Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Tazan can still be quite sexy...
hahahaaaaaaaHahaaaaaHaaaa...
sexydarling came to pick me for supper...
just reached home...
poor dear has to work superrr early tmr...
((lalaalaa... yuan yuan will help you sleep))yuan yuan is gonna be jealous...
cuz sexy is going for some event...
whereby girls will have a chance to bid for him =(
booo hoooo hooo.
your hair...
whahahahaaaahawhahahaaaaaaaaaaa
Hahahaaaaaaaaaaa....haaaaahaaaaaaaaaa
whahahaaaaaahaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahaaa
hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaah
no la.. yuan yuan is just kidding..
dun worry dear...
you are still yuan yuan's sexy...
i mean it =)
4:36 AM
sexy called me just to tell me that i am missed...
and HE HAS CURLY HAIR NOW!...
omg... so cuteeee...
apparently... he curled his hair cuz he's bored with his straight hair...
he says he thinks he look like tazan now...
whahahaaaaa... i can't stop laughing.
and he don't dare to go out tonight because he thinks his hair is ugly.
sexy thinks yuan yuan won't like him anymore... lolx.
nah don't worry dear...
yuan yuan will still like you...
i made new friends in sch today again!
but the sad thing is... still i dun have anyone to spend my break with...
spoke to ben today... and told him i'm in d same fac as him...
hahaa... shall meet up with him soon...
and ask him to intro some cute guys to me...
i want that guy who was in the pageant with him W____ (thanks to agnes who showed me tt site)...
attended my first tutorial today...
it was for a level 2 module....
ok dun ask me why i tk level 2... i have no other choices left...
oh well... i was the only year 1 student there...
but i guess it's fine... cuz everyone seems very nice in the class.
baby made teddy happy today too =)
his messages are my daily potion of happiness...
((yuan yuan is happie, so is teddy...))
12:49 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Taking a mini-break from my revision...
so i decide to blog about something...
i'm super envious of my sis right at this moment...
i just did her a small favour...
went down to my house gate to pick up a surprise present left by her bf a few minutes ago...
though the pressie was nothing expensive...
but it was his sincerity and effort that impressed me...
a packet of mixed and picked sweets... sushi and a letter
awwwwwww... so sweet_tttt.
hey yining... u know what to do ah...
share that packet of sweets with me... haha
the price of making me walk down and walk up for you.
i'm too easily contented and too easy to adore...
simple things like these makes me tear...
but isn't it the thoughts that count?
why can't i be a lucky girl like my sis...
instead of getting pressies...
i'm always the one buying pressies...
Showering the ones i love with all that i could afford...
as long as it brings a smile to their faces makes me happy too.
Just 2 days ago...
i bought $20 over dollars worth of sweets for someone
but i've yet pass him the stuff...
and i don't even know when will i be able to pass these to him.
i know i'm a bit ridiculous...
he'll probably get diabetes after eating all those...
but the sweets actually represent more than what it seems to anyone else.
so hopefully... it will make that someone happy.
((baby... i know what you said was all out to make teddy smile...
i know you tried your best... i really appreciate that...
but beneath that... teddy was really really hurt...
somehow i wished you didn't tell me those...))
11:28 PM
On thursday...
right after lesson...
i went for my long awaited retail therapy...
lasted for 8 hours... from 1 to 9 plus pm...
these are what i got =)
On Friday...
went to APB itself for work...
but it was quite relaxing...
cuz we were there for the cycle briefing for APB staff...
6 of us wore for different brands...
2 brand ambassadors for each brand...
Erdinger, ABC and Barons
yea... so joreen and i wore the Erdinger dress...
And here comes the night...
like any other friday night...
gina, janice, summer and i headed to momo...
Yesterday evening...
met up with kenny for dinner, movie and pool...
i refused to get on the bike when he came to pick me up...
so in the end i forced him to take the cab with me... whahahaa...
not that i didn't dare... but i didn't want my hair to get messy...
moreover i was wearing a dress.
sidetrack abit... just early yst morning...
after clubbing... 4 of us were just talking about riding bike...
i happily said i don't mind taking if the guy is someone i like...
in fact... i like it alot.
then today... i was asked to take the bike...
lolx... in future, this kind of things better avoid saying.
Caught the movie 'Lovewrecked'...
super crappy and bimbotic as expected...
oh well... at least it made me laughed (something i missed doing alot)...
((if only i could predict what the future will be... then i wouldn't have fell into the same hole again and again... -teddy-))
(('then what am i dear?'... how was i supposed to answer that? i miss you too dear... you shook my heart once again... -yy-))
oh!... it's already 7.05am... Good morning!
i haven't sleep...
teddy can't see baby in dreamland aldy...
6:23 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
I NEED A RETAIL THERAPY BADLY NOW!
Trepidation is all that i can feel...
personal anxieties accumulating...
i'm starting to feel the workload from school...
tonight, i actually turned down all clubbing offers...
it may sound dumb and unlike me...
but i'm seriously worried that i won't be able to make it to class at 9am tml
and i really want to stay home to do some revision and read some materials.
i'm awfully sensitive to the issue of " _ i _ _ t _ _ _ r _ _ _ s" now.
someday... i know it will all end...
((i want to shop... i need to shop... to lessen all the pain... to get it off my mind...))
12:00 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i can't believe myself...
such things actually made me exclaimed 'YES!" now...
there are too many unhappy things happening...
i guess the only thing that's spurring me on is the little things that make my life easier...
utterance such as "i miss you dear", "thinking about you", "wish you were here"...
used to make me feel assured and blessed...
but now... it only brings a smile to my face...
and stirs me to ponder upon the hidden truth beneath it...
it seems too heavy a statement for me to carry...
i no longer desire for a miracle to happen...
instead i pray for strength...
to keep me strong so i'll be able to withstand any amount of blow i face
and to be able to overcome whatever obstacles that lie ahead of me.
that's the reason why simple things that requires not much mental strength makes my life a happier one.
