
- Japan (Osaka, Toyko *Disneyland*, Hokkaido)
- Korea
- HongKong
- Thailand (Bangkok, Phuket)
*// 6 things that annoy me //*
- Ill table manners
- Detestable laughters... especially when one laughs at his own jokes
- A guy who babbles on and on when i'm least interested
- Irresponsible team mates
- People who doesn't take effort to dress nicely on a date or impt occasions.
- People who doesn't apologise when they knock into or step onto someone.
*// 5 things i wanna do before i die //*
- Find the right person to spend my life with
- Go onto a hot air balloon with my love
- Take nude pics (ahhhaa, just for me to see)
- Visit the 7 wonders of the world
- Threesome? (nah, i was just kidding)
*// 4 things i'm afraid of //*
- Being defeated
- Poverty
- Being ignored by him
- Retribution
*// 3 things i do everyday //*
- Blogging
- Think of someone
- Look into the mirror
*// 2 things that make me happy //*
- Meeting Cutie!
- Messages from him
*// 1 person i wanna see now //*
Just you---------------------------------------------------------------------------if there's a list i can extend...
it would be...
"things i'm afraid of"
05. Loneliness
06. Losing someone dear
07. Sitting next to someone who stinks
08. Dogs
09. Fish bones
10. Die before telling someone "i love you"
11. Policemen
12. Wandering souls
13. Being misunderstood
14. Blog being discovered by someone
15. Infections and diseases
12:47 PM
For the past 3 hours...
i've been chatting to michelle and stella concurrently in msn.
can't tell u how much we enjoyed the conversation..
we practically talked about anything, everything
guys boyfriends sex clubbing dat"bitch" beauty modelling money work travelling..
our girls' talk was near extreme...
dear sexaye lil' ones...
you made my nite too =)...
love ya sooo much.
we'll see each other soon!
muackssss.
12:19 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
it's been a long time since i spent time drawing...
i remember i used to draw alot during my sec school days...
during normal lesson...
i had a few sets of colour pens
(shown on the left)
laying nicely on my table...
ah hha... i managed to dig out all these
i had one more set... it was my love...
Zig clear colour double sided marker
(green and pink in the pic above)
but my sister stole that whole set *argh
i had close to 15 colours for that set...
ok... it sounds as if i'm very kiasu...
and you must be wondering why on earth do i need so many pens for?
ok well.. drawing was my love...
80% of the time...
i will be drawing on my textbook... ((ok, i admit, i never listen during lessons))
rmb those days when postcards was the very "in" thing then.
so u can never imagine how colourful were my postcards...
every single sentence was written in a different colour.
my bestfriend, sandra, who set next to me had similar sets of colour pens too...
haha... so can u imagine how our table look like?
((... right agnes?... ))
stella said she cried when she read one of my blogs...
it is an old blog filled with loads of memories.
lxxxxdxxxxdxxxxx.blogspot.com
i wished he did. did he?
*// Littlegal wished she could see you last nite...//*
9:53 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
*grind teeth*
my second source of entertainment is not working...
the living room tv is spoilt...
everything doesn't seem right today.
dad and mum sent me for my appt today...
not really glad with the results though...
probably i should be a little more patient.
this noon... dad brought us to view a property...
it's a penthouse at Mohammed Sultan...
initially... before viewing the house...
i thought it's some old grey run-down apartment along the road...
but it turned out to be different from what i imagined...
i'd love to stay there...
BY MYSELF.
it's a 2 storey unit
an extremely large master bedroom with a big open air balcony on the second level
and 2 other spacious rooms on the first level
but why alone?
firstly, this house is smaller than my current house...
if my family of five has to live there...
there isn't gonna be much breathing space (okok, i exaggerated).
secondly, the balcony is twice the size of my current bedroom (this is real, i swear)
but it belongs to the master bedroom..
what's more...
the master bedrm has a walk-in wardrobe which is equivalent to the size of my room...
the washroom is so big...
see... if i live there with my parents...
i won't get that room!
ok whatever...
i won't get to stay in that house...
because daddy says it's too expensive to stay in...
he's only gonna buy it for investment and rent it out =(
but.. but.. but...
i love that house...
because... it's so so near... 3Ms...
Mohammed Sultan, MOS and Momo
den i wun have any worries of how to get home safely and quickly in future.
