Fransca's Love Diary

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

is a pleasant mood today!

this morning... i opened my eyes...
mervyn's msg started my pretty day...

i planned to devote my entire day to an assignment.
when i realised that the assignment was so difficult...
the only word in my mind was "DIE".
and worse of all the dateline is this friday.
i totally had no idea how to go about doing it...
and i had no one to consult cos i didn't interact much in tt module.
it's a level 2 module... and i was the only year 1.
so i called ben... he was soooo damn nice...
he took the module before...
and volunteer to help me ask around his friends
to see if they still have their assignment.
Thanks Ben!

But anyway... i've dropped that module today...
i was rather happy when i found out that i can still drop the module at this point of time without affecting my CAP...
but the penalty is that the module will be graded "W"...
however, i can request for waiver of penalty =)

since i was in pretty good mood... i wanted to be in a good shape too...
went to jog on the threadmill and did the usual workout routine.
Went for dinner...
then came back to my com...
and saw this from sexy...

It brought a smile to my face instantly =)

See.. isn't it so easy to make me happy?

10:43 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Out of the blue...
i'm missing someone dearly...
it's YOU i miss...
it has been a longgggg time...

-littlegal misses you loads-

1:02 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

OMG... i'm so dead... it's 4.30am...
and i have yet to complete studying for my history test...
7 chapter plus 6 tutorial readings... and the entire Asia Map
i can't finish!!!! total MADNESS...
couldn't believe i could actually sit still at my dining table
and studied from 8pm all the way to 4.15pm... i swear... NO BREAK.
And before that i was on the threadmill and using the gym ball...
from 7 to 7.45 pm...
until jimmy called and said he was going to drop by to pass me the FHM...
so i quickly took my shower...
then did a little facial... cleanser, scrub, mask, toner, moisturiser.
I'm so freaking tired now... but I don't think i'm not going to sleep at all...
i'm gonna force myself to continue study till 7.30am...
and start preparing to go to school.
Tmr lesson starts from 10am and stretch all the way till 6pm.
I haven't do my economics tutorial!!!...
omg... i'm lagging in econs sooo much... someone pls help!
Actually i have assignment at some major goverment event at Esplanade tmr...
which i promised a few weeks ago...
but Molly say i have to reach at 5pm...
which is impossible cos my test only ends at 5pm.
Oh well.. in a way.. i have an excuse for not working...
if not i'll probably faint during the event.

the only thing that is keeping me going everyday...
is his lovely messages...
though it's so simple.. but i feel so blessed =)

((hey jimmy.. thanks for dropping by to pass me the mag...
thankssssss sooooooo much! Argh... THOSE PICS!.. makes my blood boils))

4:29 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Sunday, September 17, 2006

See how sickening he can be...
he has a way in controlling my emotions...
made me upset already...
then sent me one mms... and asked me "nice?"
ARGH!... can believe it actually worked on me.

((oh yah... rui... tt's the closest so far...
no glasses.. but shades can? hahaa.))

12:15 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Last night, I was at momo with gina, janice, summer, stella and michelle...
It's been sucha long time since i dance with gina till closing...
Somehow, I'm glad that the best thing God has given me is friends.
Friends who will never do anything to hurt you or make you cry.
With this, I know I can be strong...
and i know i don't need a man in my life at this momemt of time to make me happy.

History tutor asked me to drop him a mail which answer 4 qns...
2 of which are these...

Favourite book: "Shanghai Baby" by Wei Hui
Favourite movie: "Love me, if you dare"

I was hesitating what to put as my favourite book...
3 books were on my mind...
the first was "Three in a Bed"
the second was "Catch Him and Keep Him"
the third was "Shanghai Baby"... (click on it)

then, i decided to go with the last one although it wasn't my top favourite...
at least it's the safest choice...
even though it has some sexual content.

And then, comes the movie part,
I couldn't really remember what i've watched...
and which were my favourites...
So i read through my past blog entries briefly...
den i found my favourite...