((when teddy says it's alrite... it simply means she understands...
but it doesn't means she feels ok... and that's when teddy tear.
Teddy knows how to make you happy because teddy is all abt u...))
like she promised... whenever u call out for her in your dreams...
she'll be there in yout dreamland...
the only place where never-ending shore exists...
goodnite baby.
3:36 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I had a wonderous and fulfilling week...
Thursday...
went to school sooo early for 'employee mgt for singapore'...
I made new friends... yay!
They are sooo sweet... gave me hugs and kisses on msn.
Later in the evening...
had assignment at Chevrons with Joreen...
found out it was navy night when we reached there.
oh well... navy got really cute guys... REALLY.
Anyway... joel was there also...
hahaa... apparently those who didn't know we know each other...
thought joel was hooking me up...
but i guess most of his closer friends actually recognises me.
haha... he actually keeps my picture in his wallet.
Friday night...
went to bugis with my sis for shopping...
bumped into gina and joe there...
in the end... we decided to join joe's friends at 'Release' ktv pub for a while.
About one plus... we left the pub...
gina and joe gave me a lift to momo...
went there to meet janice, humbert and his friends.
Sorry bearbear... i didn't mean to turn up sooo late.
oh ya... sexy was there that night too.
We left 4 plus... went back home...
felt superrrrr down.
((Teddy cried to sleep))
The best days of the week was indeed saturday and sunday...
What a sweet end to the week.
A good weekend getaway with a gorgeous guy made all the difference.
Mervyn and i spent our weekend in sentosa
we met up yesterday afternoon and headed to siloso beach.
The first thing we did was to fill our empty stomachs...
so we had dinner at the pizza place along the beach...
The sun was setting then as we feast upon the delectable pizzas
After dinner,
we walked along the beach while looking for lockers to leave our bags...
but couldn't find any at all so we gave up looking.
We went to the shallow waters and walked along there.
As we strolled towards Rasa Sentosa Resort...
we decided to just book a room there so that we could leave our bags there.
Happily, we walked into Rasa lobby... hoping that it's not fully-booked...
unfortunately... we were told by the receptionist that it's over-booked.
Then, we looked at the map for other alternatives...
Coasta Sands resort was the next nearest...
but again there was no available chalets.
Then, we went over to Silosa Beach Resort...
it's a new resort...
Yay! Finally we found a place...
we got the pretty deluxe room...
i love that resort... the classy open glass concept...
what a lovely resort.
After we left our bags in the room...
headed for the beach again...
wanted to find some chillout place..
but the one we wanted was hell packed with caucasians...
there was some event going on.
In the end, we bought drinks from 7-eleven...
crossed over the bridge to the southernmost continent of asia...
sat at the rocks there and talked for a couple of hours.
The next morning...
we had breakfast at the roof garden...
where you can have a perfect view of the sea...
right after that... we went to the beach again...
this time... we crossed the bridge which is floating on the water...
we sat in the middle of the bridge and dangled our legs into the water...
happily splashing the water with our feet...
facing the rock biking event.
After an hour or so... we went to walk along the beach again...
this time we drew loads of stuff on the sand...
then we made a big teddy =)
Soon... it was time to check out of the resort...
went back took our stuff...
we went to sakae sushi for lunch...
we stayed there for almost 5 hours...
just eating and talking.
We left sentosa...
((Teddy is happie...))
9:03 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
i think my life is getting boring...
no longer as happening as before...
that results in my boring posts...
there's nothing much to blog about recently...
other than going out who who who...
clubbing with who who who
working at where where where
and the most frequent one you read about and you'll read more about it is...
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL...
now i dread going to school even more...
cuz my only companion, jiarui is not going to start school this semester
sexy asked if i wanna go shanghai to work...
"International Fashion Week"...
fly off on sep 1...
16 days...
but actual work is only 8 days...
and will be paid... $1k plus
after all said... I HAVE TO STAY IN SG TO STUDY!
i love shopping at shanghai...
janice and summer are going...
sobz... i can't go... i'm so sad =(
oh yah.. if any of you girls are interested...
just lemme know...
if you are HOT/SEXY/PRETTY/SASSY...
the application is open to you...
i can't wait for night to fall...
i can't wait for tomorrow to come...
hope everything will go as planned.
4:22 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
went to meet mervyn today again...
it was his night out from camp for a few hours...
kbox-ing at jurong entertainment...
i was pretty impressed by mervyn and his friends' mannerism...
they ordered lots of alcohol drinks
which was told by the waiter that is included in the complimentary drinks...
then the waiter entered again and informed us that we still have complimentary drinks...
she later explained that she made a mistake in saying that those alcoholic drinks we had were free...
but mervyn and his friends were damn cool about it...
they said.. "oh steady.. den just order the same drinks we ordered earlier... lemon honey, plum juice and green tea"
the typical singaporeans will make a big hoo haa over such trivial issues...
initially, when the waiter admitted it was her mistake...
i was so scared that they would argue,
because i've witnessed many of such instances
and felt totally ashamed to be there during those times.
so i told mervyn what i thought would happen...
then he explained that those drinks are insignificant..
just f.y.i, long island tea, singapore sling... is like charged at $35 per glass...
magarita, snowball, blah~ blah~ were like 10 plus...
if only all singaporeans handle such situations in a similar way...
hahaa...
((Teddy says goodnight...))