You guys will not get a shock from hearing where i stay...
instead of "Choa Chu Kang" you hear...
you'll hear.. oh it's just 15 seconds from Mohammed Sultan
Please please...
let my mummy and daddy strike lottery tonight.
hee... someone msg me...
i'll end here...
5:52 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
11:51 PM
Oh my god... this is freaking scary...
there's obviously only Janice and I in the pic.
But the My Heritage actually scanned out another man's face in the background.
I was only exploring and fiddling with the program.
The program identify faces by all the facial features... eyes, mouth, nose....
try it yourself... and you'll understand what i mean.
This should be the way... only detect four faces.
How it works:
JANICE!!!... i tried the same photo thrice...
and still it detected that face.
okie... this is how it works...
Step one: upload photo & run recognition
Step two: Scanning for faces
Step three: Recognizing the faces
It's past midnight... i better stop this...
freaking myself out.
U can try it out at My Heritage
1:45 AM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
It's my sis birthday today...
Mummy and daddy brought her and my bro to raffles town club for dinner in some high class restaurant. *whines* i couldn't get out of the house. So mummy got my maid to cook lucheon meat, vegetable and fish for me. So pathetic...
dinner alone.
Wity ('e head of my maids) is supposed to be back today from Indonesia. However, there's some delay with the flight, so she'll only be back tomorrow. For the past two weeks, my room has been in a mess, even though the other maids have tried to upkeep it. But anyway... i've been lazing in my room for the past few days, so there's not much they can do. I miss shouting "wity! wity!", but kinda got used to calling the other maids... "kaka! kaka!" This is the first time she has gone back for a short holiday. Now i realised the importance of her... without her... we all get a hard time from my mum.
Last night, when everyone was happily out clubbing, i snuggled down under my covers and watched rain's concert. A pretty impressive concert, i would say. I was engrossed in his sexy dance moves, drawn to his funny expressions that drives his female fans crazy, fascinated by his flamboyant clothes and accessories. The music and visual coordination were awesomely remarkable. A concert worth watching. I want to catch his concert in Singapore.
You can't imagine how bored am i at home. More than half of my time, I'm stuck to my computer... chatting, blogging and reading. 20% of the time, i'll be watching tv/dvd/vcd. While the rest of the time, i'll be digging for food, daydreaming or fast asleep on my bed. So whenever possible, i try to look for some interesting stuff to do. Check out my links page (Click on letter E on the last butterfly). After a couple of hours of hardwork, searching for the pictures, editing and posting them into photobucket, i've changed the names to thumbnails of the bloggers. Recently, i've added quite a number of stuff to my blog, hoping that it makes my blog more personalized.
15 minutes to the next day...
Programs for tomorrow:
//Play xbox
//Pack my wardrobe
//Read CHKH
//Check out recipes for cookies
Alright. I know my blog is rather boring... because it only revolves around me... my life, my friends and family. My blog ain't like many interesting blogs which cover topics such as politics, nature, people in general and the world. To some extent, I do yearn that i'll be able to talk about such topics in a way or another... but it isn't my forte at all.. so i've decided not to touch on such stuff... to prevent from making a fool out of myself. So please bear with my style of writing.
::Goodnite::
12am
12:37 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
boohoohoo...
no partying for me...
gina and janice are out having fun tonite at momo...
guess summer will most probably join them too.
jealous!
boohoohoo...
surely, i'll miss watching him grooving up there..
boohooooooohooooooo... i can't see.
oh well...
i shall stop ranting about my displeasure.
it's the price of vanity.
In actuality... i know my parents dotes on me hell loads...
the amount of money they've spent on me is incalculable.
By the very fact that those money are spent on my wants rather than needs.
I get most of the things i want at the end of the day...
though i am not really on very good terms with my dad.
Communication between us often turn out predictably bad.
We seldom talk or express about our personal thoughts or feelings.
In fact... never.
Conversations typically last for only a few minutes...
and examples are:
" Daddy... how much is that car?...
"Where's the newspaper?... "
"My aircon is not working"...
or as usual... he'll raise only important issues like...
"When will u know uni's reply?"...
"I need you to choose furniture/car/house."
or irritating but concerned statements like
"The potatoes chips are unhealthy food"...
"You better not make-up too thick! I tell you, no guy will like."
Well... the sentences barely exceed 10 words.
There are times when my mum is caught between my dad and i...
the stubborn me will continue to argue my way through
even though i know it's not right of me...
but i refuse to show the softer side of me.
Undeniably, i know she tries her best to make both sides happy...
deep down, i'm very thankful for that.