[p/s: videos can only be watched using IE browser]

Not only did I find the two main casts amazingly lively but also the plot itself conveys the unspoken complexities of true love. Often times you keep it deep inside your heart unrevealed. The indepth meaning of love was truly defined in "Love me if you dare." The childhood love of two to the mature lives of the two lovers was truly a magnificant adventure of romance and epic meaning.

1:46 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Friday, September 15, 2006

i went to dye my hair again!
and i tried ash this time =)
on wed... i was down at the hair studio at 10am...
and my hair was only done by 5pm.
7 hours of process and waiting...
Had a terrible headache was lasted until the next morning.

Thurs went to this pirated shop...
during tutorial... my course mates told me abt the shop...
they were like scaring me with their experience of seeing people handcuff at pirated shops...
after lesson... elizabeth brought me to that pirated shop...
whahahaaaaa... and got some software dvds there.
So brave huh.
i'm going to bring my xbox to mod also =)
ohno... midterms test and project deadlines are round the corner...
yet i'm starting to get addicted to games.

i hate everything about my macbook now...
so troublesome... this cannot that cannot...
cannot watch webcast... cannot watch porn (nah.. i was just kidding la)...
need to get Mac office before i can open all my notes.
And i want to get adobe photoshop too.
Apple is too smart... all Mac pirated Cds does not work.
damn i regret not getting a windows os lappie...
if i had... den all my softwares for my desktop would be applicable for my lappie.
Can u believe even Windows X64 is available in the pirated shop aldy?
Argh... shouldn't have bought that sickening genuine microsoft windows xp pro cd....
it's more than 30 times the price of a pirated version =(

Ok... anyway...
despite complaining abt my macbook...
there's still one function tt is able to entertain me...
the iSight... self-entertain...

1:25 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

It's 3am plus...
oh man... i just completed 3 new segments in my blog...
have been spending hours sitting in front of the com...
using macromedia dreamweaver and flash...

Anyway... notice the 3 new blinking flowers below the butterflies?
yeah... so the 3 new added segments are:

My Favourite Links
Important Dates to Remember
Music Video of the Day

3:13 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Monday, September 11, 2006

!@#$%^&* !@#$%^&* !@#$%^&*

I GOT SERIOUS PMS TODAY!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Damnit... i can't control my mood the entire day...

Kept whining and feeling angry with myself!

Everything is making me pissed...

Stupid lecturer spoilt my day...
kept talking common sense stuff...
i can't help but to say this...
lecturers in uni can't teach for nuts...
poly lecturers can teach like billion times better...
they give brilliant examples that help us to understand and see a clearer view...
as for uni lecturers... they practically read off from the slides...
and just interpret the meaning...
f*cking hell... they think we are stupid or what!...
might as well ask us to read the dictionary.
best of all... didn't they learn that the powerpoint points should be concise...
the sickening sociology lecturer practically copy and paste chunks and chunks into the slides...
and read of from there...
might as well stay home and read the textbook...
i think even more effective.
what pisses me off is...
she's so damn bloody lazy to upload the lecture notes into the IVLE beforehand...
she only uploads like a few mins before lecture starts..
so damn irresponsible.

PHEW~...
pardon me for ranting on and on...
i'm in a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bad mood.

it was so terrible that...
i left that lecture an hour early...
went to holland v with elizabeth...
she was so damn nice...
cos both of us were having monday blues...
then poor her tried ways to help me get rid of my pms...
went to have laksa at holland v...
den i finally saw a burner that i like from a designer's shop...
i bought it hoping that it will help me to relax...
then she bought me chocolate pastry.

Then i came home...
dripped lavender oil into the burner and let it burn...
played my favourite CD.. "Emi Fujita- Camomile Blend"...
and went to take a nap...
the next moment i woke up...
i realised my burner turned black with yellow stains.
DAMNIT... my mood was worse...
spent so much $$ on the burner...
then i can't remove the yellow stain.
WHAT A BAD DAY!

There were only 2 things that made my day a better one...

First was sexy's morning call...
thanks to sexydarling's morning call...
i was able to made it for lecture the 2nd time in 5 weeks...
meaning that i skipped the past 3 lectures.
Amazing right... and i tell u something even more astonishing...
it's the second time i ever took a train to school! LOL.