1:28 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
oh great i'm stuck in the school library now... (sounds like some nerd)
it's pouring so heavily out there...
i can't leave this stupid school.
can u believe i was on time for my lectures for both days!
and i managed to find my way to school without the map
(because i was afraid tt ppl will laugh at me the moment i take it out)
but i think it's only the case for the first week of school. lolx.
oh ya, bumped into valerie and later emileen in the lecture.
i'm sooo hungry now...
can't wait to go back home...
sucha good weather to sleep...
yesterday...
jiarui and i attended 'Jap philosophy and thoughts'...
omg... we are now having second thoughts about taking that module.
it's a Level 3 module... okok we kei kiang...
but we were left with not much choices to bid...
anyway, the professor kept saying all the chim things...
we couldn't understand a thing...
when the class was circulating the attendance...
i realised we are the only ones from year one...
the others are all in their third n forth year.
Oh man.
anyway.... lesson ended 2 hours earlier...
if not we would have fell asleep in class.
after lesson... met mervyn at THE CATHAY...
brought me to have ice cream at ben and jerry's as promised the day before...
then got the movie tics...
since there was still time...
we made our way to PS for shopping..
mervyn accompanied me into La Senza...
i was choosing which Gs were nice...
he was sooo shy ^.^ ...
after an hour... went back to cathay for our movie.
we had dinner at mr beans...
and lastly, we went to play pool.
poor mervyn had to book in at 2300...
it was past 2200 and we were still at beencoolen st...
so he had to rushed back to simei before heading back to pasir laba camp.
Ooo... i think the sickening rain has stopped...
Off to hail a cab =)
Bye.
((Teddy was happie... Teddy loves strawberry))
12:04 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
OMG... SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW!!!
and i still don't know how to go to school...
this is sooo sad... i have no friends to attend lectures with me =(
think i'll look super kuku sitting alone :hopefully there'll be some cute guys in the lecture... lolx
oh well... at least for the second lecture tmr...
'Japanese Philosophy and Thoughts'
jiarui will be attending with me =)
oh shit... i don't know how to get around in school by the internal bus svc
think i might end up taking cab...
let's see.
the past 2 nights was like a post celebration before sch starts...
on friday night...
MOMO's 1st anniversary...
so janice, summer and i went...
then we met humbert and his group of friends there.
we stayed there till 5am.
i tried to make myself as happie as i could...
at least i know it's always my messages that kept you smiling...
on sat night..
went to liquidroom with moon, max, ben and joy...
goodness me... the crowd was gross to the max...
sorry to say... but the entire place was hell packed with ns guys.
so we left the place at 1...
and headed to taboo as planned...
taboo was hell packed.. of course by gays...
but i swear they are super fun and nice to party with...
jerry wallace carl and eddie were working...
omg... i got super drunk...
i can't remember how i got into the cab...
luckily max and moon were with me...
poor max had to carry me in the end... haha...
and thanks to moon who took care of my stuffs and all...
and i was so drunk that they had to bring me to a hotel...
and both of them stayed with me till the next day...
thanks to them soooo much...
i'm sooooo soooooo sorry for all the trouble...
omg... i can't believe that i puked at 4 different places....
OMG... i hope no one recognise me...
i swear i won't go to river valley to have roti prata anymore...
so freaking embarassing.
all i ask is someone who truly belongs to me and me alone
the timing is never right...
things always end the same way...
afterall, it's just false hope at the end of the road
why must you make teddy cry...
teddy trusted you from the start...
can't you just carry on lying to teddy...
and cuddle her forever like you promised...
tell me what should i do...
to fight my way through?
i'm tired my dear...
teddy needs to rest
((Teddy misses baby too...))
10:04 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
yst night was crazy...
The Cube was launched yst..
the queue was horrendously long as expected...
so met up with moon and her friends...
anyway whahahaaa... with the help of someone...
i managed to get them all in by "CTE" VIP...
then i met up with belle, jolene, ivan, alex and some others...
i didn't dare to trouble the boss to allow them in that way again...
so the last resort was MOMO...
the queue was actually equally long...
but THE CUBE was jammed pack since it's so small...
goodness... i haven't see momo so freaking crowded for a long time...
this time i got 8 of them in straight without queuing and paying at all...
whahaaaa... thanks to that someone...
moon and her friends left THE CUBE cuz it's too pack...
i think they headed to dbl o...
sorry guys...
Mervyn amd Sean came to join me at 1am...
at the time the queue was still superrrr long...
so again with the help of someone...
got them in without queuing and paying...
they were with me until the end...
i swear they are super cute and fun to be with
oh man... i owe him big time...
all in all... i brought 3 groups of friends in...
18 people without queuing and paying
=(... didn't take pics last night...
i hardly get to meet my dear SISs...
i was too busy to enjoy...
running here and there...
sexy was hot__ttt last night...
oh wells...
we left at 4am plus...
mervyn sent me all the way back home...
and i feel so darn guilty.
i think he wouldn't want to send me home next time...
predict the cabfare will probably cost hit $50
central mall to choa chu kang to simei...
(a rough gauge since the other time...
humbert sent me home from zouk then to jurong was already $30 plus...
and the most ex cabfare i ever paid was...
from cck to punggol to zouk... $46 incl. midnight charge)
omg i think i made myself super paiseh last night...
i received a call from someone at 5am plus..
then i thought it was Mervyn cuz i just hang up the phone with him.
Then after talking like 8 minutes...
i realised something was wrong...
cuz the person i was talking to didn't have the accent that Mervyn has.
Still i did not dare to ask.