Somehow... i do look forward for a better relationship with my dad...
But i doubt anything will change the current situation...
anyway...
back to reality...
i have decided my program for the night:
//rain's concert
//read CHKH
guess i'll end here...
nite nite.
8:58 PM
oh well...
3 months of boredom starts from today...
i can't get out of the house for this week.
don't ask me why..
because i won't tell unless you are someone dear to me.
it happened today.
something that will change me for life?
perhaps.
too late for regrets anyway.
will u miss me till u forget abt me?
*//Litttlegal was hoping to see u that day... but the msg was too late...//*
1:43 AM
Monday, April 03, 2006
darling girl...
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!
hope u've enjoyed yourself yesterday.
1st pic with lovely birthday girl
summer, gina and i met up early yesterday
to plan some surprises for our dear janice.
later on, we met up with janice in cityhall
where 3 of us appeared separately.
dress code:
birthday girl - white
'e others - black
made our way to marina square..
where we decided to have part I of celebration: Dinner@ChangingAppetites
look at the sinful food we had...
gift surprises...
part of the pressie was a book. i shan't reveal the title...
not something salacious though... but a handy and beneficial book.
on the last page of the book...
birthday kisses and messages for the our beloved birthday girl
awwww... so sweet, isn't it?
janice.fransca.summer.gina
part II of celebration: Chillout@The Loof
the cage.
took loads of pictures...gorgeous birthday girl with 3 girlsinblack
sexy janice with 3 sweeties
moet and chandon for the night
kisses for the babe
janice and i
girlfriends for life
mother hen and 4 little chicks
when the clock struck 12am...
we surprised her with a birthday cake which we planned earlier on...
we lied to her that we saved money spend for a cake on a more expensive gift.
but how can a birthday go without a cake?
happy four girls
yay! birthday cake for the girl
someone special came...
it was my surprise for her...
i hope it made her smile.
-The end of a happy special day-
darling girl...
Love ya so much.
hope u'll find your mr. right soon....
to be happy each and every day =)
stay young pretty and sexy.
Best wishes,
fransca
7:07 PM
someone made sexy darling angry...
chatting to him online now...
i scared scared...
a pretentious person criticised his dance moves in friendster's bulletin...
a self questioned and answered interview...
unsubstantiated statements...
just to gain more attention...
.. he sounds so so so angry...
i don't know what to say to him...
sorry dear...
i feel so useless all of a sudden.
5:19 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
-my ups and downs depends on he who drives me crazy-
yesternight, it was a last minute decision to head to the club...
summer and i didn't feel right at home on a friday night...
somehow we miss those days, dancing our way through 3, 5, 6 of the week.
2 plus... someone came...
it did make me smile...
but...
he=centre of attraction=good/bad
messages that made me =) to sleep...
11:19 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
mushroom head no more!
went to the salon to get my hair cut yesterday.
Summer's birthday celebration part II
Went to wheelocks place to have dinner...
Decided to have it at BigO since NYDC was more crowded.
9 of us turned up...
the birthday girl, gina, janice, dalene, cherie, audrey, eunice, yiquan and i
4 of us had Bacon wrapped in Chicken Leg
while 3 of them had Fish and Chips.
the food wasn't that good...
but the whole girls company made everything fun...
i know you have been waiting for this...
PICTURES again!
After dinner... we wanted to give our dear girl a surprise.
but the silly waiter took the cake out from the refridgerator
and put it on our table at the wrong time. sorry girl.
In the end.. we had the cake cutting at Wisma outside Bebe.
4 of us, as usual, summer, gina, janice and i set off for momo at 12am.
the music was good initially...
but the crowd was disturbingly bad.
The music wasn't good after 2am...
we got so bored...
our mood dropped to zero.
So i left the club around three...
which was a wise decision for me.
5:39 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Finally out partying after 3 long weeks...
couldn't wait any longer...
the club misses us we know...
and we miss the times...
like what summer wrote no clubbing = no meet ups
and for me no clubbing = FAT...
because i would always refrain myself from eating on clubbing days
moreover, dancing = exercising, so no dancing = less exercise.
Anyway, back to it...
it was SUMMER'S NIGHT...
her 21st birthday celebration part I...
Surprised her with a big bag of gifts...
A pair of heels to dance gracefully...
Loads of beauty products to stay forever 21.
Hope u like the pressies, babe.
Are you feeling better now?
Shan't let u drink so much on friday.
