((Long overdue post... which I blogged earlier, but didn't publish...))
p.s. It's a crazy day filled with crazy but lovely stuffs!
On wednesday... it was my lovely aunt's birthday...
mummy and i went over to her office during lunch and picked her up...
treated her to lunch at The Chinese Restaurant in Raffles Town Club.
After lunch, we headed to Ben & Jerry at Dempsey Road to collect birthday cakes.
Haas... I sang birthday song for her and she cut the cake in the car.
Sent her back to office, then mummy & I headed to granny's place...
because mummy ask me go see grandpa... his leg swollen :(
then mummy had to pick my bro up from school at 5pm...
and i had to work at swiss o'tel merchant court at 8pm...
since already at holland v... so pointless to go all the way back.
after work at swiss o'tel merchant court...
I went over to zouk to join ben and his friends.
to be honest, i wasn't feeling too comfortable that night...
felt a little out of dar³'s world whenever he bumped into the other flight stewardess...
not because of who they are... but rather their hyper elated reactions...
but i know dar³ was trying his best to make me feel alright.
(nonetheless, i was happy to see you. Don't worry my dear :)... i know it wasn't intentional... and more importantly i have faith in you (and myself) :))went over to zouk for a short while, then we headed back home.
Had quite a classical moment with dar³ today...
sheesh... not telling here...
"memorable" moments like this not to be shared =p
dar³ said will trust my instincts from now on. *winks*
After sending his mama to work...
we headed to Holland V for dinner...
[02:30 sigh.. right at this moment...
why do some problems have to arise again?
i just want some peace...
but things just don't seem to go the way it is...
somehow sometimes i selfishly wish she'll disappear...]p.s. this explains the strike and lovely in the first sentence of this supposedly happy post07:34 Back to where i stopped blogging earlier...
we went for dinner at Sushi Tei...
yay... jap food again!... i've been eating alot of jap food...
no more ItaliaNOoo~~~ food...
ben and i have to start dieting and going to the gym.. wheee~
(fransca doesn't like to exercise... especially after leaving her little mini exercise corner alone for many many manymonths. but i can't wait to go to the gym with dar³! he says i'm too soft :((((...)
after dinner... had to quickly head to far east to get a new set of black dress and heels for work...
because i didn't have my black dress and heels with me.
was looking frantically for it... dar³ says the only time i walk fast is when i shop...
which is quite true!
after getting my clothes and heels... ben sent me to work at orchard hotel.
work ended slightly early...
surprise surprise time...
had planned this ever since work started... couldn't wait for work to end.
went to 7-11... bought 川贝批杷膏, EXTRA panadol, stepsils, woods lozenges, herbal tea...
made a trip down to club st.. passed this bag of stuffs to cashe to pass to dar³.
didn't want to pass directly to him... because i thought it'll be nice when someone walks to him and pass him the stuffs and tells him it's for him.
anyway, dar³ walked out to the main road to look for me upon receiving those stuffs :)
oh ya, if you're wondering why i bought those...
it's because dar³ fell sick... and i couldn't accompany him to see the doctor in time...
and i don't want him to be in pain :( especially so when he'll be doing a long flight :(
Another crazy thing i did today...
which I think my lovely Le' glass slippers girls will be excited to know...
was to book my air tickets to Taipei just a few hours ago...
and i'll be flying off the day after tomorrow.
I'll be in
Taipei from
27th July to 5th August 2008.
This trip was only seriously being considered on Wednesday...
so it's quite a impromptu decision.
I'm hyperventilating by the thought of shopping there... eating 鸡排 and drinking bubbletea!
Dar³... see you there! Will miss you these few days :(
my dearest...
after all that we've been through...
and the time we've spent together getting to know each other better...
i'm really happy that you've made up your mind...
but on the other hand... it's undeniable that i still do feel a little insecure.
i really don't know if this is what you really really want...
At least i hope that when i'm with you... i'm the one you're thinking of .
I'm trying very hard to be strong... to be the girl you'll proudly call 'yours'.
Mi Amor Te quiero
xoxo,
your lil' monster
UPDATE: this was what i felt at that time when I blogged...
so it does not exactly depict what I am actually feeling NOW (8th AUG, 1:59am).