After some time, i realised it was Daevid...
lolx... hope he doesn't read this.
this morning i woke up... passed by my brother's room...
den i saw this big giantic book lying on my bro's sofa...
i couldn't help but to laugh...
because concidentally,
mervyn and i were joking about Pinocchio's nose early this morning...
so i took these pics with my hp and sent an mms to him...
his reply was "hahaha so cute! All fairy tales are so horny..."
he explained that sleeping beauty's real story...
prince actually had sex with her...
and same goes for red riding hood, the wolf and the grandma.
He had friend who studied this in states.
omg... only if uni here offer such module...
so interesting...
hmmm.. maybe they have...
but not that i know of.
talking about modules...
the bidding of modules is killing me...
the business modules i wanted to bid for initially...
went all the way up to 3000 over points..
now i'm left with not much choices...
i guess i have to take SS and Gen Ed Modules this sem...
and worse... now i think i'll have to study a five day week =(
thurs lesson starts at 9am...
i think i probably have to bring along all my stuffs to club on wed nite...
or maybe i should stay in hostel...
orrrr should i find a cute bf who stays in hostel (provided i am lucky)?
9:20 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
friday night was spent at momo with JANICE...
we met up with HUMBERT and his group of friends.
JAE was there with me yst...
like most of the usual days...
CASH and JACKIE were there.
we left about 4 plus...
MINGCHONG sent me home.
i thought that was the end of my night...
at around 5 plus... when i was about to fall asleep...
SEXYDARLING text me and asked if i was still awake...
so in the end he came to pick me up...
brought me for breakfast...
then we had a long chat in the car till 8am.
i nearly forgot that i had to work on sat
until CASH asked if i had anything on the next day...
at first i happily shook my head...
thinking i could spend the entire day sleeping...
then i paused a while...
and it occurred to me that i have an assignment at warren golf country club.
i was dead beat by the time i tuck in...
it was already 8 plus then...
i had to wake up at 11am to prepare for work.
which means i barely have 3 hrs of sleep..
work starts from 1pm and stretches all the way till 10pm...
7th month ghost festival tournament...
work with LEE PING was good...
the place was relaxing and nice...
went to the golf course...
and we stationed at the 4th pit hole...
so we just had to sit at the table until each time there's a grp's turn
we didn't have to serve by jugs...
all we needed to do was to pass them the tiger cans..
left the course at 6 plus...
den we drove the buggy...
oh no i'm a terrible driver.
7 to 10pm... we did for heinekein...
omg... there was this super cute guy i saw whose style resembles someone...
too bad... his parents were there =(
((happie.nothappie.happie.nothappie...
once again... i failed...
because you shook my heart once again...
what am i to do?))
12:48 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
omg... the modules registration thing was crazy...
met jiarui and husnul at Delifrance in Lot1 to bid for our modules...
we had our lunch there
and by the time we finished it was already 12.40pm...
guess what... open bidding ends at 1pm...
which means we won't be able to see how many points did other people used to place their bid.
At that point of time... i still had no idea how the bidding system works...
and worse... i didn't know what modules i have to take...
i began to panic... and called enlin for help...
so she advised me to take 4 exposure modules...
anyway... it was already 12.56pm then.
So in the end we all bid during close bidding...
and just relied on the simple statistics which was last updated at 1pm.
Then, husnul and jiarui came over to my place...
cuz all our notebook batteries were running low.
These are exposure modules i have bid for:
- Introduction to Economics Analysis
- New Media and Society
- Asia & The Modern World
and the coming monday Round 2A...
i'm gonna try my luck bidding for breath modules:
- Legal environment of Business
- Principles of Marketing
I pray hard that i'll be able to get all the modules i've chosen...
Jiarui says she's going to treat us to Marche if she gets all her modules....
whahahaa... so i'm going to pray for her also.
I'm soooo tired after the whole bidding drama...
didn't know that it could be so draining.
Now i finally understand why someone i knew...
was always stressed up during his modules registration...
Off to beauty sleep... before the night gets started...
5:07 PM
i'll cook for you, feed you and put you to bed...
so like you assured... with your sweetest words...
you'll cuddle me and allow me to melt in your arms...
you'll keep me in your pocket and bring me wherever you go...
2:29 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
today went to school with jiarui and husnul...
went for medical checkup...
everything was quite efficient...
eye test, urine test, blood pressure, see doctor...
except the superrrrrrrr long xray...
the waiting time was more than 2 hours.
during that waiting time...
jiarui and husnul accompanied me for my matriculation...
whahahahahaaaa...
i managed to sneak out from that bloody long queue for the cca thing...
i went to the girl who was in charge of the queue...
waved to her my medical checkup slip...
and explained that i was in the midst of my checkup...
and i needed to leave because it was going to be my turn...
so without much choice... she had to let me off....
whahahaa... and the hundred of students continued to queue.
ohhh.. fransca is best at that.
then, we happily went to subway for lunch.
by the time we finished out meal...
it was almost time for our xray...
for the girls we had to remove our top and undergarment
and was given a big blue paper top...
all the girls there were kinda shy and
were trying to use something to cover their top...
and so i acted like one who will die without my bra
then girl in front of me asked "why you look so shy?"...
lolxhahaa... i almost laughed...
well... those who know me well enough will know the reason
jiarui was like... haha... don't act... you know i know.
while waiting for our turn...
jiarui's strap from her heels snapped off...
she was so desperate for another pair of slippers...
husnul suggested taking his waistband and tie her feet to her slippers...
she dragged her feet everywhere in the waiting room...
i couldn't help but to laugh but i remembered that cheers sells slippers...
she's one lucky girl... the one in school have slippers too.
by the time everything ended...
it was already 6.15pm...
woah... wat a long day we had at school...
i can't believe it... school is starting in less than a week's time...
I DREAD GOING TO SCHOOL!!!