Second was Mervyn's messages...
he tried all ways to make me laugh...
Doc Mervyn Chia's prescription for me was...
"2 tablets of gentle kisses 3 times a day,
1 spoonful of hugs twice a day,
and 3 shots of baby's breath"
Then he sent me an MMS which made me smile...

mervyn's lil' teddy is sooo cute...
lil' teddy did a split...

Look at my lil' teddy... so lazy and greedy...
lil' teddy loves strawberry pocky...

OMG...
can someone please help me!
i can't control my emotions!
Something is really wrong with me!

9:29 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Sunday, September 10, 2006

omg... yuan yuan miss sexy...

sexy is so sweet...
he's going to give me wake up call tomorrow morning
to make sure i will be in time for lesson...
whahahaaaaa...
so i die die also must wake up tomorrow and make it for lecture

11:10 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Saturday, September 09, 2006

caught the midnight movie "Art of the Devil 2" at Marina Square...
honestly... it wasn't really scary...
even though i hid behind mervyn's shoulder several times...
but considering the fact that i freak out easily.

after the movie...
we walked to esplanade..
but the ambience yst wasn't exactly what we expected it to be.
so we headed back where we intended to stay for the nite...
M Hotel... we got Room 1417 with the harbour view...
but there was a stupid big building that spoilt the view...
nonetheless it was still quite pleasant as the room was rather spacious.

this afternoon... we checked out of the hotel
and headed to where we planned... CHINATOWN.
went there to walk walk see see and eat eat.
the weather was scorching hot...
so we went for push cart dessert..
2 cOcOnUts and 2 bowls of iCe jeLLy...
Oooooooooo... having cold dessert in sucha a hot weather was good.

After dessert... we went to search for massage parlour...
then we saw the board "Traditional Aroma Massage"...
hmmm... sounds pretty decent...
so we walked up the stairs and went into the massage parlour....
filled our particulars... paid for it...
then we were led to separate rooms =(
at that point of time... we thought...
mmm... doesn't seem as ~~clean~~ as what we thought...
cuz the normal ones are usually in the same room.
Anyway... mervyn got the younger and prettier girl...
and i got the 50 yr old plus auntie -.- !!!!!!!!
ARGH!.. the prettier girl told me she must do for mervyn...
which i still dun understand why.
whahahaaaa... he fell asleep... so the girl couldn't do anything...
but she climbed over his back, sat on him and massage him... ANGRY!
oh well the auntie did that to me also...
but didn't sit on me lo... if not i would probably be squashed to death.
hahaa... i think they do provide special services...
heard gigglings from other room =p

after an hour of massage...
we continued to walked around chinatown...
but there wasn't anything much to walk already...
so we decided to head to LOT 1 to play arcade...
we played so many games...
hahahaaaaa.... but lost most of them...
nevertheless... it was so darn fun...
cos we kept laughing and laughing...
bubblepuzzle, mario racing, baby let's go, bashi bishi(dunno 'e exact name),
army shooting, soft toy machine, crazy taxi, basketball..............

went to Pizza Hut for dinner...
we ordered the new "Triple Chicken Cheesy Bites"...
doesn't really as good as what it seems...
we sat there for a long long time.

left the restaurant...
den mervyn told me 4 girls that were sitting behind me were checking him out...
idiotic... left already then tell me...
then later we had to turn back to the taxi stand...
so i said i want to see the 4 girls.
When we walked past...
one of the girls saw... then quickly told the others...
then the 4 of them turned immediately and looked at mervyn...
apparently they realised we noticed them.
so they were quite embarrassed...
too bad... lolxhahahaaaa... "he's mine".

everything went as planned a few days back...
movie.night.chinatown.arcade.
the day ended... mervyn sent me back...
Can't wait for the next activity...
it's already up in our mnd =)

Till then.

((teddy had a great time... so did lil' teddy...))