((Love is a gamble... sometimes you win... but sometimes you lose...))
I've been very hardworking for the past week.... and my working momentum is back! Event, events and events... promo, promo, promo! wooHh! I've been doing shows almost everyday since last Wednesday except on Sunday, which i spent the whole day away working on Le' glass slippers' new collection. And my schedule is pack all the way till this Sunday!
Mon- Sungei Kadong Camp
Tues - Meeting with Maxxium team and girls
Wed - Highlander
Thurs - Orchard Hotel
Fri - Beds
Sat - Sentosa Golf Club
With this amount of workload on hand, i hardly have the time to blog. Erm... actually i do have if I stop shopping online. Talking about this, I'm going to do a f21 spree soon! It will be my virgin spree... but I've roughly figured out how it works. Hopefully, it will be a easy and successful one. (*Anyway, do let me know if you're interested :))
So back to what has been happening for the past week...
Last wednesday, the girls had meeting at maxxium office with sebastian. Meeting ended around 4pm plus. I have a show only at 8pm, so was pointless to go home all the way. So Sindy, Jayz, Kiki and I went to Lau Pau Sa for dinner after the meeting. After dinner, I still had 2 hours plus of spare time, and we decided to go to the TCC at raffles chain for some drinks. It's always nice catching up at a coffee club with my lovlies :) At 7.30pm... Headed to Swiss O'Tel Merchant Court for work!
On Thursday... work at Laager was satisfying. After work, met up with kylie at mr bean at princep st. As usual, we meet up to eat again! Recently we have been meeting up to eat. No wonder I keep gaining weight! Nonetheless, I always love hanging out with this pretty darling.
Earl grey tea! Detox detox!
a..hem... but had wedges, chicken dips and potato chips...
aiya... tomorrow then go on diet la.
Lagsana
On Friday... work at Beds was freaking miserable la. I felt like an alien that landed on the wrong planet. I couldn't wait for work to end! After work... i walked over to dbl o, was going to join the maxxium team there. Called Justin to bring me in and the moment I got stamp...
Someone called me and asked me if I was hungry...
and said that if I am hungry...
I can have pocky now if I turn to my left.
I turned around... and ben's car was there!
*surprise surprise*Dar
3 bought
pocky &
collon for me
and came all the way from toa payoh just to pass me pocky.
He waited outside my workplace...
then i blur blur walk away without noticing his car.
Nevertheless, was really happy :) and touched.
Thanks dardardar for the lovely surprise!*promise will never leave you alone again k... hugs*pocky taste sweeter :)
In my heart, I had secretly wanted someone to show concern about my work. And I have always tell my girlfriends that I wish one day some guy will tell me that he's worried about me working in a seemingly complex environment. Just that day at TCC with Sindy and Jayz... I asked them this... "Have any of your boyfriends stop you from working in this industry?" Both of them replied "yes"... although we all know that it's a perfectly fine job and it's not as complex as what people think. It's just that we get exposed to many different kinds of people for different events. And often we get a lot of stares and glares from both sides of gender. So naturally, I wish that some day someone important to me will convey his anxiety in regard to this aspect. Yesterday, dar
3 expressed his concern. This time, I felt really really touched. Though this may seem trivial to anyone out there, but I've waited this day for almost 4 years. I swear I am not lying. Like I said, no one has ever asked me about my work, and even cared about what happens during my work. For the first time, someone told me he's worried. I'm like lost for words. It took quite a while for me to process those words in my head. Tears were just in the corner of my eyes, I felt so blessed once again.
Dar3... Thanks for making me feel so blessed :)
Once more, I just want to reassure you that it's a safe and harmless job.
I will be unhurt and untouched in any circumstances.
And I promise I'll always be your good girl.
Don't worry alright? *hugs*
In regard to the other question you asked me earlier about a better guy...
I guess it's not a matter of who's more eligible or who's better.
But like what you said... chemistry :)
with love,
lil' monster
Got to prepare for meeting soon! Yawnz...
((I miss you so much... don't doubt me... don't doubt yourself... yes.. it's you... dardardar))