12:53 AM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Tazan can still be quite sexy...
hahahaaaaaaaHahaaaaaHaaaa...
sexydarling came to pick me for supper...
just reached home...
poor dear has to work superrr early tmr...
((lalaalaa... yuan yuan will help you sleep))yuan yuan is gonna be jealous...
cuz sexy is going for some event...
whereby girls will have a chance to bid for him =(
booo hoooo hooo.
your hair...
whahahahaaaahawhahahaaaaaaaaaaa
Hahahaaaaaaaaaaa....haaaaahaaaaaaaaaa
whahahaaaaaahaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahaaa
hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaah
no la.. yuan yuan is just kidding..
dun worry dear...
you are still yuan yuan's sexy...
i mean it =)
4:36 AM
sexy called me just to tell me that i am missed...
and HE HAS CURLY HAIR NOW!...
omg... so cuteeee...
apparently... he curled his hair cuz he's bored with his straight hair...
he says he thinks he look like tazan now...
whahahaaaaa... i can't stop laughing.
and he don't dare to go out tonight because he thinks his hair is ugly.
sexy thinks yuan yuan won't like him anymore... lolx.
nah don't worry dear...
yuan yuan will still like you...
i made new friends in sch today again!
but the sad thing is... still i dun have anyone to spend my break with...
spoke to ben today... and told him i'm in d same fac as him...
hahaa... shall meet up with him soon...
and ask him to intro some cute guys to me...
i want that guy who was in the pageant with him W____ (thanks to agnes who showed me tt site)...
attended my first tutorial today...
it was for a level 2 module....
ok dun ask me why i tk level 2... i have no other choices left...
oh well... i was the only year 1 student there...
but i guess it's fine... cuz everyone seems very nice in the class.
baby made teddy happy today too =)
his messages are my daily potion of happiness...
((yuan yuan is happie, so is teddy...))
12:49 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Taking a mini-break from my revision...
so i decide to blog about something...
i'm super envious of my sis right at this moment...
i just did her a small favour...
went down to my house gate to pick up a surprise present left by her bf a few minutes ago...
though the pressie was nothing expensive...
but it was his sincerity and effort that impressed me...
a packet of mixed and picked sweets... sushi and a letter
awwwwwww... so sweet_tttt.
hey yining... u know what to do ah...
share that packet of sweets with me... haha
the price of making me walk down and walk up for you.
i'm too easily contented and too easy to adore...
simple things like these makes me tear...
but isn't it the thoughts that count?
why can't i be a lucky girl like my sis...
instead of getting pressies...
i'm always the one buying pressies...
Showering the ones i love with all that i could afford...
as long as it brings a smile to their faces makes me happy too.
Just 2 days ago...
i bought $20 over dollars worth of sweets for someone
but i've yet pass him the stuff...
and i don't even know when will i be able to pass these to him.
i know i'm a bit ridiculous...
he'll probably get diabetes after eating all those...
but the sweets actually represent more than what it seems to anyone else.
so hopefully... it will make that someone happy.
((baby... i know what you said was all out to make teddy smile...
i know you tried your best... i really appreciate that...
but beneath that... teddy was really really hurt...
somehow i wished you didn't tell me those...))
11:28 PM
On thursday...
right after lesson...
i went for my long awaited retail therapy...
lasted for 8 hours... from 1 to 9 plus pm...
these are what i got =)
On Friday...
went to APB itself for work...
but it was quite relaxing...
cuz we were there for the cycle briefing for APB staff...
6 of us wore for different brands...
2 brand ambassadors for each brand...
Erdinger, ABC and Barons
yea... so joreen and i wore the Erdinger dress...
And here comes the night...
like any other friday night...
gina, janice, summer and i headed to momo...
Yesterday evening...
met up with kenny for dinner, movie and pool...
i refused to get on the bike when he came to pick me up...
so in the end i forced him to take the cab with me... whahahaa...
not that i didn't dare... but i didn't want my hair to get messy...
moreover i was wearing a dress.
sidetrack abit... just early yst morning...
after clubbing... 4 of us were just talking about riding bike...
i happily said i don't mind taking if the guy is someone i like...
in fact... i like it alot.
then today... i was asked to take the bike...
lolx... in future, this kind of things better avoid saying.
Caught the movie 'Lovewrecked'...
super crappy and bimbotic as expected...
oh well... at least it made me laughed (something i missed doing alot)...
((if only i could predict what the future will be... then i wouldn't have fell into the same hole again and again... -teddy-))
(('then what am i dear?'... how was i supposed to answer that? i miss you too dear... you shook my heart once again... -yy-))
oh!... it's already 7.05am... Good morning!
i haven't sleep...
teddy can't see baby in dreamland aldy...
6:23 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
I NEED A RETAIL THERAPY BADLY NOW!
Trepidation is all that i can feel...
personal anxieties accumulating...
i'm starting to feel the workload from school...
tonight, i actually turned down all clubbing offers...
it may sound dumb and unlike me...
but i'm seriously worried that i won't be able to make it to class at 9am tml
and i really want to stay home to do some revision and read some materials.
i'm awfully sensitive to the issue of " _ i _ _ t _ _ _ r _ _ _ s" now.
someday... i know it will all end...
((i want to shop... i need to shop... to lessen all the pain... to get it off my mind...))
12:00 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i can't believe myself...
such things actually made me exclaimed 'YES!" now...
there are too many unhappy things happening...
i guess the only thing that's spurring me on is the little things that make my life easier...
utterance such as "i miss you dear", "thinking about you", "wish you were here"...
used to make me feel assured and blessed...
but now... it only brings a smile to my face...
and stirs me to ponder upon the hidden truth beneath it...
it seems too heavy a statement for me to carry...
i no longer desire for a miracle to happen...
instead i pray for strength...
to keep me strong so i'll be able to withstand any amount of blow i face
and to be able to overcome whatever obstacles that lie ahead of me.
that's the reason why simple things that requires not much mental strength makes my life a happier one.