Someone hugged me tight and said...
"i miss you so much"...
with a lovely peck on my head...
awwwwwww... so sweettt_ttt
(i miss you too... but was afraid to let u know)
He made me smile.
Tell me what's with zouk...
everyone's going back there...
my calls were flooded with ZOUKZOUKANDZOUK.
I mean i love zouk too...
but my lovely pals don't enjoy zouk-ing.
Of course, that's not the only reason why i stick to Momo..
there's something more...
the heat and passion of dance...
not from anyone else...
but from him.
Time for some grumbles...
Went for SMU interview yesterday...
I so felt like killing myself on the spot...
"Just let me die" words were hanging in my head...
there were 8 of us in the group...
3 of which were CHINA people.
Now i'm really against CHINA people
I wished i had a gun to shoot them down.
The first part was an article,
entitled "China's GDP grow by 10%".
when i saw that... i was like "OH GOD.. save me please"...
my economics... where are you????
"FRANSCAWEE!! You are an econs dictinction student!"
and you actually screwed up the whole interview.
After reading the article...
we were brought to a lecture hall where two professors were waiting for us...
in there, we were supposed to participate in the discussion of the article...
to see how class active we are among the 8 of us...
and so the THREE CHINA PEOPLE kept talking non-stop...
and i don't know WHAT THE HELL they were trying to say
with that bloody strong chinese accent ..."CHHINN-NA"
and so the rest of us kept looking at each other and laugh...
because we were trying so damn hard to make out their words...
in the end i only hear bits and pieces of it...
i got so fed-up... I didn't say a word at all...
WELLDONE fransca... you failed the entire process...
i remember i used to respond quite alot during economics lesson...
and of course the best-looking lecturer i've ever seen...
Mr Patrick Chin... I love economics.
Anyway the second part of the interview was...
Answer either Question A or B... (45 minutes)
A. Describe your favourite shopping centre
B. Write an essay in no more than 500 words on consummerism.
Oh my god... what is the exact meaning of consumerism
I stared blankly at the paper for a long time...
No way i'm gonna choose Question A...
it only shows how shallow am i...
and so i wrote 2 pages on consumerism...
i guessed i wrote rubbish.
Taken from dictionary.com...
CONSUMERISM means:
- The movement seeking to protect and inform consumers by requiring such practices as honest packaging and advertising, product guarantees, and improved safety standards.
- The theory that a progressively greater consumption of goods is economically beneficial.
- Attachment to materialistic values or possessions: deplored the rampant consumerism of contemporary society.
I'm so dead...
there goes my chance.
Talking about CHINA people...
not that i want to underrate them...
but they do silly stuffs that make me dislike them...
In korea... when we were using the toilets...
the China people have a unforgiveable habit of knocking the door repeatedly...
don't they have common sense!!!
when the door is locked...
it means someone is in there using the toilet...
be it PEEing or SHITting.
i was so pissed...
it got to the point that i replied...
"MEI YOU REN" (nobody) whenever they come banging on the door.
It happened not once not twice...
but all the time... every single time.
My aunt got really pissed...
so much so that she wanted to write a big word "OCCUPIED" on a piece of paper...
and paste it onto the door whenever she enters the cubicle.
Stop knocking the doors people...
spend more time knocking some sense into your head.
12:18 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
A friend told me that he had found his best love but he didn't treasure her. He felt regretful after that. To him... it was the ultimate pain in the world. If God can give him another chance, he will tell her three words, "I LOVE YOU". If God wants to give him a time limit, he'll say the love will last 10 thousand years.
How touching. But do all guys only learn to treasure when they lose their love ones?
12:43 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
16th to 24th April - KOREA
Arrived at Incheon airport on 17 April. Afterwhich, we proceed to the National Folk Museum which houses an impressive collection of artifacts illustrating Korean history and culture. I went there my first trip to Korea. Took some pictures outside of the museum. Got to see cherry blossom this time...
Moo Mooo... the 3 cows.
Everyone in the group had Ginseng Chicken for lunch except poor me. I had a horrible plate of fried rice with egg... because i can't take Ginseng for these few months. Headed to Yong Pyong Ski Resort for a night stay... the fliming site of "Winter Sonata".