10:29 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

after a bottle of wine... my eyes turn watery *.*
1st Sept 2006

10:26 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Down with sore throat and flu.. sobz...
dragged myself to get out of the house on wed...
coz my darling annabelle specially end work earlier to spend time with me...
so we went to Bugis for shopping.
After shopping...
went to C.A.N Cafe...
which used to be our fav place to rot at...
to drink and talk.
It's always so nice having her around...
making me laugh and telling me all kinds of stuff.

On Thursday... so damn stupid...
i went all the way to school...
carrying my lappie just for history tutorial...
cuz i dunno which readings to print...
bUTTTTT i was late for half an hour...
so i didn't dare to enter the class.
In the end, i only attended 45 mins of lesson...
New Media n Society tutorial.
The worse is the tutor only taught for 10 mins...
the rest was group discussion time...
and we were chatting about personal stuff.
After lesson.. i had to make a trip to Bugis again...
cuz lil' teddy was gonna meet teddy there.
Carried that freaking heavy lappie and a super heavy bag...
walked Bugis for 7 hours. Madness.
Still it didn't deter my shopping power... managed to get...
2 belts. 2 shades, 1 bag, 4 teddies, Leg Avenue lingerie, and something naughty...
whahaaa.

1:00 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Drenched in beer...
assignment at Tanjong Gul Camp with Felicia...
the army re-service guys were ridiculously insane...
out of the 200 cans of beers...
at least 50 cans were used for "bathing"...
first... they forced us to stand on the table...
which we refused for a long time...
until they agreed to move away from us...
next they wanted us to walk through them and pour the beer on them...
then felicia was clever enough to say that we could spray the beer from where we were standing.
later, they had the beer competition btw the officers and men group...
the team that lost had to strip everything except their underwear...
and they had to catwalk and pole dance one by one...
felicia and i was forced to hold the pole...
poor felicia got hit by the pole.
In that entire drama... we were totally soaked in beer...
of course i was in a extreme foul mood.
I was already feeling very sick before i went to work...
down with sore throat, cough, flu and headache...
yet i was caught in the "beer"...
it was beyond unbearable.
Should have listened to Mervyn...
cos he persuaded me not to work as i was sick...
but he ended approving it because i promised i won't drink.
In the end.. it was worse than expected =(
Anyway... i will avoid returning to that camp again.

11:20 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Monday, September 04, 2006

She made her decision last night..
and finally had the courage to say it...
but he held her back...
what should she do now?

She cried the whole night...
thinking will teddy's non-existence make everything simpler
but everything seems in a mess now...

((Can she continue to hold on?
Should teddy continue to make you smile?))

"o Lord, wad have i done?
Is this a test of time...
or do i have to run?"
-QuotedfromBaby-

1:38 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Tied down with weariness from both bodily and mental exertion
the weekend has been a long and depressing one...
one that contain only tears and no laughters...

on friday night...
i was at momo with janice...
the music was bad... the crowd was worse...
and something made me felt totally powerless.
i hate it when i feel so vulnerable to emotional injury...
and i hate it even more when i can't take control of my heart.
i couldn't contain all those tears within me.

saturday...
met up with joreen and two of her friends...
then we went to Villa Bali to chill...
after which i suggested heading to Labrador Park...
we sat there and chat till 3 plus.
i guess the sea will always be my favourite confider...
one that quietly listens to all my troubles...
even though it can't perform miracles...
at least... it was able to give me peace within my soul.

today... work at comex...
it was a last minute assignment...
steff called me at 11 am...
and asked if i could work today...
so i jumped up from my bed...
got prepared and rushed down to expo by cab.
I was assigned to Logitech...
coindentally... 4 of my sec sch friends,
chong bin, victor, ivan and fabian,
were promoters for logitech.
Pretty surprised they actually remembers me.

My throat hurts like hell now...
must be the lie i made a few days back to reject an assignment...
just to spend time with someone...
oh well... who cares about my throat.

((i waited and waited... but still there was no answer to my prayer...
why does things always have to turn out the same way?...))