((when teddy says it's alrite... it simply means she understands...
but it doesn't means she feels ok... and that's when teddy tear.
Teddy knows how to make you happy because teddy is all abt u...))
like she promised... whenever u call out for her in your dreams...
she'll be there in yout dreamland...
the only place where never-ending shore exists...
goodnite baby.
3:36 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I had a wonderous and fulfilling week...
Thursday...
went to school sooo early for 'employee mgt for singapore'...
I made new friends... yay!
They are sooo sweet... gave me hugs and kisses on msn.
Later in the evening...
had assignment at Chevrons with Joreen...
found out it was navy night when we reached there.
oh well... navy got really cute guys... REALLY.
Anyway... joel was there also...
hahaa... apparently those who didn't know we know each other...
thought joel was hooking me up...
but i guess most of his closer friends actually recognises me.
haha... he actually keeps my picture in his wallet.
Friday night...
went to bugis with my sis for shopping...
bumped into gina and joe there...
in the end... we decided to join joe's friends at 'Release' ktv pub for a while.
About one plus... we left the pub...
gina and joe gave me a lift to momo...
went there to meet janice, humbert and his friends.
Sorry bearbear... i didn't mean to turn up sooo late.
oh ya... sexy was there that night too.
We left 4 plus... went back home...
felt superrrrr down.
((Teddy cried to sleep))
The best days of the week was indeed saturday and sunday...
What a sweet end to the week.
A good weekend getaway with a gorgeous guy made all the difference.
Mervyn and i spent our weekend in sentosa
we met up yesterday afternoon and headed to siloso beach.
The first thing we did was to fill our empty stomachs...
so we had dinner at the pizza place along the beach...
The sun was setting then as we feast upon the delectable pizzas
After dinner,
we walked along the beach while looking for lockers to leave our bags...
but couldn't find any at all so we gave up looking.
We went to the shallow waters and walked along there.
As we strolled towards Rasa Sentosa Resort...
we decided to just book a room there so that we could leave our bags there.
Happily, we walked into Rasa lobby... hoping that it's not fully-booked...
unfortunately... we were told by the receptionist that it's over-booked.
Then, we looked at the map for other alternatives...
Coasta Sands resort was the next nearest...
but again there was no available chalets.
Then, we went over to Silosa Beach Resort...
it's a new resort...
Yay! Finally we found a place...
we got the pretty deluxe room...
i love that resort... the classy open glass concept...
what a lovely resort.
After we left our bags in the room...
headed for the beach again...
wanted to find some chillout place..
but the one we wanted was hell packed with caucasians...
there was some event going on.
In the end, we bought drinks from 7-eleven...
crossed over the bridge to the southernmost continent of asia...
sat at the rocks there and talked for a couple of hours.
The next morning...
we had breakfast at the roof garden...
where you can have a perfect view of the sea...
right after that... we went to the beach again...
this time... we crossed the bridge which is floating on the water...
we sat in the middle of the bridge and dangled our legs into the water...
happily splashing the water with our feet...
facing the rock biking event.
After an hour or so... we went to walk along the beach again...
this time we drew loads of stuff on the sand...
then we made a big teddy =)
Soon... it was time to check out of the resort...
went back took our stuff...
we went to sakae sushi for lunch...
we stayed there for almost 5 hours...
just eating and talking.
We left sentosa...
((Teddy is happie...))
9:03 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
i think my life is getting boring...
no longer as happening as before...
that results in my boring posts...
there's nothing much to blog about recently...
other than going out who who who...
clubbing with who who who
working at where where where
and the most frequent one you read about and you'll read more about it is...
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL...
now i dread going to school even more...
cuz my only companion, jiarui is not going to start school this semester
sexy asked if i wanna go shanghai to work...
"International Fashion Week"...
fly off on sep 1...
16 days...
but actual work is only 8 days...
and will be paid... $1k plus
after all said... I HAVE TO STAY IN SG TO STUDY!
i love shopping at shanghai...
janice and summer are going...
sobz... i can't go... i'm so sad =(
oh yah.. if any of you girls are interested...
just lemme know...
if you are HOT/SEXY/PRETTY/SASSY...
the application is open to you...
i can't wait for night to fall...
i can't wait for tomorrow to come...
hope everything will go as planned.
4:22 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
went to meet mervyn today again...
it was his night out from camp for a few hours...
kbox-ing at jurong entertainment...
i was pretty impressed by mervyn and his friends' mannerism...
they ordered lots of alcohol drinks
which was told by the waiter that is included in the complimentary drinks...
then the waiter entered again and informed us that we still have complimentary drinks...
she later explained that she made a mistake in saying that those alcoholic drinks we had were free...
but mervyn and his friends were damn cool about it...
they said.. "oh steady.. den just order the same drinks we ordered earlier... lemon honey, plum juice and green tea"
the typical singaporeans will make a big hoo haa over such trivial issues...
initially, when the waiter admitted it was her mistake...
i was so scared that they would argue,
because i've witnessed many of such instances
and felt totally ashamed to be there during those times.
so i told mervyn what i thought would happen...
then he explained that those drinks are insignificant..
just f.y.i, long island tea, singapore sling... is like charged at $35 per glass...
magarita, snowball, blah~ blah~ were like 10 plus...
if only all singaporeans handle such situations in a similar way...
hahaa...
((Teddy says goodnight...))