After having fun at Lotte World.. we decide to make a trip to Dongdaemun for shopping. The place is open till 5am daily. We took a train there but took a cab back. It was a total mistake to take the mpv cab... our cab fare amounted to 195, 000 won (S$331.50).. ridiculously expensive... the meter was jumping at 900 won (S$1.60) every second. Omg.. it was a heart attack ride back to the hotel. F.Y.I... the ride was approximately 15 minutes. Should have taken the smaller cab which only jumps at 100 won every second... but we only realised it the next day. The amount of money i spent at Dongdaemun is less than half of the cab fare... what a wasted trip.
On the 7th day which is the extended day... i fell so sick... almost felt like dying there. I was down with fever in the middle of my shopping trip at MyungDong... but forced myself to continue shopping till i nearly fainted. Couldn't take it anymore... tears just kept rolling out of my eyes. I wanted to crawl back to hotel so badly instead of walking. Had no choice but to return to the hotel... ate my medicine... both my aunts used cold towel on me the entire night.
I didn't want to waste my last shopping opportunity on the 8th day.. so i forced myself out of bed. Headed to MyungDong again... after hours of searching in vain for a store... i saw 3 big letters from a far "MLB"... i was so darn happy. FINALLY... i found it. Got whatever i wanted to get from there... and continued shopping... didn't buy much though. Went to Dongdaemun again... wanted to look for something for someone... but couldn't find that particular shop already... I was so sad. I picked up a cellphone... but silly me returned it to the rightful owner. Brought the cellphone back to the hotel... and got the hotel receptionist to call the person for me... the person came to Koreana hotel to take back his phone.
It wasn't a fruitful trip. I bought so little stuff... and i fell so ill... nobody cares anyway.
*//Littlegal wants to see you...//*
8:20 PM
2:37 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
5:02 AM
Spent 2 hours on this, wanted to include it in the blog layout...
but there ain't any space... so i gave up. Will find a solution when i return.
Flying off tommorrow...
I miss you...
*//Littlegal miss you loads... see ya soon kiez//*
1:35 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
He entered into my dreams last night.
It was so darn sweet...
A pretty convertible with white fur lining at the edge of windscreen...
there at the playground, he parked his car.
Held hand in hand...
we walked..
to some place
only where dreams are real.
11:46 PM
"She is like me and i'm like her, can eat can sleep can play still not happy hah, must lie on bed can't move then happy ah?" as quoted from a friend in a msn conversation.
"She" refers to his girlfriend, who is one of my good friend.
Well, my friend called me today and asked for his girlfriend. But i have no idea where she is. They've encountered some problems in their relationship. So he asked me for a favour, to try persuade the girl, spend time and talk to her. His logic was that i'm a girl, so naturally she'll be more open towards me. HELLO!.. she's your girlfriend. No matter what, she'll still open up to you more. Nevermind. Anyway, the point is he hope that she'll change her mindset. Based on the fact that he has changed his thinking for her, he thinks it should be easy for her to change her mindset as well as attitude too.
One of the main ingredient in a relationship is "happiness". If both parties are unhappy, then what's the point of being together and forcing each other to change. So i asked him have he ever thought what is lacking in the relationship even though he has changed.
And so he replied the above.
The first thing that appear in my head was "WAKE UP!"
Think about it, if life is all about eat sleep and play, then everyone in this world will be happy. And perhaps, I would be the happiest person on earth. Let's face it, those are just basic needs. What truly makes people happy are wants. Wants that are being fulfilled. Like it or not, it's the reality. No one will be contented with just eat sleep and play. If the three elements are enough to make people feel satiated, then it makes no sense why people out there in the society strive so hard. Why would many go all the way to fulfil their aspirations and desires? Certainly, I would agree that needs are more important as compared to wants. But needs make up just the base level. It isn't good to be so complacent. Without dreams, you will just be leading a life aimlessly.
All the best, my dear friend.
12:00 AM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
"i'm not crazy about him"... that was i what exclaimed initially.
i thought i'll never be...
but not until i watched the entire concert with my own eyes repeatedly.
His sexy moves are awe-inspiring.
In a way or another, it reminded me of someone.
Couldn't find a good live concert version of "It's Raining" to post in here.
So i've decided to create one myself...
I bought rain's first live concert RAINYDAY when i was in HongKong.
It was rather expensive... SG$65...
but i got it anyway because it wasn't available in Singapore at that time.
After watching it... kinda love it soo much.
RAIN IS SOOOOOOO HOTT__TTTTTT!
So i've decided to share abit of it with you.
I did a video record from the monitor using my digi cam...
and have uploaded it.