11:15 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Saturday, September 02, 2006

by Princess Love

(edited)

Loving you is never easy
I knew it from the start
I tried to run away as far as i can
But I ended up giving you my heart

The first time our eyes met
It engaged in an intense gaze
You swept me off my feet with just one look
And I was simply amazed

It was your charm I fell for
Your sweetness I couldnt resist
I have been in love before
But nothing compares to this

Secret lovers is what we are
Trying hard to hide it from the world
We shouldnt be together we both know
Its the burning passion we just cant let go

Sitting at home I do nothing all day
I think about you and the things I would say
Hoping you would text me whenever you had time
I wait anxiously as i held my phone

Sneaking out to meet you at times
When you come late I worry if you are fine
Staring at the window I see people walking by
I wait impatiently to see that adorable smile

There were days we just couldnt meet
Praying to see you soon I was down on my knees
Those irresistible lips I died to kiss
And the warm loving hug is all I missed

How could something so right be so wrong
For this once in a lifetime love
we have to stay strong
Its never easy to be with you alone

We cant run and we just cant hide
This craziness for each other
is something we cant fight
Losing each other wont be easy at alll

How long can we go on how long can we hide
This on going passion that we feel inside
We cant be together we both know
This forbidden love, can we ever let go?

1:31 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

she cried

it hurts

really

so much...

((torn and tattered teddy))

4:36 AM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Friday, September 01, 2006

Mervyn had nightout yesterday...
we met up at jurong point...
and had dinner at Soup Restaurant...
wanted to catch a movie after that
but was afraid that he won't be able to book in in time.

In the end... we headed to Melwood where it's near his camp...
jiarui was at melwood... (ok i'll make him wear specs and tk pic for u)
after a while... we went over to the pub at arena country club...
there, mervyn bought a bottle of white wine...
stayed there till 11 plus...
and it was actually past his book in time by then...
but he insisted that it was alright cuz he knows those at guardhouse =)

ok... finally... we have some nice pictures...
and i know many of you have been wondering who is he...
there he is...

(p/s: hover over the photo)

lastly... my favourite pic...

That's all.
S t o p d r o o l i n g.

((Baby... thanks for everything... Teddy had a great time))

2:43 PM

0 Hugs and Kisses ♥♥♥

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

is a pleasant mood today!

this morning... i opened my eyes...
mervyn's msg started my pretty day...

It brought a smile to my face instantly =)

See.. isn't it so easy to make me happy?

10:43 PM

Out of the blue...
i'm missing someone dearly...
it's YOU i miss...
it has been a longgggg time...

-littlegal misses you loads-

1:02 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

the only thing that is keeping me going everyday...
is his lovely messages...
though it's so simple.. but i feel so blessed =)

((hey jimmy.. thanks for dropping by to pass me the mag...
thankssssss sooooooo much! Argh... THOSE PICS!.. makes my blood boils))

4:29 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

See how sickening he can be...
he has a way in controlling my emotions...
made me upset already...
then sent me one mms... and asked me "nice?"
ARGH!... can believe it actually worked on me.

((oh yah... rui... tt's the closest so far...
no glasses.. but shades can? hahaa.))

12:15 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

History tutor asked me to drop him a mail which answer 4 qns...
2 of which are these...

Favourite book: "Shanghai Baby" by Wei Hui
Favourite movie: "Love me, if you dare"

I was hesitating what to put as my favourite book...
3 books were on my mind...
the first was "Three in a Bed"
the second was "Catch Him and Keep Him"
the third was "Shanghai Baby"... (click on it)

then, i decided to go with the last one although it wasn't my top favourite...
at least it's the safest choice...
even though it has some sexual content.

And then, comes the movie part,
I couldn't really remember what i've watched...
and which were my favourites...
So i read through my past blog entries briefly...
den i found my favourite...

[p/s: videos can only be watched using IE browser]

1:46 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

Ok... anyway...
despite complaining abt my macbook...
there's still one function tt is able to entertain me...
the iSight... self-entertain...

1:25 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

It's 3am plus...
oh man... i just completed 3 new segments in my blog...
have been spending hours sitting in front of the com...
using macromedia dreamweaver and flash...

Anyway... notice the 3 new blinking flowers below the butterflies?
yeah... so the 3 new added segments are:

My Favourite Links
Important Dates to Remember
Music Video of the Day