1:28 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
oh great i'm stuck in the school library now... (sounds like some nerd)
it's pouring so heavily out there...
i can't leave this stupid school.
can u believe i was on time for my lectures for both days!
and i managed to find my way to school without the map
(because i was afraid tt ppl will laugh at me the moment i take it out)
but i think it's only the case for the first week of school. lolx.
oh ya, bumped into valerie and later emileen in the lecture.
i'm sooo hungry now...
can't wait to go back home...
sucha good weather to sleep...
yesterday...
jiarui and i attended 'Jap philosophy and thoughts'...
omg... we are now having second thoughts about taking that module.
it's a Level 3 module... okok we kei kiang...
but we were left with not much choices to bid...
anyway, the professor kept saying all the chim things...
we couldn't understand a thing...
when the class was circulating the attendance...
i realised we are the only ones from year one...
the others are all in their third n forth year.
Oh man.
anyway.... lesson ended 2 hours earlier...
if not we would have fell asleep in class.
after lesson... met mervyn at THE CATHAY...
brought me to have ice cream at ben and jerry's as promised the day before...
then got the movie tics...
since there was still time...
we made our way to PS for shopping..
mervyn accompanied me into La Senza...
i was choosing which Gs were nice...
he was sooo shy ^.^ ...
after an hour... went back to cathay for our movie.
we had dinner at mr beans...
and lastly, we went to play pool.
poor mervyn had to book in at 2300...
it was past 2200 and we were still at beencoolen st...
so he had to rushed back to simei before heading back to pasir laba camp.
Ooo... i think the sickening rain has stopped...
Off to hail a cab =)
Bye.
((Teddy was happie... Teddy loves strawberry))
12:04 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
OMG... SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW!!!
and i still don't know how to go to school...
this is sooo sad... i have no friends to attend lectures with me =(
think i'll look super kuku sitting alone :hopefully there'll be some cute guys in the lecture... lolx
oh well... at least for the second lecture tmr...
'Japanese Philosophy and Thoughts'
jiarui will be attending with me =)
oh shit... i don't know how to get around in school by the internal bus svc
think i might end up taking cab...
let's see.
the past 2 nights was like a post celebration before sch starts...
on friday night...
MOMO's 1st anniversary...
so janice, summer and i went...
then we met humbert and his group of friends there.
we stayed there till 5am.
i tried to make myself as happie as i could...
at least i know it's always my messages that kept you smiling...
on sat night..
went to liquidroom with moon, max, ben and joy...
goodness me... the crowd was gross to the max...
sorry to say... but the entire place was hell packed with ns guys.
so we left the place at 1...
and headed to taboo as planned...
taboo was hell packed.. of course by gays...
but i swear they are super fun and nice to party with...
jerry wallace carl and eddie were working...
omg... i got super drunk...
i can't remember how i got into the cab...
luckily max and moon were with me...
poor max had to carry me in the end... haha...
and thanks to moon who took care of my stuffs and all...
and i was so drunk that they had to bring me to a hotel...
and both of them stayed with me till the next day...
thanks to them soooo much...
i'm sooooo soooooo sorry for all the trouble...
omg... i can't believe that i puked at 4 different places....
OMG... i hope no one recognise me...
i swear i won't go to river valley to have roti prata anymore...
so freaking embarassing.
all i ask is someone who truly belongs to me and me alone
the timing is never right...
things always end the same way...
afterall, it's just false hope at the end of the road
why must you make teddy cry...
teddy trusted you from the start...
can't you just carry on lying to teddy...
and cuddle her forever like you promised...
tell me what should i do...
to fight my way through?
i'm tired my dear...
teddy needs to rest
((Teddy misses baby too...))
10:04 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
yst night was crazy...
The Cube was launched yst..
the queue was horrendously long as expected...
so met up with moon and her friends...
anyway whahahaaa... with the help of someone...
i managed to get them all in by "CTE" VIP...
then i met up with belle, jolene, ivan, alex and some others...
i didn't dare to trouble the boss to allow them in that way again...
so the last resort was MOMO...
the queue was actually equally long...
but THE CUBE was jammed pack since it's so small...
goodness... i haven't see momo so freaking crowded for a long time...
this time i got 8 of them in straight without queuing and paying at all...
whahaaaa... thanks to that someone...
moon and her friends left THE CUBE cuz it's too pack...
i think they headed to dbl o...
sorry guys...
Mervyn amd Sean came to join me at 1am...
at the time the queue was still superrrr long...
so again with the help of someone...
got them in without queuing and paying...
they were with me until the end...
i swear they are super cute and fun to be with
oh man... i owe him big time...
all in all... i brought 3 groups of friends in...
18 people without queuing and paying
=(... didn't take pics last night...
i hardly get to meet my dear SISs...
i was too busy to enjoy...
running here and there...
sexy was hot__ttt last night...
oh wells...
we left at 4am plus...
mervyn sent me all the way back home...
and i feel so darn guilty.
i think he wouldn't want to send me home next time...
predict the cabfare will probably cost hit $50
central mall to choa chu kang to simei...
(a rough gauge since the other time...
humbert sent me home from zouk then to jurong was already $30 plus...
and the most ex cabfare i ever paid was...
from cck to punggol to zouk... $46 incl. midnight charge)
omg i think i made myself super paiseh last night...
i received a call from someone at 5am plus..
then i thought it was Mervyn cuz i just hang up the phone with him.
Then after talking like 8 minutes...
i realised something was wrong...
cuz the person i was talking to didn't have the accent that Mervyn has.
Still i did not dare to ask.