Happy watching! ((wait for the clip to load completely before watching))
11:08 PM
5:57 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
*// 10 random things about me //*
- I have two younger sliblings, me being the eldest
- I am often associated with the word "vanity".
- I need 3 hours to doll myself up before leaving the house.
- I have close to 50 pairs of shoes.
- I gave my first kiss when i was in thirteen.
- I sleep alone on a queen-sized bed.
- I hug my rabbit to sleep.
- I am a little scared of the dark.
- I indulge in 6 hair products after i wash my hair.
- I am a crybaby.
*// 9 ways to win my heart //*
- Pleasant mannerism with a captivating smile
- Intelligent sense of humor
- Able to make me smile each i see you or read your messages
- Hot bod and possess mesmeric charm
- Be romantic and bring me to nice places i've never been before.
- Show me things that amaze me and tell me stuff i never know
- Get me all excited and drives me crazy.
- Never fail to be the centre of attraction in a crowd.
- Considered as a desirable aphrodiasiac and one who wear sexy thongs.
*// 8 things i carry/wear everyday //*
- My makeup case
- My diamond ring
- My contact lens
- My clorets
- My nokia 7370
- My POSB atm & UOB debit card
- My Echo David Duff perfume
- My house keys
*// 7 places i've visited //*
- Australia (Gold Coast, Sydney)
- New Zealand
- China (covered almost 20 provinces/cities: Beijing, Guangzhou, Hainan, Shanghai, Yunnan, Dali, Li Jiang, Hangzhou, Suzhou, Kunming, Nanjing, Wuxi, Xi'an, Tianjin, can't rmb the rest)
- Japan (Osaka, Toyko *Disneyland*, Hokkaido)
- Korea
- HongKong
- Thailand (Bangkok, Phuket)
*// 6 things that annoy me //*
- Ill table manners
- Detestable laughters... especially when one laughs at his own jokes
- A guy who babbles on and on when i'm least interested
- Irresponsible team mates
- People who doesn't take effort to dress nicely on a date or impt occasions.
- People who doesn't apologise when they knock into or step onto someone.
*// 5 things i wanna do before i die //*
- Find the right person to spend my life with
- Go onto a hot air balloon with my love
- Take nude pics (ahhhaa, just for me to see)
- Visit the 7 wonders of the world
- Threesome? (nah, i was just kidding)
*// 4 things i'm afraid of //*
- Being defeated
- Poverty
- Being ignored by him
- Retribution
*// 3 things i do everyday //*
- Blogging
- Think of someone
- Look into the mirror
*// 2 things that make me happy //*
- Meeting Cutie!
- Messages from him
*// 1 person i wanna see now //*
Just you---------------------------------------------------------------------------if there's a list i can extend...
it would be...
"things i'm afraid of"
05. Loneliness
06. Losing someone dear
07. Sitting next to someone who stinks
08. Dogs
09. Fish bones
10. Die before telling someone "i love you"
11. Policemen
12. Wandering souls
13. Being misunderstood
14. Blog being discovered by someone
15. Infections and diseases
12:47 PM
For the past 3 hours...
i've been chatting to michelle and stella concurrently in msn.
can't tell u how much we enjoyed the conversation..
we practically talked about anything, everything
guys boyfriends sex clubbing dat"bitch" beauty modelling money work travelling..
our girls' talk was near extreme...
dear sexaye lil' ones...
you made my nite too =)...
love ya sooo much.
we'll see each other soon!
muackssss.
12:19 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
it's been a long time since i spent time drawing...
i remember i used to draw alot during my sec school days...
during normal lesson...
i had a few sets of colour pens
(shown on the left)
laying nicely on my table...
ah hha... i managed to dig out all these
i had one more set... it was my love...
Zig clear colour double sided marker
(green and pink in the pic above)
but my sister stole that whole set *argh
i had close to 15 colours for that set...
ok... it sounds as if i'm very kiasu...
and you must be wondering why on earth do i need so many pens for?
ok well.. drawing was my love...
80% of the time...
i will be drawing on my textbook... ((ok, i admit, i never listen during lessons))
rmb those days when postcards was the very "in" thing then.
so u can never imagine how colourful were my postcards...
every single sentence was written in a different colour.
my bestfriend, sandra, who set next to me had similar sets of colour pens too...
haha... so can u imagine how our table look like?
((... right agnes?... ))
stella said she cried when she read one of my blogs...
it is an old blog filled with loads of memories.
lxxxxdxxxxdxxxxx.blogspot.com
i wished he did. did he?
