Wednesday, October 31, 2007
On Saturday night...
janice, gina and i met up for halloween pre-'night' after a long hesitation...
because i didn't prepare any costume this year...
I just grabbed whatever i have in my wardrobe...
satin cross back lingerie, satin gloves and fishnet stockings.
wanted to party at mos...
but janice and gina changed their mind when I was just about to reach...
so we headed to saint james...
but due to some reasons again...
we decided to head back to plush.
By that time it was already 1.45am...
we have yet stepped into a club...
and before we could even do so...
janice had to leave :(
gina and i continued with our program...
partied at Plush till about 5am.
((sometimes i wished i am in the same shoe...
hoping that someone would call me and command me to meet him.
but i guess that day will never come...
sigh... if only he cares...))On Sunday afternoon...
lawrence, my sis, her bf wilfred and i played pool at bukit timah shopping centre.
played till 7pm plus and we headed to the prawning place at Farmart
(67 Sungei Tengah Rd, off Choa Chu Kang Rd)...
prawned for 3 hours...
but guess how many prawns we caught?...
only 4 pathetic prawns...
hahaa... but it was the fun we were paying for...
mummy said with the $52 we paid...
she could have gotten us loads of prawns from the market.







no prawns to eat... so no choice... have to buy food from the eating house.
chicken wings, satay and sambal stingray...
didn't get prawns cus we were hoping that we would catch and cook. lol.



12:41 AM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Pain, longing, torture
A hurt void of closure
An ache that grows everyday
A sinking emotion the refuses to go away
I lent my heart to someone who wouldn't take it
He gave it back broken and battered without replacement
Cursed from birth to live amongst fools
My eye on one to timid to break the rules
O what a bittersweet mistake I have made
Giving my heart to someone who just wouldn't cave
The questions are many but the answers are few
For how will good in me ever renew
Still naive enough to hope he'll change her mind
Yet painfully aware that feeling was not meant for me to find
11:35 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
a friend of mine said this to me...
"LOVE is happiness everyday
even without seeing him
coz he will make u feel happy even without him by ur side
he will make u feel u r the greatest
making u feel so comfortable and confident in him."
12:50 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Wednesday... work at Raffles Country Club with madeline...
On Friday... the day finally arrived...
we had to perform... sing and act out a skit...
wore the Indonesian costume...
it was such a relief when the whole project performance ended...
anyway i had to act like i was flirting with the prince...
in front of 200 audience...
hmpf... so embarrassing (0"0)
melinda and i...
Met up with lawrence at Cineleisure after the performance...
he was late for an hour... hmPf... but i know it's because of work.
Anyway... dearie bought me a soft toy cat...
so prettyyy... i wanted it so badly...
but feel so bad for making him buy... $60 for a soft toy =(
thank you Love.
i got a new friend...

piggy got a new friend too!

awww she's so pretty...

I wanted her name to be something like
"diamond", "princess" or "duchess"...
something along that line...
but dearie say... "Call her
Meow Meow."
alright larrr... quite cute...
so i call her meow meow.
2:00 AM
Monday, October 15, 2007
yesterday... it was family gathering...
my aunts, uncles and cousins went over to my grandparents' place...
to celebrate my grandfather's 77th birthday...
in the evening...
lawrence and i went to queensway shopping centre...
he bought 2 pairs of bling bling shoes, a polka dot t-shirt, a rubber keyboard, a mouse with boobs and a magic toy.
i bought nothing from there at all :(
wanted to get a red geeky plastic specs to wear to sch...
but couldn't really find one that i really like...
and the one that i think looks rather alright on me cost about $120...
the point is i only want to wear it as a fashion icon for sch!
i already have 3 pairs of glasses with the same degree at home...
including the broken frameless Dior pair :( which i need to send for repair.
(Right at this point... i turned to the small table next to my bed to look for my glasses... i couldn't find... screamed down to my maid... "Ruki, did you see my broken glasses?"... my mum replied... "Oh. I threw it away.")
WHAT THE F*CK! !@#$%
my god... the frameless glasses i barely wore more than 20 times...
i could have just sent it for repair...
and they can just simply make another lens for the broken left lens.
freaking angry and upset...
can't my mum use her common sense at times!
at least ask me before throwing away my stuff!
(I called lawrence and cried like crazy...
he knows i was damn upset when i broke the glasses while quarreling with him...
then my mum threw it away... made me doubly upset...
dearie asked "Aiyo... you cry like baby...
you're obsessed with spectacles it it?"...)
Then i realised... i'm a little obsessed with specs...
even though i only wear them at home...
but still!!!... there's nothing wrong with being obsessed with spectacles right!
argh! i'm not going to talk to my mum today!
she treated as if she did nothing...
"Go hongkong and buy again lo." (because i bought that pair from hk)
freaking pissed!!!!
At least, my aunt consoled me and said she will bring me to make a new pair...
but still... I'm short with one style of glasses!
that's the only pair which can match with most of my clothes!
this is supposed to be a happy happy post...
my mum spoilt it all!
wanted to tell everyone about my new discovery...
sigh... now i have no mood to blog about it :(
Back to the topic on shopping at Queensway...
anyway, the shops closed rather early... around 9pm.
dearie asked if i have any place in mind that i want to go...
suggested Holland V for drinks, food and ice cream...
but he wasn't keen...
the only 24 hrs place i could think of was MUSTAFA...
and i have yet to explore that place...
likewise, he too have not.
so we decided to make our way there...
the Little India street was crowded with indians...
i never knew so many Indians are residing in Singapore.
it was my virgin trip to Mustafa...
(for those who have been there... please do not read any further...
otherwise I might sound like a mountain tortoise to you...)
they have shelves, shelves and shelves of VCDs and DVDs...
kids' happiness
see what lawrence found?...
an electronic dartboard...
we never expect we'll find it that there...
dearie bought it at a reasonable price of $95.
other than that... bought some can food and toiletries.
i must say it was really an eye-opener for the both of us.
"You name it, they have it!" I mean it.
it was damn amazing...
from the most common to the most uncommon things...
if you are looking for a similar pair of old spoilt limited edition watch that you once had.
you can try looking there...
and if you can't find an old vcd... you can also try there...
perfumes and colognes... thousands of variety...
shelves and shelves of shavers and toothbrush...
even masking tapes... scotch tapes... they have at least a hundred kind...
from food, snacks, car, conning ware, clothes, shoes, bag, cosmetics, toiletries, medical,
electronic products, antique phones, furniture, jewellery, party props, IT products, toys, wheelchairs, sports products...
OMGoodness... i can't even remember what they have...
the variety is unbelievably ridiculous.
dearie and i shopped there from 9 plus to 1am...
we couldn't even finished walking all the departments.
I wanted to take pictures of the departments...
but people kept staring... I felt so embarrassed...
and it made me looked like some mountain tortoise.
Aiya for those who haven't been there...
just go and explore.
But if you happen to make a trip there...
and in the end don't find it amazing... then so be it.
I didn't a point a gun at you and force you to go there ah =p
after a fruitful shopping day... *point finger at lawrence*...
we went to Chinatown for supper...
see... almost everything is his! :(

so hungry after shopping... (i rarely say i'm hungry ok.)
dearie ordered oyster egg, pork rib, claypot frog,
sambal kangkong and hotplate tofu...
see... i only have all these...
hello kitty shaver, pink electronic toothbrush...
Gillette shaver refills and Haribu gummy bears.
(I wanna go Mustafa with you again!)
1:22 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007
11:59 PM