After some time, i realised it was Daevid...
lolx... hope he doesn't read this.
this morning i woke up... passed by my brother's room...
den i saw this big giantic book lying on my bro's sofa...
i couldn't help but to laugh...
because concidentally,
mervyn and i were joking about Pinocchio's nose early this morning...
so i took these pics with my hp and sent an mms to him...
his reply was "hahaha so cute! All fairy tales are so horny..."
he explained that sleeping beauty's real story...
prince actually had sex with her...
and same goes for red riding hood, the wolf and the grandma.
He had friend who studied this in states.
omg... only if uni here offer such module...
so interesting...
hmmm.. maybe they have...
but not that i know of.
talking about modules...
the bidding of modules is killing me...
the business modules i wanted to bid for initially...
went all the way up to 3000 over points..
now i'm left with not much choices...
i guess i have to take SS and Gen Ed Modules this sem...
and worse... now i think i'll have to study a five day week =(
thurs lesson starts at 9am...
i think i probably have to bring along all my stuffs to club on wed nite...
or maybe i should stay in hostel...
orrrr should i find a cute bf who stays in hostel (provided i am lucky)?
9:20 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
friday night was spent at momo with JANICE...
we met up with HUMBERT and his group of friends.
JAE was there with me yst...
like most of the usual days...
CASH and JACKIE were there.
we left about 4 plus...
MINGCHONG sent me home.
i thought that was the end of my night...
at around 5 plus... when i was about to fall asleep...
SEXYDARLING text me and asked if i was still awake...
so in the end he came to pick me up...
brought me for breakfast...
then we had a long chat in the car till 8am.
i nearly forgot that i had to work on sat
until CASH asked if i had anything on the next day...
at first i happily shook my head...
thinking i could spend the entire day sleeping...
then i paused a while...
and it occurred to me that i have an assignment at warren golf country club.
i was dead beat by the time i tuck in...
it was already 8 plus then...
i had to wake up at 11am to prepare for work.
which means i barely have 3 hrs of sleep..
work starts from 1pm and stretches all the way till 10pm...
7th month ghost festival tournament...
work with LEE PING was good...
the place was relaxing and nice...
went to the golf course...
and we stationed at the 4th pit hole...
so we just had to sit at the table until each time there's a grp's turn
we didn't have to serve by jugs...
all we needed to do was to pass them the tiger cans..
left the course at 6 plus...
den we drove the buggy...
oh no i'm a terrible driver.
7 to 10pm... we did for heinekein...
omg... there was this super cute guy i saw whose style resembles someone...
too bad... his parents were there =(
((happie.nothappie.happie.nothappie...
once again... i failed...
because you shook my heart once again...
what am i to do?))
12:48 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
omg... the modules registration thing was crazy...
met jiarui and husnul at Delifrance in Lot1 to bid for our modules...
we had our lunch there
and by the time we finished it was already 12.40pm...
guess what... open bidding ends at 1pm...
which means we won't be able to see how many points did other people used to place their bid.
At that point of time... i still had no idea how the bidding system works...
and worse... i didn't know what modules i have to take...
i began to panic... and called enlin for help...
so she advised me to take 4 exposure modules...
anyway... it was already 12.56pm then.
So in the end we all bid during close bidding...
and just relied on the simple statistics which was last updated at 1pm.
Then, husnul and jiarui came over to my place...
cuz all our notebook batteries were running low.
These are exposure modules i have bid for:
- Introduction to Economics Analysis
- New Media and Society
- Asia & The Modern World
and the coming monday Round 2A...
i'm gonna try my luck bidding for breath modules:
- Legal environment of Business
- Principles of Marketing
I pray hard that i'll be able to get all the modules i've chosen...
Jiarui says she's going to treat us to Marche if she gets all her modules....
whahahaa... so i'm going to pray for her also.
I'm soooo tired after the whole bidding drama...
didn't know that it could be so draining.
Now i finally understand why someone i knew...
was always stressed up during his modules registration...
Off to beauty sleep... before the night gets started...
5:07 PM
i'll cook for you, feed you and put you to bed...
so like you assured... with your sweetest words...
you'll cuddle me and allow me to melt in your arms...
you'll keep me in your pocket and bring me wherever you go...
2:29 AM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
today went to school with jiarui and husnul...
went for medical checkup...
everything was quite efficient...
eye test, urine test, blood pressure, see doctor...
except the superrrrrrrr long xray...
the waiting time was more than 2 hours.
during that waiting time...
jiarui and husnul accompanied me for my matriculation...
whahahahahaaaa...
i managed to sneak out from that bloody long queue for the cca thing...
i went to the girl who was in charge of the queue...
waved to her my medical checkup slip...
and explained that i was in the midst of my checkup...
and i needed to leave because it was going to be my turn...
so without much choice... she had to let me off....
whahahaa... and the hundred of students continued to queue.
ohhh.. fransca is best at that.
then, we happily went to subway for lunch.
by the time we finished out meal...
it was almost time for our xray...
for the girls we had to remove our top and undergarment
and was given a big blue paper top...
all the girls there were kinda shy and
were trying to use something to cover their top...
and so i acted like one who will die without my bra
then girl in front of me asked "why you look so shy?"...
lolxhahaa... i almost laughed...
well... those who know me well enough will know the reason
jiarui was like... haha... don't act... you know i know.
while waiting for our turn...
jiarui's strap from her heels snapped off...
she was so desperate for another pair of slippers...
husnul suggested taking his waistband and tie her feet to her slippers...
she dragged her feet everywhere in the waiting room...
i couldn't help but to laugh but i remembered that cheers sells slippers...
she's one lucky girl... the one in school have slippers too.
by the time everything ended...
it was already 6.15pm...
woah... wat a long day we had at school...
i can't believe it... school is starting in less than a week's time...
I DREAD GOING TO SCHOOL!!!
12:53 AM