*// Littlegal wished she could see you last nite...//*
9:53 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
*grind teeth*
my second source of entertainment is not working...
the living room tv is spoilt...
everything doesn't seem right today.
dad and mum sent me for my appt today...
not really glad with the results though...
probably i should be a little more patient.
this noon... dad brought us to view a property...
it's a penthouse at Mohammed Sultan...
initially... before viewing the house...
i thought it's some old grey run-down apartment along the road...
but it turned out to be different from what i imagined...
i'd love to stay there...
BY MYSELF.
it's a 2 storey unit
an extremely large master bedroom with a big open air balcony on the second level
and 2 other spacious rooms on the first level
but why alone?
firstly, this house is smaller than my current house...
if my family of five has to live there...
there isn't gonna be much breathing space (okok, i exaggerated).
secondly, the balcony is twice the size of my current bedroom (this is real, i swear)
but it belongs to the master bedroom..
what's more...
the master bedrm has a walk-in wardrobe which is equivalent to the size of my room...
the washroom is so big...
see... if i live there with my parents...
i won't get that room!
ok whatever...
i won't get to stay in that house...
because daddy says it's too expensive to stay in...
he's only gonna buy it for investment and rent it out =(
but.. but.. but...
i love that house...
because... it's so so near... 3Ms...
Mohammed Sultan, MOS and Momo
den i wun have any worries of how to get home safely and quickly in future.
You guys will not get a shock from hearing where i stay...
instead of "Choa Chu Kang" you hear...
you'll hear.. oh it's just 15 seconds from Mohammed Sultan
Please please...
let my mummy and daddy strike lottery tonight.
hee... someone msg me...
i'll end here...
5:52 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
11:51 PM
Oh my god... this is freaking scary...
there's obviously only Janice and I in the pic.
But the My Heritage actually scanned out another man's face in the background.
I was only exploring and fiddling with the program.
The program identify faces by all the facial features... eyes, mouth, nose....
try it yourself... and you'll understand what i mean.
This should be the way... only detect four faces.
How it works:
JANICE!!!... i tried the same photo thrice...
and still it detected that face.
okie... this is how it works...
Step one: upload photo & run recognitionStep two: Scanning for faces
Step three: Recognizing the faces
It's past midnight... i better stop this...
freaking myself out.
U can try it out at My Heritage
1:45 AM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
It's my sis birthday today...
Mummy and daddy brought her and my bro to raffles town club for dinner in some high class restaurant. *whines* i couldn't get out of the house. So mummy got my maid to cook lucheon meat, vegetable and fish for me. So pathetic...
dinner alone.
Wity ('e head of my maids) is supposed to be back today from Indonesia. However, there's some delay with the flight, so she'll only be back tomorrow. For the past two weeks, my room has been in a mess, even though the other maids have tried to upkeep it. But anyway... i've been lazing in my room for the past few days, so there's not much they can do. I miss shouting "wity! wity!", but kinda got used to calling the other maids... "kaka! kaka!" This is the first time she has gone back for a short holiday. Now i realised the importance of her... without her... we all get a hard time from my mum.
Last night, when everyone was happily out clubbing, i snuggled down under my covers and watched rain's concert. A pretty impressive concert, i would say. I was engrossed in his sexy dance moves, drawn to his funny expressions that drives his female fans crazy, fascinated by his flamboyant clothes and accessories. The music and visual coordination were awesomely remarkable. A concert worth watching. I want to catch his concert in Singapore.
You can't imagine how bored am i at home. More than half of my time, I'm stuck to my computer... chatting, blogging and reading. 20% of the time, i'll be watching tv/dvd/vcd. While the rest of the time, i'll be digging for food, daydreaming or fast asleep on my bed. So whenever possible, i try to look for some interesting stuff to do. Check out my links page (Click on letter E on the last butterfly). After a couple of hours of hardwork, searching for the pictures, editing and posting them into photobucket, i've changed the names to thumbnails of the bloggers. Recently, i've added quite a number of stuff to my blog, hoping that it makes my blog more personalized.
15 minutes to the next day...
Programs for tomorrow:
//Play xbox
//Pack my wardrobe
//Read CHKH
//Check out recipes for cookies
Alright. I know my blog is rather boring... because it only revolves around me... my life, my friends and family. My blog ain't like many interesting blogs which cover topics such as politics, nature, people in general and the world. To some extent, I do yearn that i'll be able to talk about such topics in a way or another... but it isn't my forte at all.. so i've decided not to touch on such stuff... to prevent from making a fool out of myself. So please bear with my style of writing.
::Goodnite::
12am
12:37 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
boohoohoo...
no partying for me...
gina and janice are out having fun tonite at momo...
guess summer will most probably join them too.
jealous!
boohoohoo...
surely, i'll miss watching him grooving up there..
boohooooooohooooooo... i can't see.
oh well...
i shall stop ranting about my displeasure.
it's the price of vanity.
In actuality... i know my parents dotes on me hell loads...
the amount of money they've spent on me is incalculable.
By the very fact that those money are spent on my wants rather than needs.
I get most of the things i want at the end of the day...
though i am not really on very good terms with my dad.
Communication between us often turn out predictably bad.
We seldom talk or express about our personal thoughts or feelings.
In fact... never.
Conversations typically last for only a few minutes...
and examples are:
" Daddy... how much is that car?...
"Where's the newspaper?... "
"My aircon is not working"...
or as usual... he'll raise only important issues like...
"When will u know uni's reply?"...
"I need you to choose furniture/car/house."
or irritating but concerned statements like
"The potatoes chips are unhealthy food"...
"You better not make-up too thick! I tell you, no guy will like."
Well... the sentences barely exceed 10 words.
There are times when my mum is caught between my dad and i...
the stubborn me will continue to argue my way through
even though i know it's not right of me...
but i refuse to show the softer side of me.
Undeniably, i know she tries her best to make both sides happy...
deep down, i'm very thankful for that.
Somehow... i do look forward for a better relationship with my dad...
But i doubt anything will change the current situation...
anyway...
back to reality...
i have decided my program for the night:
//rain's concert
//read CHKH
guess i'll end here...
nite nite.
8:58 PM
oh well...
3 months of boredom starts from today...
i can't get out of the house for this week.
don't ask me why..
because i won't tell unless you are someone dear to me.
it happened today.
something that will change me for life?
perhaps.
too late for regrets anyway.
will u miss me till u forget abt me?
*//Litttlegal was hoping to see u that day... but the msg was too late...//*
1:43 AM
Monday, April 03, 2006
darling girl...
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!
hope u've enjoyed yourself yesterday.
1st pic with lovely birthday girl
summer, gina and i met up early yesterday
to plan some surprises for our dear janice.
later on, we met up with janice in cityhall
where 3 of us appeared separately.
dress code:
birthday girl - white
'e others - black
made our way to marina square..
where we decided to have part I of celebration: Dinner@ChangingAppetites
look at the sinful food we had...
gift surprises...
part of the pressie was a book. i shan't reveal the title...
not something salacious though... but a handy and beneficial book.
on the last page of the book...
birthday kisses and messages for the our beloved birthday girl
awwww... so sweet, isn't it?
janice.fransca.summer.gina
part II of celebration: Chillout@The Loof
the cage.
took loads of pictures...gorgeous birthday girl with 3 girlsinblack
sexy janice with 3 sweeties
moet and chandon for the nightkisses for the babejanice and igirlfriends for lifemother hen and 4 little chicks
when the clock struck 12am...
we surprised her with a birthday cake which we planned earlier on...
we lied to her that we saved money spend for a cake on a more expensive gift.
but how can a birthday go without a cake?
happy four girls
yay! birthday cake for the girl
someone special came...
it was my surprise for her...
i hope it made her smile.
-The end of a happy special day-
darling girl...
Love ya so much.
hope u'll find your mr. right soon....
to be happy each and every day =)
stay young pretty and sexy.
Best wishes,
fransca
7:07 PM
someone made sexy darling angry...
chatting to him online now...
i scared scared...
a pretentious person criticised his dance moves in friendster's bulletin...
a self questioned and answered interview...
unsubstantiated statements...
just to gain more attention...
.. he sounds so so so angry...
i don't know what to say to him...
sorry dear...
i feel so useless all of a sudden.
5:19 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
-my ups and downs depends on he who drives me crazy-
yesternight, it was a last minute decision to head to the club...
summer and i didn't feel right at home on a friday night...
somehow we miss those days, dancing our way through 3, 5, 6 of the week.
2 plus... someone came...
it did make me smile...
but...
he=centre of attraction=good/bad
messages that made me =) to sleep...
11:19 PM
Moo Mooo... the 3 cows.
during normal lesson...
